How do you get over sexual hang-ups?

[unseeliegirl]

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[daitsun88]

I was a xian too, but when I turned away from xianity I viewed it as a natural thing immediately, It came naturally as I contemplated the bad things of xianity. It wasn't such problem for me.

I guess you should sit with a candle lit and contemplate on sexuality for a few moments, and its meaning on life and nature and how it only helps humanity and doesn't cause any bad results. It will really help you get over it if you do this for a week or so. If you still have hang ups, state affirmations every night "I'm comfortable with my body".

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[High Priestess Zildar Raasi]

Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[Syt D]

Work on ur 3 lower chakras. ESPECIALLY ur sacral chakra. This is the chakra of all things sexual(mind, emotions, image, repression, guilt).

This will help u immeasurably.

Furthermore, go to google and just type in the "sacral chakra" to get all the info u need.

Am really glad u are seeking help to rid urself of this xtian "bear trap".

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "daitsun88" <daitsun88@... wrote:

I was a xian too, but when I turned away from xianity I viewed it as a natural thing immediately, It came naturally as I contemplated the bad things of xianity. It wasn't such problem for me.

I guess you should sit with a candle lit and contemplate on sexuality for a few moments, and its meaning on life and nature and how it only helps humanity and doesn't cause any bad results. It will really help you get over it if you do this for a week or so. If you still have hang ups, state affirmations every night "I'm comfortable with my body".


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely & she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.) If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected], "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@... wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[daitsun88]

Kundalini yoga helps release all repressed sexual energy. I dunno if its just me, but I've noticed i feel more liberated and with higher energy and bioelectricity levels after practicing kundalini yoga for about a year.

--- In [email protected], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely & she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.) If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected], "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

Thank you. I am beginner at yoga & already I notice its benefits.

--- In [email protected], "daitsun88" <daitsun88@... wrote:

Kundalini yoga helps release all repressed sexual energy. I dunno if its just me, but I've noticed i feel more liberated and with higher energy and bioelectricity levels after practicing kundalini yoga for about a year.

--- In [email protected], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely & she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.) If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected], "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[unseeliegirl]

Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men (clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually. Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be "cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!

--- In [email protected], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely & she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.) If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected], "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[Alyssa Murphy]

 

[Reliant]

just work super fucking hard on empowering yourself. work in one area can *easily* advance another. When i was riding 2ish hours a day on a school bus, because i had to go to an alternative school (i didnt like school, didnt, for that matter, attend it), i would work constantly on my hand chakras. the results would amplify my powers, my senses, after a while it even started activating my kundalini, hasnt made it rise yet.
what i do, when my sex drive is down, is use orgasm magick on my sacral chakra. at the moment of climax, i use the vibration breath "nergal" while directing the energy into my sacral chakra.
It's shiny, to say the least.
hs/88!

--- In [email protected], "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@... wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[High Priestess Zildar Raasi]

I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people. This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction. I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to perfection. These false images completely contradict that.


Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men (clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually. Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be "cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely & she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.) If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected], "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[[email protected]]

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I would like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.  They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they make the grade.  Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton and still think they are fat.  Obviously there is something more going on in their heads than on their skin.  It is sort of like a woman who had small boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she had small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed interest only wanted her for her big boobs.   they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.   In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time, high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@... writes:

 

I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people. This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction. I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men (clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually. Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be "cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely & she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.) If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[Justinian G]

I respect your opinion High Priestess and agree with you on everything exept one thing. The Fashion Industry is a conflicting battleground in itself. There are some magazines and such run by kikes and there are a LOT not run by them. I'm a Fashion Designer and I create my art for Father Satan and myself. One day I hope to open a huge place where we can all congregate and such. Kikes have tried to take over this industry but I don't believe they have coming from my Fashion Designer perspective. I think we we try to weed out the kikes anyways since they are not creative in the least bit. So keep an eye out for me! Everything I make will promote Spiritual Satanism. Hope this makes sense since I'm a rambling Gemini.

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS OF HELL!!

88
- JustinianGlorious.

satanicgayliberation.webs.com

 

[daitsun88]

Well, telling others what to wear and promoting consumerism and materialism are the kike things in fashion industry. If you don't do these that then its ok. The kikes made it as if we are to depend on them for what to wear, what to believe, how to have some entertainment e.t.c.

I sure don't give a flying fuck about what those kikes tell me what to do, I don't watch TV, don't read magazines and wear WTF I want.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Justinian G <justiniang@... wrote:

I respect your opinion High Priestess and agree with you on everything exept one thing. The Fashion Industry is a conflicting battleground in itself. There are some magazines and such run by kikes and there are a LOT not run by them. I'm a Fashion Designer and I create my art for Father Satan and myself. One day I hope to open a huge place where we can all congregate and such. Kikes have tried to take over this industry but I don't believe they have coming from my Fashion Designer perspective. I think we we try to weed out the kikes anyways since they are not creative in the least bit. So keep an eye out for me! Everything I make will promote Spiritual Satanism. Hope this makes sense since I'm a rambling Gemini.

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS OF HELL!!

88
- JustinianGlorious.

satanicgayliberation.webs.com

 

[[email protected]]

It makes me burn with fury, knowing how the fashion world tries to destroy women. "Real" women are not supposedly beautiful! Here is an excellent article along those lines, written by a man no less:
http://mwillett.org/mind/bigwomen.htm

--- In [email protected], "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@... wrote:



I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people. This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction. I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to perfection. These false images completely contradict that.


Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries





--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men (clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually. Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be "cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely & she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.) If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected], "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings. They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I also recommend the site http://www.evilbible.com, it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation. Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one, which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra, and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc
http://www.joyofsatan.org

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[davidcommer]

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [email protected], fwlrcj@... wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@... writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site _http://www.evilbible.com,_
(http://www.evilbible.com,/) it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[daitsun88]

Yeah great, besides zombie jewsus more undead creatures will be held in high regards in the next 3 years...

--- In [email protected], "davidcommer" <davidcommer@... wrote:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [email protected], fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site _http://www.evilbible.com,_
(http://www.evilbible.com,/) it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[[email protected]]

I remember reading that too, David. Isn't it ridiculous how far it's gone? Look at the women on magazine covers, just LOOK at them, they look like they have rickets! And that's the "standard" I'm supposed to stand myself up against? And it's not just real big women who they are targeting, it's even "normal" sized women. If you are even more "overweight" than normal, forget it--you may as well not exist. That saying "you can never be too thin or too blonde" is a fairly recent saying, it's no older than the 1960's when women were all taking drugs and looking "bird-like" thin was "in"...at least in the 1950's they had a shape, no one looked like pencils...

--- In [email protected], "davidcommer" <davidcommer@... wrote:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [email protected], fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site _http://www.evilbible.com,_
(http://www.evilbible.com,/) it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[[email protected]]

And look how self conscious she was.  She had low self esteem and they made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best.  No matter how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed herself.   In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time, davidcommer@... writes:

  The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], fwlrcj@... wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@... writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url])
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site _http://www.evilbible.com,_
(http://www.evilbible.com,/) it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_
(mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[Justinian G]

She would be considered fat by the standards today which is horrible! Sorry to tell all the kikes out there but women and men are NOT skinny ass reptilian bile like kikes. I read some magazines but only the ones that actually care. The ones that promote individuality which is very hard to come by these days. Oh and I do design for myself meaning I don't conform to anyone else's standards, which really pisses my teachers off!! Lol

HAIL FATHER SATAN AND THE GODS OF HELL!!
88
- JustinianGlorious

satanicgayliberation.webs.com

On Wed Jul 14th, 2010 10:10 AM EDT daitsun88 wrote:

Yeah great, besides zombie jewsus more undead creatures will be held in high regards in the next 3 years...

--- In [email protected], "davidcommer" <davidcommer@... wrote:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [email protected], fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site _http://www.evilbible.com,_
(http://www.evilbible.com,/) it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

You're probably pissing your teachers off because you don't fit into the mold. You will probably carve out a nice niche market for your designs which will earn you a very nice living as well as giving those of us who buy clothing something unique and individual, not clones of other designers. (Who knows ... since people are starting to get tired of the fashion "norm" out there you might prove to be a great inspiration in turning the tide! )

--- In [email protected], Justinian G <justiniang@... wrote:

She would be considered fat by the standards today which is horrible! Sorry to tell all the kikes out there but women and men are NOT skinny ass reptilian bile like kikes. I read some magazines but only the ones that actually care. The ones that promote individuality which is very hard to come by these days. Oh and I do design for myself meaning I don't conform to anyone else's standards, which really pisses my teachers off!! Lol

HAIL FATHER SATAN AND THE GODS OF HELL!!
88
- JustinianGlorious

satanicgayliberation.webs.com

On Wed Jul 14th, 2010 10:10 AM EDT daitsun88 wrote:

Yeah great, besides zombie jewsus more undead creatures will be held in high regards in the next 3 years...

--- In [email protected], "davidcommer" <davidcommer@ wrote:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [email protected], fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site _http://www.evilbible.com,_
(http://www.evilbible.com,/) it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[davidcommer]

Yet she was stunning.

--- In [email protected], fwlrcj@... wrote:

And look how self conscious she was. She had low self esteem and they
made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best. No matter
how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed herself.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@... writes:




The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading
that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I
would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they
make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton
and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she
had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add
something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly
inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that
look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can
destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of
the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people,
especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and
foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who
eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to
purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself
into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake
breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries
are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further
destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media"
should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

__http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc__ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_/)
(_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/) )
__http://www.joyofsatan.org__ (http://www.joyofsatan.org_/)
(_http://www.joyofsatan.org/_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/) )

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
_ (mailto:[email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local
fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be
devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live
and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion
college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards
men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing
on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and
analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can
be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me,
more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _ (mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) ) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is:
acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt
trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because
of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles
in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some
local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for
a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to
subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my
senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have
or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not
being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as
totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those
that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the
pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work,
etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps
but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a
chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _ (mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) )
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve
you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or
feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you
advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and
study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it
for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site __http://www.evilbible.com,__
(http://www.evilbible.com,_/)
(_http://www.evilbible.com,/_ (http://www.evilbible.com,/) ) it is by an
atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is
brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you
will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral
Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result
of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and
empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be
uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well.
Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral
Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

__http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc__ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_/)
(_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/) )
__http://www.joyofsatan.org__ (http://www.joyofsatan.org_/)
(_http://www.joyofsatan.org/_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/) )

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _
(mailto:[email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that,
I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and
stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over
negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[davidcommer]

It's fucking ridiculous. And it gets worse and worse.

--- In [email protected], "moonshadow48@..." <moonshadow48@... wrote:

I remember reading that too, David. Isn't it ridiculous how far it's gone? Look at the women on magazine covers, just LOOK at them, they look like they have rickets! And that's the "standard" I'm supposed to stand myself up against? And it's not just real big women who they are targeting, it's even "normal" sized women. If you are even more "overweight" than normal, forget it--you may as well not exist. That saying "you can never be too thin or too blonde" is a fairly recent saying, it's no older than the 1960's when women were all taking drugs and looking "bird-like" thin was "in"...at least in the 1950's they had a shape, no one looked like pencils...

