Amalek
New member
Hello brothers and sisters!
I used to be a very radical christianity and jew hating atheist for years before I initiated.I grew up christian and I hated it which is the reason I turned to atheism as I am sure many of us here did before finding Satan.
As an atheist I enjoyed paranormal stories of forest creatures and such and reading on a paranormal forum I found a subforum talking about Succubuses. Being an atheist at the time I was reading it and laughing at the concept and the schizos actually believing in this sort of thing but a few minutes into reading this and finding it amusing I started to feel a presence in my room. Surely at first I thought it was just my imagination but it soon developed into sexual intercourse with a Succubus. It was the most pleasurable thing I have ever experienced and as it was going on I was dumbfounded at the fact that this was all real.
After the deed was done I asked the Succubus to prove I was not just imagining things and as proof I requested that she wake me up at 7 am. Next morning I was awakened by a boom. Turned out a heavy object I had in my room fell on the ground quite far from where it was, far enough that there was no way it could have just naturally fallen there. I immediately checked the time and of course it was dead on 7 am.
So now it has been proven to me beyond any shadow of a doubt that there is more than just physical. I took some time to reflect on this and integrate this idea and it was a bit difficult since I was a hardcore atheist for years before all this but I chose not to fall to ignorance and accepted the true nature of reality. I now wanted to become a wizard.
Sadly as we all know the most easily accessible resources for the occult nowadays are jewish in origin. I have unfortunately fallen for these for some time having not known any better and I didn't know these were jewish for if I did I would have never used them. I have been hating kikes for a while before I initiated because I knew that they want to destroy the world. There was this kike ritual I used to do called the light banishing ritual of the pentagram and naturally it being jewish in origin it involved evoking kikegelic energy. Weirdly enough after each of these "cleaning" rituals there was a strong scent of christcuck incense for a few seconds. It never felt right, something always felt off about these things and yet I kept doing them as I didn't know any better. I have even regrettably interacted with an angel because I wanted info on a matter I cannot recall and whatever garbage "occult" shit I was studying insisted that invoking/evoking angels is an essential part of advancing and I can confirm that (((they))) are 100% accurately described by the JOS as being malevolent and always refusing to give information as all I got from that interaction was none of the info I asked for and a dirtied soul.
I was drawn to being of the Gods and Demons so the first thing I came upon on this was the damned jewish qliphoth soul destroying machine. I wanted to initiate in that garbage for months but every time I got close to doing the worst decision of my life I had a very strong feeling I should avoid it and I felt pulled back from doing it. I later realised that the force that kept pulling me back from unknowingly killing myself like this was Father Satan and the Gods and I am eternally grateful for this.
Shortly after being done with messing around with the fucking qliphoth, the journey to find the one true path has ended in me finally finding the Joy of Satan. When I first started reading the JOS website I literally went into a flow state with every word and sentence reverberating with my soul. It was as if everything in my body and soul was screaming to me that this is it and every single piece of information just seemed to click in a hard to describe way. Surely a lot of you can relate to this.
Very soon after this I initiated and I felt Father Satan's love and I felt reborn. I finally knew where I belonged.
From that point I studied and studied the JOS, meditating, advancing, doing RTR's and I keep it up to this day.
I am thankful that now my life has meaning. I thank Father Satan, the Gods, the Clergy, and our great Satanic Family for this.
Hail Satan Forever!
I used to be a very radical christianity and jew hating atheist for years before I initiated.I grew up christian and I hated it which is the reason I turned to atheism as I am sure many of us here did before finding Satan.
As an atheist I enjoyed paranormal stories of forest creatures and such and reading on a paranormal forum I found a subforum talking about Succubuses. Being an atheist at the time I was reading it and laughing at the concept and the schizos actually believing in this sort of thing but a few minutes into reading this and finding it amusing I started to feel a presence in my room. Surely at first I thought it was just my imagination but it soon developed into sexual intercourse with a Succubus. It was the most pleasurable thing I have ever experienced and as it was going on I was dumbfounded at the fact that this was all real.
After the deed was done I asked the Succubus to prove I was not just imagining things and as proof I requested that she wake me up at 7 am. Next morning I was awakened by a boom. Turned out a heavy object I had in my room fell on the ground quite far from where it was, far enough that there was no way it could have just naturally fallen there. I immediately checked the time and of course it was dead on 7 am.
So now it has been proven to me beyond any shadow of a doubt that there is more than just physical. I took some time to reflect on this and integrate this idea and it was a bit difficult since I was a hardcore atheist for years before all this but I chose not to fall to ignorance and accepted the true nature of reality. I now wanted to become a wizard.
Sadly as we all know the most easily accessible resources for the occult nowadays are jewish in origin. I have unfortunately fallen for these for some time having not known any better and I didn't know these were jewish for if I did I would have never used them. I have been hating kikes for a while before I initiated because I knew that they want to destroy the world. There was this kike ritual I used to do called the light banishing ritual of the pentagram and naturally it being jewish in origin it involved evoking kikegelic energy. Weirdly enough after each of these "cleaning" rituals there was a strong scent of christcuck incense for a few seconds. It never felt right, something always felt off about these things and yet I kept doing them as I didn't know any better. I have even regrettably interacted with an angel because I wanted info on a matter I cannot recall and whatever garbage "occult" shit I was studying insisted that invoking/evoking angels is an essential part of advancing and I can confirm that (((they))) are 100% accurately described by the JOS as being malevolent and always refusing to give information as all I got from that interaction was none of the info I asked for and a dirtied soul.
I was drawn to being of the Gods and Demons so the first thing I came upon on this was the damned jewish qliphoth soul destroying machine. I wanted to initiate in that garbage for months but every time I got close to doing the worst decision of my life I had a very strong feeling I should avoid it and I felt pulled back from doing it. I later realised that the force that kept pulling me back from unknowingly killing myself like this was Father Satan and the Gods and I am eternally grateful for this.
Shortly after being done with messing around with the fucking qliphoth, the journey to find the one true path has ended in me finally finding the Joy of Satan. When I first started reading the JOS website I literally went into a flow state with every word and sentence reverberating with my soul. It was as if everything in my body and soul was screaming to me that this is it and every single piece of information just seemed to click in a hard to describe way. Surely a lot of you can relate to this.
Very soon after this I initiated and I felt Father Satan's love and I felt reborn. I finally knew where I belonged.
From that point I studied and studied the JOS, meditating, advancing, doing RTR's and I keep it up to this day.
I am thankful that now my life has meaning. I thank Father Satan, the Gods, the Clergy, and our great Satanic Family for this.
Hail Satan Forever!
