ShadowTheRaven said:
Aquarius said:
If you want such a position you gotta work your ass off, do the rtrs, free your soul from problems, advance without constantly asking if your life is fair or whatever.
Adding to my previous reply, I'm not asking if my life is fair. Nobody's life is. The most evil people in the world, like the jews, and croneys whether jewish or gentile who work with them have all the riches. They have every politician in their pocket, on speed dial, and can get them to bend over and suck what's left of their dicks. Big houses, 20 cars in the driveway that they don't even use, and never have to worry about being bankrupt for the rest of their days. Of course, I'm glad now that we have the RTR they're scared shitless, they want their foreskins back.
I put it off for some time but I did watch that video that Aldrick posted (different version but same message): https://www.invidio.us/watch?v=gE5FnW81sEI
And I come to realize, like wow, I'm putting on a mask. I've forced myself to be this hyper-masculine Emperor-type figure because I kept telling myself otherwise my life, efforts, and merit don't matter to anybody not even the Gods and even with that self-deprecating train of thought all I knew was "Just do what you're told or else" because if I don't rise up and rise quickly, I'll always remain insignificant and useless even if I'm putting in more effort than everybody on this forum combined even if I know in the back of my head that this isn't true by a long shot.
I am, or at least was, the type of person who's never satisfied. I could perform 50 RTRs a day and never be satisfied with myself. I could double that number and still not be satisfied. I've always been results-oriented that unless there isn't a single jewish soul or body on this Earth then I haven't done my job correctly like I have to take the entire war into my hands and my hands alone.
I could meditate for 2 hours and attempt to do more but...I don't know how to explain this so bear with me. When I reach a certain point of meditation, my brain constantly gives me signals to call it a night and I'm like "No, I need more energy. I must have more energy, so I can put more power into the RTRs" like a huge mental force field. I hit that point every night, and after RTRs I'm just lying in bed angry at myself that I couldn't do any more.
Happens to everyone and thats the reason I feel those who have been here on the forums for so long know the importance of consistency. Know what burning out actually means , know their limitations. Patience is something my GD has been telling me for long. It is good that you are putting in this effort but what about YOU . I was thinking about this the other day, So You can Be A RTR Spam machine. But what about Your life, your ambitions. Many people on my War Commands tried to show me this but I was so fucked up with the energy and constant attacks that I started breaking with even one disagreement I would have with some other SS.
Don't go down that road which will cause you problems. I am fine now because so many SS helped me on there , even the HP had to intervene.
Lets examine the best case scenario -
You spam and meditate all day and the War ends . You are the top guy we all look to. But then again , what about the Knowledge , understanding , etc something which consistent reading and regular limited RTRs over-time will help you get.
I got attacked like crazy by enemy thoughtforms (fire element one), I was feeling like crying but stopped and Satan and my GD came in and I just refused to talk saying Satanic Races ,SS.
What then?
Did it achieve the goal of what the religion is really about? Did I cause damage to myself in this process? ( Thanks to everyone again who helped me on there , it was really helpful
) .
KNOWLEDGE is power in the end.
Self Knowledge and Knowledge about the enemy( in case of a similar situation). Knowledge about the universe. We cannot create Heaven on Earth by merely destroying the problems the enemy has caused. Rather we would even have damage on our side ( which is normal in any war) but the time that would go waste as we were only consumed by destruction ( GiTM
) What if we design something that optimises the way our people live at the same time and destroy maybe at a slower rate but a sustainable one. Examples of these can even be like the Paintable RTR or others made . All these made our jobs easier , freeing us time. If you can do something like this , an invention , creation simplifying lives of people- maybe even a secure app for recording daily meditations ( just an idea) which cannot be accessed by anyone else but the person that puts in the data of their meditation.
Or someone rather broad for SR in general?
Think about it .
As for Luis-
8 fold.
Keep one meditation per day apart from Ac,Aop ,returning curses and void . And have patience with it. Everyone is an individual and progresses differently. But do not hesitate in asking Satan or the Gods for guidance. They help a lot. I was lost , they helped me in progressing faster in a safer way. Though the comments I got that helped me carry on with life was the main reason I meditate and make it a point to do the RTRs everyday.
Frankly being how we are now , we have no idea about what a world without this Jewish control would look like, but it is seeing our people in these forums , striving to make themselves better will help you move ahead in life and make better decisions. Also before you start a meditation program , read about the experiences people had in the forums ( beware of the infiltrators they fucked me up a couple of times).
What you mentioned about just not wanting to start a new meditation and sticking to the one you already are doing, its the same with me. Ask for guidance from Satan or others and follow it and report back to them everyday. You will most likely feel like a warm comforting energy fill you up , so you know what you have done is good or appreciated
Take Care