--- In [email protected], "davidcommer" <davidcommer@ wrote:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [email protected], fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site _http://www.evilbible.com,_
(http://www.evilbible.com,/) it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[[email protected]]

The worst part is that she was the object of every man's wet dreams, yet they called her a whore behind her back.  I never understood that mentality.  Men would pant after a woman like that, yet they were whores and not taken seriously when it came to actually loving them.  I can't remember the baseball player who married her, but did really love her for who she was, yet she still felt inadequate and unworthy to be loved.  I guess she should have been norma jean in public some of the time.  The old double standard was at work in those days.   In a message dated 7/14/2010 6:23:40 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time, davidcommer@... writes:

  Yet she was stunning.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], fwlrcj@... wrote:

And look how self conscious she was. She had low self esteem and they
made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best. No matter
how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed herself.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@... writes:




The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading
that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I
would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they
make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton
and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she
had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add
something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly
inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that
look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can
destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of
the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people,
especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and
foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who
eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to
purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself
into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake
breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries
are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further
destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media"
should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

__http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc__ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_/)
(_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/) )
__http://www.joyofsatan.org__ (http://www.joyofsatan.org_/)
(_http://www.joyofsatan.org/_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/) )

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url])
_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url])
) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local
fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be
devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live
and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion
college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards
men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing
on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and
analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can
be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me,
more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_
(mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) _ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_
(mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) ) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is:
acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt
trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because
of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles
in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some
local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for
a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to
subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my
senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have
or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not
being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as
totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those
that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the
pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work,
etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps
but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a
chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_
(mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) _ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_
(mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) )
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve
you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or
feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you
advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and
study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it
for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site __http://www.evilbible.com,__
(http://www.evilbible.com,_/)
(_http://www.evilbible.com,/_ (http://www.evilbible.com,/) ) it is by an
atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is
brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you
will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral
Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result
of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and
empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be
uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well.
Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral
Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

__http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc__ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_/)
(_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/) )
__http://www.joyofsatan.org__ (http://www.joyofsatan.org_/)
(_http://www.joyofsatan.org/_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/) )

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_
(mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) _
(mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url])
) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that,
I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and
stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over
negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[[email protected]]

Yes do.  It is so much easier for them to design something that is simple for them and make us think we just have to have it, then to actual create different styles for the different tastes than make people individuals   In a message dated 7/14/2010 4:14:02 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time, jaguarcat2002@... writes:

  You're probably pissing your teachers off because you don't fit into the mold. You will probably carve out a nice niche market for your designs which will earn you a very nice living as well as giving those of us who buy clothing something unique and individual, not clones of other designers. (Who knows ... since people are starting to get tired of the fashion "norm" out there you might prove to be a great inspiration in turning the tide! )

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Justinian G <justiniang@... wrote:

She would be considered fat by the standards today which is horrible! Sorry to tell all the kikes out there but women and men are NOT skinny ass reptilian bile like kikes. I read some magazines but only the ones that actually care. The ones that promote individuality which is very hard to come by these days. Oh and I do design for myself meaning I don't conform to anyone else's standards, which really pisses my teachers off!! Lol

HAIL FATHER SATAN AND THE GODS OF HELL!!
88
- JustinianGlorious

satanicgayliberation.webs.com

On Wed Jul 14th, 2010 10:10 AM EDT daitsun88 wrote:

Yeah great, besides zombie jewsus more undead creatures will be held in high regards in the next 3 years...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "davidcommer" <davidcommer@ wrote:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall reading that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a skeleton and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because she had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people, especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls who eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media" should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations, focusing on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it can be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me, more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely &
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is: acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex because of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place for a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see -- while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially those that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from the pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra work, etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url])
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through and study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose it for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S., "The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read. I
also recommend the site _http://www.evilbible.com,_
(http://www.evilbible.com,/) it is by an atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where you will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a result of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well. Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/)
_http://www.joyofsatan.org_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_
(mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[davidcommer]

Joe DiMaggio.

--- In [email protected], fwlrcj@... wrote:

The worst part is that she was the object of every man's wet dreams, yet
they called her a whore behind her back. I never understood that mentality.
Men would pant after a woman like that, yet they were whores and not
taken seriously when it came to actually loving them. I can't remember the
baseball player who married her, but did really love her for who she was, yet
she still felt inadequate and unworthy to be loved. I guess she should
have been norma jean in public some of the time. The old double standard was
at work in those days.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 6:23:40 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@... writes:




Yet she was stunning.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

And look how self conscious she was. She had low self esteem and they
made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best. No
matter
how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed herself.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:




The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall
reading
that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
_ (mailto:[email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I
would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive
enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they
make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a
skeleton
and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on
in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had
small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because
she
had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add
something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly
inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that
look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to
end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile
people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can
destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of
the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people,
especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and
foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and
slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls
who
eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this
will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to
purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself
into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake
breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries
are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further
destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media"
should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself
to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

___http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc___ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc__/)
(_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_/_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_/) )
(__http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/__ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/_)
(_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/) ) )
___http://www.joyofsatan.org___ (http://www.joyofsatan.org__/)
(_http://www.joyofsatan.org_/_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org_/) )
(__http://www.joyofsatan.org/__ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/_)
(_http://www.joyofsatan.org/_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/) ) )

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _ (mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) )
_ (mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _ (mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) )
) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local
fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for
a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be
devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything
fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live
and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion
college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something
to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards
men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you
spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and
ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend
from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations,
focusing
on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and
analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it
can
be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me,
more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _
(mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) ) _ (mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _
(mailto:[email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
) ) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely
&
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to
draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is:
acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt
trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex
because
of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago
I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles
in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some
local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place
for
a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I
never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to
subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when
I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my
senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have

or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not
being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see --
while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as
totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially
those
that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was
a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from
the
pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra
work,
etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps
but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some
times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's
no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a
chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm
not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _
(mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) ) _ (mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _
(mailto:[email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected])
) )
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@
wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve
you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand
that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or
feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you

advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through
and
study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose
it
for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S.,
"The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read.
I
also recommend the site ___http://www.evilbible.com,___
(http://www.evilbible.com,__/)
(_http://www.evilbible.com,_/_ (http://www.evilbible.com,_/) )
(__http://www.evilbible.com,/__ (http://www.evilbible.com,/_)
(_http://www.evilbible.com,/_ (http://www.evilbible.com,/) ) ) it is by an
atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is
brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where
you
will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I
would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral
Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be
stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a
result
of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and
empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this
one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be
uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well.
Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe
energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral
Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have
regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

___http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc___
(http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc__/) (_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_/_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc_/) )
(__http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/__ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/_)
(_http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/_ (http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/) ) )
___http://www.joyofsatan.org___ (http://www.joyofsatan.org__/)
(_http://www.joyofsatan.org_/_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org_/) )
(__http://www.joyofsatan.org/__ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/_)
(_http://www.joyofsatan.org/_ (http://www.joyofsatan.org/) ) )

Joy of Satan Ministries

--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _
(mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) ) _
(mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _ (mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) )
) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post
this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that,
I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some
about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being
the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this
Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and
stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over
negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other
people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[[email protected]]

Of course, like in the song. 'Where have you gone, Joe DiMaggio' from the song from The Graduate.   In a message dated 7/15/2010 6:20:16 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time, davidcommer@... writes:

 
Joe DiMaggio.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], fwlrcj@... wrote:

The worst part is that she was the object of every man's wet dreams, yet
they called her a whore behind her back. I never understood that mentality.
Men would pant after a woman like that, yet they were whores and not
taken seriously when it came to actually loving them. I can't remember the
baseball player who married her, but did really love her for who she was, yet
she still felt inadequate and unworthy to be loved. I guess she should
have been norma jean in public some of the time. The old double standard was
at work in those days.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 6:23:40 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@... writes:




Yet she was stunning.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

And look how self conscious she was. She had low self esteem and they
made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best. No
matter
how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed herself.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:




The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall
reading
that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url])
_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url])
) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and I
would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive
enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they
make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a
skeleton
and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on
in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had
small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because
she
had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add
something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and utterly
inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that
look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to
end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile
people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can
destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all of
the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people,
especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and
foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and
slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls
who
eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this
will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to
purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself
into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form. Fake
breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related industries
are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further
destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media"
should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing yourself
to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

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) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local
fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even for
a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be
devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything
fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to live
and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion
college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's something
to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared towards
men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you
spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and
ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend
from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations,
focusing
on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and
analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has
helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it
can
be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told me,
more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



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) ) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very timely
&
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to
draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is:
acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt
trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex
because
of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years ago
I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small roles
in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV & some
local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place
for
a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I
never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to
subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being when
I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my
senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you have

or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're not
being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see --
while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as
totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially
those
that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I was
a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared
physically and that worked better than anything they could say from
the
pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra
work,
etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight, muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary steps
but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some
times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though there's
no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get a
chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm
not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

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) )
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@
wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to starve
you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand
that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or
feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more you

advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through
and
study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose
it
for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S.,
"The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good read.
I
also recommend the site ___http://www.evilbible.com,___
(http://www.evilbible.com,__/)
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atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is
brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where
you
will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I
would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral
Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be
stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a
result
of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and
empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this
one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be
uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as well.
Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe
energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral
Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have
regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

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) , "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post
this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that,
I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some
about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being
the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this
Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and
stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over
negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other
people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[davidcommer]

Exactly right.

--- In [email protected], fwlrcj@... wrote:

Of course, like in the song. 'Where have you gone, Joe DiMaggio' from the
song from The Graduate.


In a message dated 7/15/2010 6:20:16 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@... writes:





Joe DiMaggio.

--- In [email protected]_ (mailto:[email protected]) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part is that she was the object of every man's wet dreams, yet
they called her a whore behind her back. I never understood that
mentality.
Men would pant after a woman like that, yet they were whores and not
taken seriously when it came to actually loving them. I can't remember
the
baseball player who married her, but did really love her for who she
was, yet
she still felt inadequate and unworthy to be loved. I guess she should
have been norma jean in public some of the time. The old double standard
was
at work in those days.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 6:23:40 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:




Yet she was stunning.

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) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

And look how self conscious she was. She had low self esteem and they
made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best. No
matter
how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed
herself.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:




The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall
reading
that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

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) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part of this is women who I think are very attractive and
I
would
like to look that good think that they are still not attractive
enough.
They keep doing more things to themselves and still don't think they
make
the grade. Or the ones who starve themselves to looking like a
skeleton
and
still think they are fat. Obviously there is something more going on
in
their heads than on their skin. It is sort of like a woman who had
small
boobs thought her relationship with men didn't work out her because
she
had
small boobs, got an enhancement then felt like any guy who now
showed
interest only wanted her for her big boobs.

they have us screwed up and under control one way or another.


