How To Always Stay Positive As a Spiritual Satanist

[Henu the Great]

I'm just an idiot. It was just my mind and inability to control it. And the fact that going through those ugly things in my head I panicked because I know the consequences ... That voice is just the voice of my mind. I couldn't calm her down at the right time and I went crazy. .I kept stressing and trying to figure out why I was going to hear all those things that didn't make any sense anyway. I got into some feelings of guilt and from there I had nothing to do. I couldn't control my thoughts anymore. Now I know what to do .... Empowerment meditations is the answer and the only solution to get out of all this madness I went into. I finally understood. I was trying to fight these thoughts, believing that this is how I would overcome them and eliminate them. .but it doesn't work that way all I had to do was just ignore them. I was trying to understand how and why they were created. It does not work that way. They just need to be ignored. .

There is no need to be so hard on yourself. We live and learn.

Poweful imagination, when mastered, can be a magnificent tool to utilize on magickal pursuits and should not be ignored, but rather be put to work for yourself. Learning to control your mind is the first and forenost step which can be achieved through void meditation and single pointed focus meditation in general.