qpalzm122 said:
I can't. I want to stop now.
Please let me know the reverse rehearsal
You are very young, it is normal to struggle with self control and to have intrusive thoughts, confusion and other negative influences on your mind.
However, you should ask yourself, why do feel it would help you to abandon Spiritual Satanism, and ignore your inner problems further?
How would your life improve to turn away from the path of self improvement? Would you feel better, or act better in life?
Or do you not believe in the pursuit of self improvement and elevation of your self to be a stronger, more mature, more accomplished and more successful person?
These feelings you are feeling now are merely temporary manifestations of your inner obstacles.
Regardless if you try to do things alone, or try to move along the path of Spiritual Satanism under the guidance and protection of the Gods, these inner obstacles will continue to follow you everywhere in life and will continue to drag you down into the dirt until you face them and overcome them.
Spiritual Satanism is the most powerful path in this world on the pursuit to self improvement and gives one the powers, tools and guidance to overcome the difficulties in life, both external and internal, far better than any other thing or path one can find on our world.
You can see that for yourself as you look around and try to search for solutions in vain.
You have found the path to solve your life's woes and difficulties, yet the difficulties and inner obstacles do not like it when you retro overcome these, so they prod at you to give this up and get consumed by your inner enemies.
As a living being incarnate here on the Earth, you will have to face these and defeat them in order to grow as a being, and these will always try to nag at you no matter how you try to run away from these things.
Spiritual Satanism is the key to overcoming the negative inner self, and grow into a capable and powerful person.
Don't get fooled by the prodding and crying of your inner enemies.
You are on the right path here. Don't let your own self defeat you and take that away from you.
Where do you think it will bring you if you do so?
You can see for yourself where all those without are in life.
You are lucky to have found this place at your age, and your possibilities in life are truly limitless on this path, something which no other path in life has to offer.