In a message dated 7/13/2010 5:37:31 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@ writes:






I know I am late in replying to this, but I really wanted to add
something
here. The whole modern, "barbie doll plastic and silicone" version
of
beauty that is continuously pushed on women is completely and
utterly
inspired
by the kikes. This idea that beauty is about being stick thin
walking
around looking like a lollipop and having gigantic -fake- boobs that
look like
basket balls hanging off your chest screams kike from beginning to
end.

It is just another means of enslaving and weakening the Gentile
people.
This mentality that is being pushed causes severe hang ups which can
destroy
a person from the inside out, as you both said. Not to mention all
of
the
extremely dangerous and physically harmful things that people,
especially
women, do to their bodies. All of these chemicals and poisons and
foreign
objects such as silicone that are shoved into the body weaken and
slowly
destroy it. I have heard other horror stories as well, such as girls
who
eat
toilet paper and cardboard (not joking!) because they believe this
will
prevent them from putting on weight, and girls who eat raw meat to
purposefully
give themselves worms. One died because a worm managed to get itself

into
her brain.

Its disgusting, and its all in the name of this false and
destructive
image of "beauty". It is not beautiful, in any way shape or form.
Fake
breasts
and fake what not are exceptionally ugly and un attractive. It is
noticeably unnatural.

The fashion industry, hollywood, the media and all related
industries
are
controlled completely by kikes and only work to cause further
destruction.
I agree completely that these magazines or any other "fashion media"
should
be avoided at all costs.

Spiritual Satanism is about empowering yourself and bringing
yourself
to
perfection. These false images completely contradict that.

Hail Satan!!

-High Priestess Zildar Raasi

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) ,
"unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:


Hi Friend,
I know exactly what you are talking about, as I was also a local
fashion
model and a movie extra for a while. Being in that industry, even
for
a
year, takes a brutal toll on one's self-esteem. Getting rejected
from
auditions, and not getting jobs, based on your looks, can be
devastating. I am
glad I stopped before things could get out of hand.
I find that staying away from fashion magazines, and anything
fashion
related helps. I buy yoga magazines (for the postures and how to
live
and eat
healthy) instead of fashion magazines, and try not to keep up with
the
latest makeup and clothing trends.

Those fucking fashion magazines are a way to usher slave and sheep
mentality. If it's not our livelihood (that is, we are in fashion
college or
taking courses to be a high-end fashion designer) then it's
something
to
consider giving up.

Brothers in Satan: if you read GQ or other magazines geared
towards
men
(clothing, fashion, etc.) ask yourself if it is helping you
spiritually.
Does this reading material make me happier or sad and guilty and
ashamed
after reading it?

I ask myself: how is this helping me spiritually?

With personal issues to deal with sexuality, I spoke to a friend
from
these forums, and he told me to try doing several meditations,
focusing
on
loving myself, and "seeing my body as a source of joy."

Another poster recommended several things, one of them taking a
step
back and looking at why I feel the way I do, from an objective and
analytical
view. Most of the time, it is from something someone said, of the
xian
religion, or something which I read or saw that is fear based.
Deconstructing those guilt feelings, and finding their source, has

helped me thus far. It's not recommended for everyone though, as it
can
be
"cold" and "analytical", but it's helped me. This is what he told
me,
more or
less.

I am thankful for all the responses to this post so far.

Hail Satan!



--- In [email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) _
(mailto:[email protected]_
(mailto:[email protected]) ) _
(mailto:[email protected]_
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(mailto:[email protected]) )
) ) ,
"chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@ wrote:

I'm so glad that "unseeliegirl" brought this up! It's very
timely
&
she had the courage to spell out what others of us may be or have
been
struggling with ...

I can't add to the excellent replies to this subject except to
draw
some attention to another aspect of sexual hang-ups and that is:
acquired
self-consciousness about our bodies (not connected with xtian guilt
trips).

Some people are self-conscious and nervous about having sex
because
of
how they feel about their physical bodies. For example, many years
ago
I
started out my working career as a fashion model, had some small
roles
in a
few television dramas and performed as a musician on radio, TV &
some
local
venues. It was a meat market, or worse--a slaughter house! No place
for
a
sensitive person. In retrospect, I wouldn't wish it on a snake! (I
never
made it to the big-time; I just gave up the struggle & refused to
subject
myself to that kind of treatment any longer, the last straw being
when
I
refused to have sex with a creep about 50 years -- not a typo! -- my
senior in
exchange for some tentative "help".)

Going through that meat grinder, being accepted (or more likely
rejected) solely on the basis of some physical characteristic you
have

or don't
have, soon takes a toll and even though deep down you know you're
not
being
realistic, you look in the mirror and see what your critics see --
while
you become even harder on yourself than they were. I saw myself as
totally
undesirable and shied away from relationships, period, especially
those
that
could become sexual, rather than deal.

I never did accept the xtian stance on sexuality, even when I
was
a
nominal xtian. But I was very, very self-conscious of how I appeared

physically and that worked better than anything they could say from
the
pulpit to
keep me "on the straight and narrow".

Getting over the negative evaluation of one's body would be done
through the same steps as the responders (power meditation, chakra
work,
etc.)
If your body really needs change such as losing/gaining weight,
muscle
toning, better nutrition, etc., then begin taking the necessary
steps
but do it
for YOU -- for YOUR health and well-being, not to conform to some
destructive jew standard!

It took me quite a while and to be honest there are still some
times
when that negative body image rears its ugly head even though
there's
no
objective basis for it. Thankfully those periods are increasingly
less
frequent and way less intense. Now I can banish them before they get
a
chance to
dominate my day.

I'm rambling ... but I wanted to mention it because I'm sure I'm
not
the only one who has (or is) dealing with that aspect.

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) )
, "High Priestess Zildar Raasi" <high_priestess_zildar_raasi666@
wrote:



Sexual Hang-ups are one of the worst effects of xianity and
its
related enemy programs. They do this to you for one reason: to
starve
you of
life and power.

You can overcome this. You need to truly know and understand
that
there is absolutely no reason to feel guilt over sexual thoughts or
feelings.
They are natural and healthy. A life without Sex is unhealthy and
unnatural. I know this must be easier said than done, but the more
you

advance in
Spiritual Satanism, the easier this will become.

Deprogramming yourself from xianity in general will help you
to
overcome this. The best way to deprogram yourself is to read through

and
study
the articles on exposingchristianity. Read other sources that expose
it
for
the horrendous lie that it is. Books such as the one by Acharya S.,
"The
christ conspiracy, the Greatest Story Ever Sold" make for a good
read.
I
also recommend the site ____http://www.evilbible.com,____
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atheist, but does well in exposing the atrocities and lies
of xianity. Then there is the Luciferian Liberation Front which is
brilliant
as well. Study as much as you possibly can.

The other side of the deprogramming coin is Power Meditation.
Working on your Soul is of the utmost importance, and this is where
you
will
begin a clean out of all the "dirt", a weeding out of the dross. I
would
recommend you work specifically on your Sacral Chakra. Your Sacral
Chakra is the
seat of your Sexuality, and any Sexual Hang-ups you have will be
stored
here. Your Base Chakra will most likely also be off-balance as a
result
of
these Han-ups. Meditate on these and work towards strengthening and
empowering
them. You will need to go through a cleaning out process with this
one,
which will come about through Meditation. Although it may be
uncomfortable at
times, it is important in order to "correct" the issues you have
with
Sexuality. Your Solar Plexus Chakra may need some extra work as
well.
Power
Meditation in general will help you a lot though.

You can also use affirmations and energy work here. Breathe
energy
into your Aura, preferably Orange in colour to tie into the Sacral
Chakra,
and affirm that you are overcoming any past hang-ups you have
regarding
Sexuality.

Basically, you need to bring your mind past all of that xian
rubbish, and these things will help you to do so.

Hail Satan!!

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Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post
this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before
that,
I
was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some
about
purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being
the
temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and
sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to
me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this
Demon
and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and
stuff
from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a
pornographic-viewing
spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting
over
negative
body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other
people
(which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities
and
sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[High Priestess Maxine Dietrich]

I know this thread is quite old, but here are some very informative facts regarding Marilyn Monroe and how the fucking kikes literally abused her to the death. This is what they do to Gentile women who are trying to make it into Hollywood and/or advance their careers. Many wind up in snuff films after being sexually abused and exploited by kikes:

The following article is from
http://library.flawlesslogic.com/monroe.htm

Marilyn and the Jews
JTR

Marilyn Monroe is one of many Gentile actors who fell under the dominance of a string of Jewish psychoanalysts, including, most famously, Ralph Greenson (born: Romeo Greenschpoon) who was her therapist when she allegedly committed suicide. "Like many of his colleagues at the time," notes a review of Donald Spoto's biography of Marilyn, "Greenson relied heavily on drug therapy for his patients, routinely prescribing barbiturates and tranquilizers or having patients' other doctors do so. He referred Marilyn to [Jewish] internist Hyman Engelberg, who prescribed many of the medications Greenson ordered for her ... Her friends noticed that the more Marilyn saw Greenson, the more miserable she became ... Greenson encouraged Marilyn's deep dependency on him (he was seeing her twice daily)" (Good Housekeeping, 1993, pp. 212, 214). [Image: Ralph Greenson.]
The incestuous nature of Hollywood life may be observed in Greenson's case: his sister Elizabeth was married to Milton 'Mickey' Rudin, a Jewish entertainment attorney who was one of the town's major powerbrokers. Rudin was Monroe's lawyer.

Marilyn's publicist, Arthur Jacobs, was also Jewish. So were her agents at MCA, Jay Kanter and Mort Viner. Many of the directors of her films were Jews (for example, Billy Wilder of Some Like It Hot and George Cukor of Let's Make Love). Natasha Lytess, her personal manager and the subject of speculation about Monroe's rumored lesbianism, was Jewish, from Austria. Their relationship, says Barbara Leaming, was "mutually exploitive" (Leaming, 31). Milton Greene, a Jewish fashion photographer "with whom she'd reportedly had a fling during the late forties," was another early personal manager.

Natasha Lytess and Marilyn on the set of Gentlemen Prefer Blondes.
Monroe had resolved to sleep with anyone who could help her attain fame and fortune in Jewish-dominated Hollywood. Close friend Ted Jordan notes that she had "sex with anybody she thought might be able to advance her career" (Jordan, 121). "It is clear," says Anthony Summers in his biography, "that Marilyn made judicious use of her favors. A key beneficiary was the [Jewish] man who got Marilyn that vital first contract at Fox -- Ben Lyon. According to writer Sheila Graham, Lyon had been sleeping with Marilyn and promising to further her career ... Lyon called the casting director for Sol Wurtzel, a [Jewish] B-movie producer of the time [and Monroe was awarded a small part in the 1947 film Dangerous Years]" (Summers, 35).

In olden times," Upton Sinclair once remarked, "Jewish traders sold Christian girls into concubinage and into prostitution, and even today they display the same activity in the same field in southern California where I live." Or as F. Scott Fitzgerald summed up the Hollywood scene of his era -- "a Jewish holiday, a Gentile tragedy" (Gabler, 2).

Garment millionaire Henry Rosenfeld was another Jewish sex partner on Marilyn's road to fame. "She would join Rosenfeld at his home in Atlantic City for trips in his speedboat and for quiet evenings of talk and laughter" (Summers, 45). Jewish mobster Bugsy Siegel, himself a Hollywood powerbroker, also slept with her (Jordan, 84, 87). Ted Jordan (born Edward Friedman) even wrote a book about his early sexual experiences with Monroe -- they began on his fourth date with her when she was 17. Then known by her real name, Norma Jean, Monroe was soon sleeping with Friedman's uncle, Ted Lewis (original name also Friedman), who, "with his clarinet and distinctive style of old favorites, was among the hottest acts in show business" (Jordan, 73). It was Lewis who introduced the then-unknown model to narcotics.

"I learned," says Jordan, "that at one point in their little backstage meeting, Ted had slipped Norma Jean a piece of paper with his telephone number on it. Soon they were meeting in hotel rooms whenever Ted was in town ... Soon he was pulling strings for Norma Jean, trying to hook her up with an agent who would do her the most good ... As Norma Jean had vowed to me, whoever she had to fuck, she was prepared to do it. And, for good measure, she did the same with [prominent Jewish gossip columnist] Walter Winchell" (Jordan, 75).

Early in Monroe's career as a struggling actress, the Jewish head of Columbia, Harry Cohn, invited her to an overnight cruise on his yacht. Monroe was required to strip naked for Cohn in his office. As she bent over, at his direction, he approached her, penis in hand. When she declined his advances, said Monroe, "I had never seen a man so angry" (Jordan, 91; Wolfe, 211-212). Cohn then "banned her from the [Columbia] lot after she refused to accompany him on a yacht to Catalina Island" (Leaming, 8). "You know," Monroe once said, "that when a producer calls an actress into his office to discuss a script that isn't all he has in mind ... I've slept with producers. I'd be a liar if I said I didn't" (Summers, 34-35). In 1955, 20th Century Fox awarded Monroe the richest per-film contract of any actress. "It means," remarked Monroe, "I'll never have to suck another cock again!" (McDougal, 217).

The network of Jewish men that controls Hollywood has always been characterized by an intense sexual fixation on the shiksa -- shiksa being a derogatory slur for a Gentile woman, literally signifying "unclean animal" according to its Yiddish etymology. Hence the ubiquitous "casting couch," a Hollywood institution that provided Jewish powerbrokers access to otherwise unavailable non-Jewish women, whom they despised as non-Jews yet idealized as avatars of alien sexual desirability. The shiksa thus became the ultimate sexual trophy. The Jews who ruled Hollywood, noted Hollywood rabbi Edgar Magnin, "were men who made all that money and realized they were still a bunch of Goddamned Jews. Sleeping with a pretty gentile girl made them feel, if only for a few minutes, 'I'm half gentile.' No wonder they made idols out of shiksa goddesses." [Image: Marilyn in 1951.]

A key agent in accelerating Monroe's early career was Johnny Hyde (like many Hollywood Jews, born in Russia, and a veteran of vaudeville.) She was also his mistress; he was 53, she was 23. Hyde "not so coincidentally ... was Ted Lewis' personal manager" (Jordan, 85). "In making Marilyn known," says Fred Guiles, "[Hyde] flexed a lot of muscle. The simple fact is that Johnny Hyde was the chief architect of her fame and her eventual legend" (Guiles, 147).

"By 1953," Jordan reports, "... [Monroe] could be virulently anti-Semitic (a prejudice that grew as she got older). To my discomfort she would sometimes refer to Joe Schenck, the mogul [and another sexual stepping stone], as 'that Jew shit' and to other Hollywood personalities as 'Jew' this or that. Occasionally I would have to remind her that I was half Jewish" (Jordan, 188). Monroe's anti-Semitism did not prevent her from later converting to Judaism, at the behest of her Jewish husband, playwright Arthur Miller, who (despite his vocal anti-racialism) would not wed an uncoverted Gentile.

The Hollywood world and its pressures of being a sex goddess of course destroyed her. Monroe's physician Hyman Engelberg and her therapist Ralph Greenson were the first to her death scene, reported to be the result of a drug overdose, but they did not call police for four hours. One investigative author, Donald Spoto, in a 1993 work, even burdens Greenson with the responsibility for killing her, directing that a female employee "administer [to Monroe] ... a fatal barbiturate-laced enema." (In this scenario, Greenson's motivation was that Monroe was trying to free herself from his influence and control, and had fired him [Wolfe, 99]).

A friend of Monroe's recalls that she was beginning to feel that Greenson was "trying to substitute himself for everything she'd built up those past years. She decided he was anti-everything she wanted. She was radically turning on Greenson and Mrs. Murray, the woman he'd put with her, she felt, to spy on her" (Strasberg, 250-251).

The famous movie star's alleged suicide has always been controversial, and there are various conspiracy notions about who would want her dead. Greenson's secret life is much clouded. As well as being a therapist, he was an activist Communist Party member and part of its international Comintern. Greenson, as his sister Elizabeth has reported, was also a Zionist with "strong ties to Israel" (Kelley, 305).

Whatever Greenson's role as a listener of movie star's confessions, his communist ties have profound implications because Monroe had romantic affairs with President John F. Kennedy and knew a great deal about behind-the-scenes politicking, perhaps including plans against communist Cuba and Fidel Castro. Everything Monroe knew she undoubtedly told her psychotherapist. As Donald Wolfe writes:

Once Marilyn Monroe became Greenson's patient, he became one of the most important Comintern operatives in America; he had access to the mind of a woman who often shared the bed with the president of the United States and was an intimate of the attorney general [Kennedy's brother, Robert] ... As Greenson has correctly stated, Marilyn Monroe had a tendency to 'get involved with very destructive people, who will engage in some sort of sado-masochistic relationship with her.' Ironically, among these people was her psychiatrist [Greenson], her physician [Engelberg], and her housekeeper, Eunice Murray [who was appointed by Greenson to live with Ms. Monroe and report back to him], who joined in a conspiracy to survey Marilyn Monroe within a sphere of influence designed to gather intelligence from her relationship with the president of the United States and the attorney general (Wolfe, 386).
Marilyn Monroe's road to psychoanalysis was directed by the influential Jewish acting teacher, Lee Strasberg, who is usually credited with spawning "method acting," made famous by the likes of Marlon Brando and James Dean. Brando's first Jewish analyst, early in his career, was Bela Mittelman, "the coldest man I've ever known." ... "Acting afforded me the luxury of being able to spend thousands of dollars on psychoanalysts, most of whom did nothing but convince me that most New York and Beverly Hills psychoanalysts are a little crazy themselves, as well as highly motivated to separate patients from their money while making their emotional problems worse" (Brando, 124, 243). Brando was not much endeared to Lee Strasberg either, calling him "an ambitious, selfish man who exploited the people who attended the Actors Studio, and he tried to project himself as an acting oracle and guru. Some people worshiped him, but I never knew why" (Brando, 85).
Strasberg's daughter, Susan, notes that her father "sent numerous actors to psychiatrists, and many doctors sent their patients to class because they felt his work helped theirs in analysis" (Strasberg, 31). Susan Strasberg herself used to argue with Marilyn Monroe about whether she or the famous sex goddess "needed therapy more" (Strasberg, 138). As Barbara Leaming observes:

It was said that the master teacher Lee Strasberg could open inner doors that one scarcely knew existed. Some admirers called him the Rabbi. Some compared him to a psychiatrist or a highly judgmental Jewish father ... Strasberg focused on psychology. He ran his workshop as though they were group therapy sessions... Strasberg often advised actors to enter psychoanalysis in order to put them in touch with emotionally-charged material they could use in their work" (Leaming, 156-157).
Under Lee Strasberg's influence Marilyn became an earnest devotee not just of method acting, but of Freudian analysis as well. Monroe's one-time husband, Jewish playwright Arthur Miller, also had his own Jewish psychoanalyst: Rudolph Loewenstein. Monroe even had sessions with Sigmund's Freud daughter, Anna, also a therapist, in London. "The significance of [Monroe's reliance on psychoanalysts] for psychoanalysis," notes Jeffrey Moussaieff Masson, "was that Monroe left a substantial part of her estate to further the work of Anna Freud, whom she had seen briefly for analytic help in 1956 (Anna Freud wrote about her that she was paranoid with schizophrenic traits), and this bequest was undoubtedly achieved through her analysts, who were intimately connected to Anna Freud" (Masson, 129).
As Masson, a former offical at the Sigmund Freud Archives, further notes about the ethical undercurrent of such funding:

It is not, in fact, uncommon for analysts to solicit, usually through roundabout methods, former patients for money to support analytic projects. Chairs of psychoanalysis in medical schools at various universities have been partially endowed through former patients. There was also the case of the Centenary Fund, named for the centenary, in 1956, of Freud's birth. [Marilyn Monroe's therapist Ralph] Greenson had organized this fund for psychoanalytic research in Los Angeles ... I felt then, and still do now, that it is an exploitation of the emotional relationship with a patient to solicit money, in whatever form, directly or indirectly. It seems to me that the patient, or ex-patient, is in no position, emotionally speaking, to refuse ... I find it wrong and morally distasteful" (Masson, 130).
A Monroe friend once stated that "I felt [Ralph Greenson] had a big ego, like a lot of doctors he wanted to be God, and of all the analysts in L.A. she found him. Inger Stevens was his patient too. She killed herself later" (Strasberg, 250).
As Greenson once claimed, "I can count [on] Marilyn to do anything I want her to do" (Wolfe, 422).


Works Cited

Brando, Marlon. Brando: Songs My Mother Taught Me. Random House, Toronto, 1994.

Gabler, Neal. An Empire of Their Own: How the Jews Invented Hollywood. Crown Publishers. New York, 1988.

Good Housekeeping. "Marilyn Monroe." May 1993, pp. 162-163, 212-216.

Guiles, Fred Lawrence. Legend: The Life and Death of Marilyn Monroe. Stein and Day, New York, 1989.

Jordan, Ted. Norma Jean: My Secret Life with Marilyn Monroe. William Morris & Co., New York, 1989.

Kelley, Kitty. His Way: The Unauthorized Biography of Frank Sinatra. Bantam Books. New York, 1986.

Leaming, Barbara. Marilyn Monroe. Crown Publishers, New York, 1998.

Masson, Jeffrey Moussaieff. Final Analysis: The Making and Unmaking of a Psychoanalyst. Addison-Wesley, New York, 1990.

McDougal, Dennis. The Last Mogul: Lew Wasserman, MCA, and the Hidden History of Hollywood. Crown Publishers, New York, 1998.

Strasberg, Susan. Marilyn and Me: Sisters, Rivals, Friends. Warner Books, New York, 1992.

Summers, Anthony. Goddess: The Secret Lives of Marilyn Monroe. MacMillan, New York, 1985.

Wolfe, Donald H. The Last Days of Marilyn Monroe. William Morrow, New York, 1998.


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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], fwlrcj@... wrote:

The worst part is that she was the object of every man's wet dreams, yet
they called her a whore behind her back. I never understood that mentality.
Men would pant after a woman like that, yet they were whores and not
taken seriously when it came to actually loving them. I can't remember the
baseball player who married her, but did really love her for who she was, yet
she still felt inadequate and unworthy to be loved. I guess she should
have been norma jean in public some of the time. The old double standard was
at work in those days.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 6:23:40 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@... writes:

Yet she was stunning.

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fwlrcj@ wrote:

And look how self conscious she was. She had low self esteem and they
made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best. No
matter
how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed herself.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall
reading
that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

 

[Spencer]

Like Michael Jackson with his jewish doctor and rabbi that was with him all the time.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], High Priestess Maxine Dietrich <maxine.dietrich@... wrote:


I know this thread is quite old, but here are some very informative facts regarding Marilyn Monroe and how the fucking kikes literally abused her to the death. This is what they do to Gentile women who are trying to make it into Hollywood and/or advance their careers. Many wind up in snuff films after being sexually abused and exploited by kikes:

The following article is from
http://library.flawlesslogic.com/monroe.htm

Marilyn and the Jews
JTR

Marilyn Monroe is one of many Gentile actors who fell under the dominance of a string of Jewish psychoanalysts, including, most famously, Ralph Greenson (born: Romeo Greenschpoon) who was her therapist when she allegedly committed suicide. "Like many of his colleagues at the time," notes a review of Donald Spoto's biography of Marilyn, "Greenson relied heavily on drug therapy for his patients, routinely prescribing barbiturates and tranquilizers or having patients' other doctors do so. He referred Marilyn to [Jewish] internist Hyman Engelberg, who prescribed many of the medications Greenson ordered for her ... Her friends noticed that the more Marilyn saw Greenson, the more miserable she became ... Greenson encouraged Marilyn's deep dependency on him (he was seeing her twice daily)" (Good Housekeeping, 1993, pp. 212, 214). [Image: Ralph Greenson.]
The incestuous nature of Hollywood life may be observed in Greenson's case: his sister Elizabeth was married to Milton 'Mickey' Rudin, a Jewish entertainment attorney who was one of the town's major powerbrokers. Rudin was Monroe's lawyer.

Marilyn's publicist, Arthur Jacobs, was also Jewish. So were her agents at MCA, Jay Kanter and Mort Viner. Many of the directors of her films were Jews (for example, Billy Wilder of Some Like It Hot and George Cukor of Let's Make Love). Natasha Lytess, her personal manager and the subject of speculation about Monroe's rumored lesbianism, was Jewish, from Austria. Their relationship, says Barbara Leaming, was "mutually exploitive" (Leaming, 31). Milton Greene, a Jewish fashion photographer "with whom she'd reportedly had a fling during the late forties," was another early personal manager.

Natasha Lytess and Marilyn on the set of Gentlemen Prefer Blondes.
Monroe had resolved to sleep with anyone who could help her attain fame and fortune in Jewish-dominated Hollywood. Close friend Ted Jordan notes that she had "sex with anybody she thought might be able to advance her career" (Jordan, 121). "It is clear," says Anthony Summers in his biography, "that Marilyn made judicious use of her favors. A key beneficiary was the [Jewish] man who got Marilyn that vital first contract at Fox -- Ben Lyon. According to writer Sheila Graham, Lyon had been sleeping with Marilyn and promising to further her career ... Lyon called the casting director for Sol Wurtzel, a [Jewish] B-movie producer of the time [and Monroe was awarded a small part in the 1947 film Dangerous Years]" (Summers, 35).

In olden times," Upton Sinclair once remarked, "Jewish traders sold Christian girls into concubinage and into prostitution, and even today they display the same activity in the same field in southern California where I live." Or as F. Scott Fitzgerald summed up the Hollywood scene of his era -- "a Jewish holiday, a Gentile tragedy" (Gabler, 2).

Garment millionaire Henry Rosenfeld was another Jewish sex partner on Marilyn's road to fame. "She would join Rosenfeld at his home in Atlantic City for trips in his speedboat and for quiet evenings of talk and laughter" (Summers, 45). Jewish mobster Bugsy Siegel, himself a Hollywood powerbroker, also slept with her (Jordan, 84, 87). Ted Jordan (born Edward Friedman) even wrote a book about his early sexual experiences with Monroe -- they began on his fourth date with her when she was 17. Then known by her real name, Norma Jean, Monroe was soon sleeping with Friedman's uncle, Ted Lewis (original name also Friedman), who, "with his clarinet and distinctive style of old favorites, was among the hottest acts in show business" (Jordan, 73). It was Lewis who introduced the then-unknown model to narcotics.

"I learned," says Jordan, "that at one point in their little backstage meeting, Ted had slipped Norma Jean a piece of paper with his telephone number on it. Soon they were meeting in hotel rooms whenever Ted was in town ... Soon he was pulling strings for Norma Jean, trying to hook her up with an agent who would do her the most good ... As Norma Jean had vowed to me, whoever she had to fuck, she was prepared to do it. And, for good measure, she did the same with [prominent Jewish gossip columnist] Walter Winchell" (Jordan, 75).

Early in Monroe's career as a struggling actress, the Jewish head of Columbia, Harry Cohn, invited her to an overnight cruise on his yacht. Monroe was required to strip naked for Cohn in his office. As she bent over, at his direction, he approached her, penis in hand. When she declined his advances, said Monroe, "I had never seen a man so angry" (Jordan, 91; Wolfe, 211-212). Cohn then "banned her from the [Columbia] lot after she refused to accompany him on a yacht to Catalina Island" (Leaming, 8). "You know," Monroe once said, "that when a producer calls an actress into his office to discuss a script that isn't all he has in mind ... I've slept with producers. I'd be a liar if I said I didn't" (Summers, 34-35). In 1955, 20th Century Fox awarded Monroe the richest per-film contract of any actress. "It means," remarked Monroe, "I'll never have to suck another cock again!" (McDougal, 217).

The network of Jewish men that controls Hollywood has always been characterized by an intense sexual fixation on the shiksa -- shiksa being a derogatory slur for a Gentile woman, literally signifying "unclean animal" according to its Yiddish etymology. Hence the ubiquitous "casting couch," a Hollywood institution that provided Jewish powerbrokers access to otherwise unavailable non-Jewish women, whom they despised as non-Jews yet idealized as avatars of alien sexual desirability. The shiksa thus became the ultimate sexual trophy. The Jews who ruled Hollywood, noted Hollywood rabbi Edgar Magnin, "were men who made all that money and realized they were still a bunch of Goddamned Jews. Sleeping with a pretty gentile girl made them feel, if only for a few minutes, 'I'm half gentile.' No wonder they made idols out of shiksa goddesses." [Image: Marilyn in 1951.]

A key agent in accelerating Monroe's early career was Johnny Hyde (like many Hollywood Jews, born in Russia, and a veteran of vaudeville.) She was also his mistress; he was 53, she was 23. Hyde "not so coincidentally ... was Ted Lewis' personal manager" (Jordan, 85). "In making Marilyn known," says Fred Guiles, "[Hyde] flexed a lot of muscle. The simple fact is that Johnny Hyde was the chief architect of her fame and her eventual legend" (Guiles, 147).

"By 1953," Jordan reports, "... [Monroe] could be virulently anti-Semitic (a prejudice that grew as she got older). To my discomfort she would sometimes refer to Joe Schenck, the mogul [and another sexual stepping stone], as 'that Jew shit' and to other Hollywood personalities as 'Jew' this or that. Occasionally I would have to remind her that I was half Jewish" (Jordan, 188). Monroe's anti-Semitism did not prevent her from later converting to Judaism, at the behest of her Jewish husband, playwright Arthur Miller, who (despite his vocal anti-racialism) would not wed an uncoverted Gentile.

The Hollywood world and its pressures of being a sex goddess of course destroyed her. Monroe's physician Hyman Engelberg and her therapist Ralph Greenson were the first to her death scene, reported to be the result of a drug overdose, but they did not call police for four hours. One investigative author, Donald Spoto, in a 1993 work, even burdens Greenson with the responsibility for killing her, directing that a female employee "administer [to Monroe] ... a fatal barbiturate-laced enema." (In this scenario, Greenson's motivation was that Monroe was trying to free herself from his influence and control, and had fired him [Wolfe, 99]).

A friend of Monroe's recalls that she was beginning to feel that Greenson was "trying to substitute himself for everything she'd built up those past years. She decided he was anti-everything she wanted. She was radically turning on Greenson and Mrs. Murray, the woman he'd put with her, she felt, to spy on her" (Strasberg, 250-251).

The famous movie star's alleged suicide has always been controversial, and there are various conspiracy notions about who would want her dead. Greenson's secret life is much clouded. As well as being a therapist, he was an activist Communist Party member and part of its international Comintern. Greenson, as his sister Elizabeth has reported, was also a Zionist with "strong ties to Israel" (Kelley, 305).

Whatever Greenson's role as a listener of movie star's confessions, his communist ties have profound implications because Monroe had romantic affairs with President John F. Kennedy and knew a great deal about behind-the-scenes politicking, perhaps including plans against communist Cuba and Fidel Castro. Everything Monroe knew she undoubtedly told her psychotherapist. As Donald Wolfe writes:

Once Marilyn Monroe became Greenson's patient, he became one of the most important Comintern operatives in America; he had access to the mind of a woman who often shared the bed with the president of the United States and was an intimate of the attorney general [Kennedy's brother, Robert] ... As Greenson has correctly stated, Marilyn Monroe had a tendency to 'get involved with very destructive people, who will engage in some sort of sado-masochistic relationship with her.' Ironically, among these people was her psychiatrist [Greenson], her physician [Engelberg], and her housekeeper, Eunice Murray [who was appointed by Greenson to live with Ms. Monroe and report back to him], who joined in a conspiracy to survey Marilyn Monroe within a sphere of influence designed to gather intelligence from her relationship with the president of the United States and the attorney general (Wolfe, 386).
Marilyn Monroe's road to psychoanalysis was directed by the influential Jewish acting teacher, Lee Strasberg, who is usually credited with spawning "method acting," made famous by the likes of Marlon Brando and James Dean. Brando's first Jewish analyst, early in his career, was Bela Mittelman, "the coldest man I've ever known." ... "Acting afforded me the luxury of being able to spend thousands of dollars on psychoanalysts, most of whom did nothing but convince me that most New York and Beverly Hills psychoanalysts are a little crazy themselves, as well as highly motivated to separate patients from their money while making their emotional problems worse" (Brando, 124, 243). Brando was not much endeared to Lee Strasberg either, calling him "an ambitious, selfish man who exploited the people who attended the Actors Studio, and he tried to project himself as an acting oracle and guru. Some people worshiped him, but I never knew why" (Brando, 85).
Strasberg's daughter, Susan, notes that her father "sent numerous actors to psychiatrists, and many doctors sent their patients to class because they felt his work helped theirs in analysis" (Strasberg, 31). Susan Strasberg herself used to argue with Marilyn Monroe about whether she or the famous sex goddess "needed therapy more" (Strasberg, 138). As Barbara Leaming observes:

It was said that the master teacher Lee Strasberg could open inner doors that one scarcely knew existed. Some admirers called him the Rabbi. Some compared him to a psychiatrist or a highly judgmental Jewish father ... Strasberg focused on psychology. He ran his workshop as though they were group therapy sessions... Strasberg often advised actors to enter psychoanalysis in order to put them in touch with emotionally-charged material they could use in their work" (Leaming, 156-157).
Under Lee Strasberg's influence Marilyn became an earnest devotee not just of method acting, but of Freudian analysis as well. Monroe's one-time husband, Jewish playwright Arthur Miller, also had his own Jewish psychoanalyst: Rudolph Loewenstein. Monroe even had sessions with Sigmund's Freud daughter, Anna, also a therapist, in London. "The significance of [Monroe's reliance on psychoanalysts] for psychoanalysis," notes Jeffrey Moussaieff Masson, "was that Monroe left a substantial part of her estate to further the work of Anna Freud, whom she had seen briefly for analytic help in 1956 (Anna Freud wrote about her that she was paranoid with schizophrenic traits), and this bequest was undoubtedly achieved through her analysts, who were intimately connected to Anna Freud" (Masson, 129).
As Masson, a former offical at the Sigmund Freud Archives, further notes about the ethical undercurrent of such funding:

It is not, in fact, uncommon for analysts to solicit, usually through roundabout methods, former patients for money to support analytic projects. Chairs of psychoanalysis in medical schools at various universities have been partially endowed through former patients. There was also the case of the Centenary Fund, named for the centenary, in 1956, of Freud's birth. [Marilyn Monroe's therapist Ralph] Greenson had organized this fund for psychoanalytic research in Los Angeles ... I felt then, and still do now, that it is an exploitation of the emotional relationship with a patient to solicit money, in whatever form, directly or indirectly. It seems to me that the patient, or ex-patient, is in no position, emotionally speaking, to refuse ... I find it wrong and morally distasteful" (Masson, 130).
A Monroe friend once stated that "I felt [Ralph Greenson] had a big ego, like a lot of doctors he wanted to be God, and of all the analysts in L.A. she found him. Inger Stevens was his patient too. She killed herself later" (Strasberg, 250).
As Greenson once claimed, "I can count [on] Marilyn to do anything I want her to do" (Wolfe, 422).


Works Cited

Brando, Marlon. Brando: Songs My Mother Taught Me. Random House, Toronto, 1994.

Gabler, Neal. An Empire of Their Own: How the Jews Invented Hollywood. Crown Publishers. New York, 1988.

Good Housekeeping. "Marilyn Monroe." May 1993, pp. 162-163, 212-216.

Guiles, Fred Lawrence. Legend: The Life and Death of Marilyn Monroe. Stein and Day, New York, 1989.

Jordan, Ted. Norma Jean: My Secret Life with Marilyn Monroe. William Morris & Co., New York, 1989.

Kelley, Kitty. His Way: The Unauthorized Biography of Frank Sinatra. Bantam Books. New York, 1986.

Leaming, Barbara. Marilyn Monroe. Crown Publishers, New York, 1998.

Masson, Jeffrey Moussaieff. Final Analysis: The Making and Unmaking of a Psychoanalyst. Addison-Wesley, New York, 1990.

McDougal, Dennis. The Last Mogul: Lew Wasserman, MCA, and the Hidden History of Hollywood. Crown Publishers, New York, 1998.

Strasberg, Susan. Marilyn and Me: Sisters, Rivals, Friends. Warner Books, New York, 1992.

Summers, Anthony. Goddess: The Secret Lives of Marilyn Monroe. MacMillan, New York, 1985.

Wolfe, Donald H. The Last Days of Marilyn Monroe. William Morrow, New York, 1998.


http://library.flawlesslogic.com/monroe.htm







High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part is that she was the object of every man's wet dreams, yet
they called her a whore behind her back. I never understood that mentality.
Men would pant after a woman like that, yet they were whores and not
taken seriously when it came to actually loving them. I can't remember the
baseball player who married her, but did really love her for who she was, yet
she still felt inadequate and unworthy to be loved. I guess she should
have been norma jean in public some of the time. The old double standard was
at work in those days.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 6:23:40 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:

Yet she was stunning.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

And look how self conscious she was. She had low self esteem and they
made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best. No
matter
how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed herself.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall
reading
that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

 

[Maia1]

<td val[/IMG]A very enlightening post,HP Maxine.
Anyways the Baseball player who loved Marylin is Joe Dimaggio

Dark Blessings,

MAIA

<em>"Test always your strength, for therein lies success."</em>[/B]

--- On Sun, 22/8/10, High Priestess Maxine Dietrich <maxine.dietrich@... wrote:

From: High Priestess Maxine Dietrich <maxine.dietrich@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: How do you get over sexual hang-ups?
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, 22 August, 2010, 1:07 PM

 
I know this thread is quite old, but here are some very informative facts regarding Marilyn Monroe and how the fucking kikes literally abused her to the death. This is what they do to Gentile women who are trying to make it into Hollywood and/or advance their careers. Many wind up in snuff films after being sexually abused and exploited by kikes:

The following article is from
http://library.flawlesslogic.com/monroe.htm

Marilyn and the Jews
JTR

Marilyn Monroe is one of many Gentile actors who fell under the dominance of a string of Jewish psychoanalysts, including, most famously, Ralph Greenson (born: Romeo Greenschpoon) who was her therapist when she allegedly committed suicide. "Like many of his colleagues at the time," notes a review of Donald Spoto's biography of Marilyn, "Greenson relied heavily on drug therapy for his patients, routinely prescribing barbiturates and tranquilizers or having patients' other doctors do so. He referred Marilyn to [Jewish] internist Hyman Engelberg, who prescribed many of the medications Greenson ordered for her ... Her friends noticed that the more Marilyn saw Greenson, the more miserable she became ... Greenson encouraged Marilyn's deep dependency on him (he was seeing her twice daily)" (Good Housekeeping, 1993, pp. 212, 214). [Image: Ralph Greenson.]
The incestuous nature of Hollywood life may be observed in Greenson's case: his sister Elizabeth was married to Milton 'Mickey' Rudin, a Jewish entertainment attorney who was one of the town's major powerbrokers. Rudin was Monroe's lawyer.

Marilyn's publicist, Arthur Jacobs, was also Jewish. So were her agents at MCA, Jay Kanter and Mort Viner. Many of the directors of her films were Jews (for example, Billy Wilder of Some Like It Hot and George Cukor of Let's Make Love). Natasha Lytess, her personal manager and the subject of speculation about Monroe's rumored lesbianism, was Jewish, from Austria. Their relationship, says Barbara Leaming, was "mutually exploitive" (Leaming, 31). Milton Greene, a Jewish fashion photographer "with whom she'd reportedly had a fling during the late forties," was another early personal manager.

Natasha Lytess and Marilyn on the set of Gentlemen Prefer Blondes.
Monroe had resolved to sleep with anyone who could help her attain fame and fortune in Jewish-dominated Hollywood. Close friend Ted Jordan notes that she had "sex with anybody she thought might be able to advance her career" (Jordan, 121). "It is clear," says Anthony Summers in his biography, "that Marilyn made judicious use of her favors. A key beneficiary was the [Jewish] man who got Marilyn that vital first contract at Fox -- Ben Lyon. According to writer Sheila Graham, Lyon had been sleeping with Marilyn and promising to further her career ... Lyon called the casting director for Sol Wurtzel, a [Jewish] B-movie producer of the time [and Monroe was awarded a small part in the 1947 film Dangerous Years]" (Summers, 35).

In olden times," Upton Sinclair once remarked, "Jewish traders sold Christian girls into concubinage and into prostitution, and even today they display the same activity in the same field in southern California where I live." Or as F. Scott Fitzgerald summed up the Hollywood scene of his era -- "a Jewish holiday, a Gentile tragedy" (Gabler, 2).

Garment millionaire Henry Rosenfeld was another Jewish sex partner on Marilyn's road to fame. "She would join Rosenfeld at his home in Atlantic City for trips in his speedboat and for quiet evenings of talk and laughter" (Summers, 45). Jewish mobster Bugsy Siegel, himself a Hollywood powerbroker, also slept with her (Jordan, 84, 87). Ted Jordan (born Edward Friedman) even wrote a book about his early sexual experiences with Monroe -- they began on his fourth date with her when she was 17. Then known by her real name, Norma Jean, Monroe was soon sleeping with Friedman's uncle, Ted Lewis (original name also Friedman), who, "with his clarinet and distinctive style of old favorites, was among the hottest acts in show business" (Jordan, 73). It was Lewis who introduced the then-unknown model to narcotics.

"I learned," says Jordan, "that at one point in their little backstage meeting, Ted had slipped Norma Jean a piece of paper with his telephone number on it. Soon they were meeting in hotel rooms whenever Ted was in town ... Soon he was pulling strings for Norma Jean, trying to hook her up with an agent who would do her the most good ... As Norma Jean had vowed to me, whoever she had to fuck, she was prepared to do it. And, for good measure, she did the same with [prominent Jewish gossip columnist] Walter Winchell" (Jordan, 75).

Early in Monroe's career as a struggling actress, the Jewish head of Columbia, Harry Cohn, invited her to an overnight cruise on his yacht. Monroe was required to strip naked for Cohn in his office. As she bent over, at his direction, he approached her, penis in hand. When she declined his advances, said Monroe, "I had never seen a man so angry" (Jordan, 91; Wolfe, 211-212). Cohn then "banned her from the [Columbia] lot after she refused to accompany him on a yacht to Catalina Island" (Leaming, 8). "You know," Monroe once said, "that when a producer calls an actress into his office to discuss a script that isn't all he has in mind ... I've slept with producers. I'd be a liar if I said I didn't" (Summers, 34-35). In 1955, 20th Century Fox awarded Monroe the richest per-film contract of any actress. "It means," remarked Monroe, "I'll never have to suck another cock again!" (McDougal, 217).

The network of Jewish men that controls Hollywood has always been characterized by an intense sexual fixation on the shiksa -- shiksa being a derogatory slur for a Gentile woman, literally signifying "unclean animal" according to its Yiddish etymology. Hence the ubiquitous "casting couch," a Hollywood institution that provided Jewish powerbrokers access to otherwise unavailable non-Jewish women, whom they despised as non-Jews yet idealized as avatars of alien sexual desirability. The shiksa thus became the ultimate sexual trophy. The Jews who ruled Hollywood, noted Hollywood rabbi Edgar Magnin, "were men who made all that money and realized they were still a bunch of Goddamned Jews. Sleeping with a pretty gentile girl made them feel, if only for a few minutes, 'I'm half gentile.' No wonder they made idols out of shiksa goddesses." [Image: Marilyn in 1951.]

A key agent in accelerating Monroe's early career was Johnny Hyde (like many Hollywood Jews, born in Russia, and a veteran of vaudeville.) She was also his mistress; he was 53, she was 23. Hyde "not so coincidentally ... was Ted Lewis' personal manager" (Jordan, 85). "In making Marilyn known," says Fred Guiles, "[Hyde] flexed a lot of muscle. The simple fact is that Johnny Hyde was the chief architect of her fame and her eventual legend" (Guiles, 147).

"By 1953," Jordan reports, "... [Monroe] could be virulently anti-Semitic (a prejudice that grew as she got older). To my discomfort she would sometimes refer to Joe Schenck, the mogul [and another sexual stepping stone], as 'that Jew shit' and to other Hollywood personalities as 'Jew' this or that. Occasionally I would have to remind her that I was half Jewish" (Jordan, 188). Monroe's anti-Semitism did not prevent her from later converting to Judaism, at the behest of her Jewish husband, playwright Arthur Miller, who (despite his vocal anti-racialism) would not wed an uncoverted Gentile.

The Hollywood world and its pressures of being a sex goddess of course destroyed her. Monroe's physician Hyman Engelberg and her therapist Ralph Greenson were the first to her death scene, reported to be the result of a drug overdose, but they did not call police for four hours. One investigative author, Donald Spoto, in a 1993 work, even burdens Greenson with the responsibility for killing her, directing that a female employee "administer [to Monroe] ... a fatal barbiturate-laced enema." (In this scenario, Greenson's motivation was that Monroe was trying to free herself from his influence and control, and had fired him [Wolfe, 99]).

A friend of Monroe's recalls that she was beginning to feel that Greenson was "trying to substitute himself for everything she'd built up those past years. She decided he was anti-everything she wanted. She was radically turning on Greenson and Mrs. Murray, the woman he'd put with her, she felt, to spy on her" (Strasberg, 250-251).

The famous movie star's alleged suicide has always been controversial, and there are various conspiracy notions about who would want her dead. Greenson's secret life is much clouded. As well as being a therapist, he was an activist Communist Party member and part of its international Comintern. Greenson, as his sister Elizabeth has reported, was also a Zionist with "strong ties to Israel" (Kelley, 305).

Whatever Greenson's role as a listener of movie star's confessions, his communist ties have profound implications because Monroe had romantic affairs with President John F. Kennedy and knew a great deal about behind-the-scenes politicking, perhaps including plans against communist Cuba and Fidel Castro. Everything Monroe knew she undoubtedly told her psychotherapist. As Donald Wolfe writes:

Once Marilyn Monroe became Greenson's patient, he became one of the most important Comintern operatives in America; he had access to the mind of a woman who often shared the bed with the president of the United States and was an intimate of the attorney general [Kennedy's brother, Robert] ... As Greenson has correctly stated, Marilyn Monroe had a tendency to 'get involved with very destructive people, who will engage in some sort of sado-masochistic relationship with her.' Ironically, among these people was her psychiatrist [Greenson], her physician [Engelberg], and her housekeeper, Eunice Murray [who was appointed by Greenson to live with Ms. Monroe and report back to him], who joined in a conspiracy to survey Marilyn Monroe within a sphere of influence designed to gather intelligence from her relationship with the president of the United States and the attorney general (Wolfe, 386).
Marilyn Monroe's road to psychoanalysis was directed by the influential Jewish acting teacher, Lee Strasberg, who is usually credited with spawning "method acting," made famous by the likes of Marlon Brando and James Dean. Brando's first Jewish analyst, early in his career, was Bela Mittelman, "the coldest man I've ever known." ... "Acting afforded me the luxury of being able to spend thousands of dollars on psychoanalysts, most of whom did nothing but convince me that most New York and Beverly Hills psychoanalysts are a little crazy themselves, as well as highly motivated to separate patients from their money while making their emotional problems worse" (Brando, 124, 243). Brando was not much endeared to Lee Strasberg either, calling him "an ambitious, selfish man who exploited the people who attended the Actors Studio, and he tried to project himself as an acting oracle and guru. Some people worshiped him, but I never knew why" (Brando, 85).
Strasberg's daughter, Susan, notes that her father "sent numerous actors to psychiatrists, and many doctors sent their patients to class because they felt his work helped theirs in analysis" (Strasberg, 31). Susan Strasberg herself used to argue with Marilyn Monroe about whether she or the famous sex goddess "needed therapy more" (Strasberg, 138). As Barbara Leaming observes:

It was said that the master teacher Lee Strasberg could open inner doors that one scarcely knew existed. Some admirers called him the Rabbi. Some compared him to a psychiatrist or a highly judgmental Jewish father ... Strasberg focused on psychology. He ran his workshop as though they were group therapy sessions... Strasberg often advised actors to enter psychoanalysis in order to put them in touch with emotionally-charged material they could use in their work" (Leaming, 156-157).
Under Lee Strasberg's influence Marilyn became an earnest devotee not just of method acting, but of Freudian analysis as well. Monroe's one-time husband, Jewish playwright Arthur Miller, also had his own Jewish psychoanalyst: Rudolph Loewenstein. Monroe even had sessions with Sigmund's Freud daughter, Anna, also a therapist, in London. "The significance of [Monroe's reliance on psychoanalysts] for psychoanalysis," notes Jeffrey Moussaieff Masson, "was that Monroe left a substantial part of her estate to further the work of Anna Freud, whom she had seen briefly for analytic help in 1956 (Anna Freud wrote about her that she was paranoid with schizophrenic traits), and this bequest was undoubtedly achieved through her analysts, who were intimately connected to Anna Freud" (Masson, 129).
As Masson, a former offical at the Sigmund Freud Archives, further notes about the ethical undercurrent of such funding:

It is not, in fact, uncommon for analysts to solicit, usually through roundabout methods, former patients for money to support analytic projects. Chairs of psychoanalysis in medical schools at various universities have been partially endowed through former patients. There was also the case of the Centenary Fund, named for the centenary, in 1956, of Freud's birth. [Marilyn Monroe's therapist Ralph] Greenson had organized this fund for psychoanalytic research in Los Angeles ... I felt then, and still do now, that it is an exploitation of the emotional relationship with a patient to solicit money, in whatever form, directly or indirectly. It seems to me that the patient, or ex-patient, is in no position, emotionally speaking, to refuse ... I find it wrong and morally distasteful" (Masson, 130).
A Monroe friend once stated that "I felt [Ralph Greenson] had a big ego, like a lot of doctors he wanted to be God, and of all the analysts in L.A. she found him. Inger Stevens was his patient too. She killed herself later" (Strasberg, 250).
As Greenson once claimed, "I can count [on] Marilyn to do anything I want her to do" (Wolfe, 422).


Works Cited

Brando, Marlon. Brando: Songs My Mother Taught Me. Random House, Toronto, 1994.

Gabler, Neal. An Empire of Their Own: How the Jews Invented Hollywood. Crown Publishers. New York, 1988.

Good Housekeeping. "Marilyn Monroe." May 1993, pp. 162-163, 212-216.

Guiles, Fred Lawrence. Legend: The Life and Death of Marilyn Monroe. Stein and Day, New York, 1989.

Jordan, Ted. Norma Jean: My Secret Life with Marilyn Monroe. William Morris & Co., New York, 1989.

Kelley, Kitty. His Way: The Unauthorized Biography of Frank Sinatra. Bantam Books. New York, 1986.

Leaming, Barbara. Marilyn Monroe. Crown Publishers, New York, 1998.

Masson, Jeffrey Moussaieff. Final Analysis: The Making and Unmaking of a Psychoanalyst. Addison-Wesley, New York, 1990.

McDougal, Dennis. The Last Mogul: Lew Wasserman, MCA, and the Hidden History of Hollywood. Crown Publishers, New York, 1998.

Strasberg, Susan. Marilyn and Me: Sisters, Rivals, Friends. Warner Books, New York, 1992.

Summers, Anthony. Goddess: The Secret Lives of Marilyn Monroe. MacMillan, New York, 1985.

Wolfe, Donald H. The Last Days of Marilyn Monroe. William Morrow, New York, 1998.

http://library.flawlesslogic.com/monroe.htm

High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org

--- [/IMG][email protected], fwlrcj@... wrote:

The worst part is that she was the object of every man's wet dreams, yet
they called her a whore behind her back. I never understood that mentality.
Men would pant after a woman like that, yet they were whores and not
taken seriously when it came to actually loving them. I can't remember the
baseball player who married her, but did really love her for who she was, yet
she still felt inadequate and unworthy to be loved. I guess she should
have been norma jean in public some of the time. The old double standard was
at work in those days.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 6:23:40 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@... writes:

Yet she was stunning.

--- [/IMG][e[/IMG][email protected]) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

And look how self conscious she was. She had low self esteem and they
made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best. No
matter
how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed herself.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall
reading
that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.

[/TD]

 

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If we are such animals and cattle to them, you would think a self respecting jew would stay away from 'strange' women.  Oh they have no self respect  or respect for others and let's face it their women are ugly.    In a message dated 8/22/2010 11:40:38 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time, redfishbloofish@... writes:

  Like Michael Jackson with his jewish doctor and rabbi that was with him all the time.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], High Priestess Maxine Dietrich <maxine.dietrich@... wrote:


I know this thread is quite old, but here are some very informative facts regarding Marilyn Monroe and how the fucking kikes literally abused her to the death. This is what they do to Gentile women who are trying to make it into Hollywood and/or advance their careers. Many wind up in snuff films after being sexually abused and exploited by kikes:

The following article is from
http://library.flawlesslogic.com/monroe.htm

Marilyn and the Jews
JTR

Marilyn Monroe is one of many Gentile actors who fell under the dominance of a string of Jewish psychoanalysts, including, most famously, Ralph Greenson (born: Romeo Greenschpoon) who was her therapist when she allegedly committed suicide. "Like many of his colleagues at the time," notes a review of Donald Spoto's biography of Marilyn, "Greenson relied heavily on drug therapy for his patients, routinely prescribing barbiturates and tranquilizers or having patients' other doctors do so. He referred Marilyn to [Jewish] internist Hyman Engelberg, who prescribed many of the medications Greenson ordered for her ... Her friends noticed that the more Marilyn saw Greenson, the more miserable she became ... Greenson encouraged Marilyn's deep dependency on him (he was seeing her twice daily)" (Good Housekeeping, 1993, pp. 212, 214). [Image: Ralph Greenson.]
The incestuous nature of Hollywood life may be observed in Greenson's case: his sister Elizabeth was married to Milton 'Mickey' Rudin, a Jewish entertainment attorney who was one of the town's major powerbrokers. Rudin was Monroe's lawyer.

Marilyn's publicist, Arthur Jacobs, was also Jewish. So were her agents at MCA, Jay Kanter and Mort Viner. Many of the directors of her films were Jews (for example, Billy Wilder of Some Like It Hot and George Cukor of Let's Make Love). Natasha Lytess, her personal manager and the subject of speculation about Monroe's rumored lesbianism, was Jewish, from Austria. Their relationship, says Barbara Leaming, was "mutually exploitive" (Leaming, 31). Milton Greene, a Jewish fashion photographer "with whom she'd reportedly had a fling during the late forties," was another early personal manager.

Natasha Lytess and Marilyn on the set of Gentlemen Prefer Blondes.
Monroe had resolved to sleep with anyone who could help her attain fame and fortune in Jewish-dominated Hollywood. Close friend Ted Jordan notes that she had "sex with anybody she thought might be able to advance her career" (Jordan, 121). "It is clear," says Anthony Summers in his biography, "that Marilyn made judicious use of her favors. A key beneficiary was the [Jewish] man who got Marilyn that vital first contract at Fox -- Ben Lyon. According to writer Sheila Graham, Lyon had been sleeping with Marilyn and promising to further her career ... Lyon called the casting director for Sol Wurtzel, a [Jewish] B-movie producer of the time [and Monroe was awarded a small part in the 1947 film Dangerous Years]" (Summers, 35).

In olden times," Upton Sinclair once remarked, "Jewish traders sold Christian girls into concubinage and into prostitution, and even today they display the same activity in the same field in southern California where I live." Or as F. Scott Fitzgerald summed up the Hollywood scene of his era -- "a Jewish holiday, a Gentile tragedy" (Gabler, 2).

Garment millionaire Henry Rosenfeld was another Jewish sex partner on Marilyn's road to fame. "She would join Rosenfeld at his home in Atlantic City for trips in his speedboat and for quiet evenings of talk and laughter" (Summers, 45). Jewish mobster Bugsy Siegel, himself a Hollywood powerbroker, also slept with her (Jordan, 84, 87). Ted Jordan (born Edward Friedman) even wrote a book about his early sexual experiences with Monroe -- they began on his fourth date with her when she was 17. Then known by her real name, Norma Jean, Monroe was soon sleeping with Friedman's uncle, Ted Lewis (original name also Friedman), who, "with his clarinet and distinctive style of old favorites, was among the hottest acts in show business" (Jordan, 73). It was Lewis who introduced the then-unknown model to narcotics.

"I learned," says Jordan, "that at one point in their little backstage meeting, Ted had slipped Norma Jean a piece of paper with his telephone number on it. Soon they were meeting in hotel rooms whenever Ted was in town ... Soon he was pulling strings for Norma Jean, trying to hook her up with an agent who would do her the most good ... As Norma Jean had vowed to me, whoever she had to fuck, she was prepared to do it. And, for good measure, she did the same with [prominent Jewish gossip columnist] Walter Winchell" (Jordan, 75).

Early in Monroe's career as a struggling actress, the Jewish head of Columbia, Harry Cohn, invited her to an overnight cruise on his yacht. Monroe was required to strip naked for Cohn in his office. As she bent over, at his direction, he approached her, penis in hand. When she declined his advances, said Monroe, "I had never seen a man so angry" (Jordan, 91; Wolfe, 211-212). Cohn then "banned her from the [Columbia] lot after she refused to accompany him on a yacht to Catalina Island" (Leaming, 8). "You know," Monroe once said, "that when a producer calls an actress into his office to discuss a script that isn't all he has in mind ... I've slept with producers. I'd be a liar if I said I didn't" (Summers, 34-35). In 1955, 20th Century Fox awarded Monroe the richest per-film contract of any actress. "It means," remarked Monroe, "I'll never have to suck another cock again!" (McDougal, 217).

The network of Jewish men that controls Hollywood has always been characterized by an intense sexual fixation on the shiksa -- shiksa being a derogatory slur for a Gentile woman, literally signifying "unclean animal" according to its Yiddish etymology. Hence the ubiquitous "casting couch," a Hollywood institution that provided Jewish powerbrokers access to otherwise unavailable non-Jewish women, whom they despised as non-Jews yet idealized as avatars of alien sexual desirability. The shiksa thus became the ultimate sexual trophy. The Jews who ruled Hollywood, noted Hollywood rabbi Edgar Magnin, "were men who made all that money and realized they were still a bunch of Goddamned Jews. Sleeping with a pretty gentile girl made them feel, if only for a few minutes, 'I'm half gentile.' No wonder they made idols out of shiksa goddesses." [Image: Marilyn in 1951.]

A key agent in accelerating Monroe's early career was Johnny Hyde (like many Hollywood Jews, born in Russia, and a veteran of vaudeville.) She was also his mistress; he was 53, she was 23. Hyde "not so coincidentally ... was Ted Lewis' personal manager" (Jordan, 85). "In making Marilyn known," says Fred Guiles, "[Hyde] flexed a lot of muscle. The simple fact is that Johnny Hyde was the chief architect of her fame and her eventual legend" (Guiles, 147).

"By 1953," Jordan reports, "... [Monroe] could be virulently anti-Semitic (a prejudice that grew as she got older). To my discomfort she would sometimes refer to Joe Schenck, the mogul [and another sexual stepping stone], as 'that Jew shit' and to other Hollywood personalities as 'Jew' this or that. Occasionally I would have to remind her that I was half Jewish" (Jordan, 188). Monroe's anti-Semitism did not prevent her from later converting to Judaism, at the behest of her Jewish husband, playwright Arthur Miller, who (despite his vocal anti-racialism) would not wed an uncoverted Gentile.

The Hollywood world and its pressures of being a sex goddess of course destroyed her. Monroe's physician Hyman Engelberg and her therapist Ralph Greenson were the first to her death scene, reported to be the result of a drug overdose, but they did not call police for four hours. One investigative author, Donald Spoto, in a 1993 work, even burdens Greenson with the responsibility for killing her, directing that a female employee "administer [to Monroe] ... a fatal barbiturate-laced enema." (In this scenario, Greenson's motivation was that Monroe was trying to free herself from his influence and control, and had fired him [Wolfe, 99]).

A friend of Monroe's recalls that she was beginning to feel that Greenson was "trying to substitute himself for everything she'd built up those past years. She decided he was anti-everything she wanted. She was radically turning on Greenson and Mrs. Murray, the woman he'd put with her, she felt, to spy on her" (Strasberg, 250-251).

The famous movie star's alleged suicide has always been controversial, and there are various conspiracy notions about who would want her dead. Greenson's secret life is much clouded. As well as being a therapist, he was an activist Communist Party member and part of its international Comintern. Greenson, as his sister Elizabeth has reported, was also a Zionist with "strong ties to Israel" (Kelley, 305).

Whatever Greenson's role as a listener of movie star's confessions, his communist ties have profound implications because Monroe had romantic affairs with President John F. Kennedy and knew a great deal about behind-the-scenes politicking, perhaps including plans against communist Cuba and Fidel Castro. Everything Monroe knew she undoubtedly told her psychotherapist. As Donald Wolfe writes:

Once Marilyn Monroe became Greenson's patient, he became one of the most important Comintern operatives in America; he had access to the mind of a woman who often shared the bed with the president of the United States and was an intimate of the attorney general [Kennedy's brother, Robert] ... As Greenson has correctly stated, Marilyn Monroe had a tendency to 'get involved with very destructive people, who will engage in some sort of sado-masochistic relationship with her.' Ironically, among these people was her psychiatrist [Greenson], her physician [Engelberg], and her housekeeper, Eunice Murray [who was appointed by Greenson to live with Ms. Monroe and report back to him], who joined in a conspiracy to survey Marilyn Monroe within a sphere of influence designed to gather intelligence from her relationship with the president of the United States and the attorney general (Wolfe, 386).
Marilyn Monroe's road to psychoanalysis was directed by the influential Jewish acting teacher, Lee Strasberg, who is usually credited with spawning "method acting," made famous by the likes of Marlon Brando and James Dean. Brando's first Jewish analyst, early in his career, was Bela Mittelman, "the coldest man I've ever known." ... "Acting afforded me the luxury of being able to spend thousands of dollars on psychoanalysts, most of whom did nothing but convince me that most New York and Beverly Hills psychoanalysts are a little crazy themselves, as well as highly motivated to separate patients from their money while making their emotional problems worse" (Brando, 124, 243). Brando was not much endeared to Lee Strasberg either, calling him "an ambitious, selfish man who exploited the people who attended the Actors Studio, and he tried to project himself as an acting oracle and guru. Some people worshiped him, but I never knew why" ( Brando, 85).
Strasberg's daughter, Susan, notes that her father "sent numerous actors to psychiatrists, and many doctors sent their patients to class because they felt his work helped theirs in analysis" (Strasberg, 31). Susan Strasberg herself used to argue with Marilyn Monroe about whether she or the famous sex goddess "needed therapy more" (Strasberg, 138). As Barbara Leaming observes:

It was said that the master teacher Lee Strasberg could open inner doors that one scarcely knew existed. Some admirers called him the Rabbi. Some compared him to a psychiatrist or a highly judgmental Jewish father ... Strasberg focused on psychology. He ran his workshop as though they were group therapy sessions... Strasberg often advised actors to enter psychoanalysis in order to put them in touch with emotionally-charged material they could use in their work" (Leaming, 156-157).
Under Lee Strasberg's influence Marilyn became an earnest devotee not just of method acting, but of Freudian analysis as well. Monroe's one-time husband, Jewish playwright Arthur Miller, also had his own Jewish psychoanalyst: Rudolph Loewenstein. Monroe even had sessions with Sigmund's Freud daughter, Anna, also a therapist, in London. "The significance of [Monroe's reliance on psychoanalysts] for psychoanalysis," notes Jeffrey Moussaieff Masson, "was that Monroe left a substantial part of her estate to further the work of Anna Freud, whom she had seen briefly for analytic help in 1956 (Anna Freud wrote about her that she was paranoid with schizophrenic traits), and this bequest was undoubtedly achieved through her analysts, who were intimately connected to Anna Freud" (Masson, 129).
As Masson, a former offical at the Sigmund Freud Archives, further notes about the ethical undercurrent of such funding:

It is not, in fact, uncommon for analysts to solicit, usually through roundabout methods, former patients for money to support analytic projects. Chairs of psychoanalysis in medical schools at various universities have been partially endowed through former patients. There was also the case of the Centenary Fund, named for the centenary, in 1956, of Freud's birth. [Marilyn Monroe's therapist Ralph] Greenson had organized this fund for psychoanalytic research in Los Angeles ... I felt then, and still do now, that it is an exploitation of the emotional relationship with a patient to solicit money, in whatever form, directly or indirectly. It seems to me that the patient, or ex-patient, is in no position, emotionally speaking, to refuse ... I find it wrong and morally distasteful" (Masson, 130).
A Monroe friend once stated that "I felt [Ralph Greenson] had a big ego, like a lot of doctors he wanted to be God, and of all the analysts in L.A. she found him. Inger Stevens was his patient too. She killed herself later" (Strasberg, 250).
As Greenson once claimed, "I can count [on] Marilyn to do anything I want her to do" (Wolfe, 422).


Works Cited

Brando, Marlon. Brando: Songs My Mother Taught Me. Random House, Toronto, 1994.

Gabler, Neal. An Empire of Their Own: How the Jews Invented Hollywood. Crown Publishers. New York, 1988.

Good Housekeeping. "Marilyn Monroe." May 1993, pp. 162-163, 212-216.

Guiles, Fred Lawrence. Legend: The Life and Death of Marilyn Monroe. Stein and Day, New York, 1989.

Jordan, Ted. Norma Jean: My Secret Life with Marilyn Monroe. William Morris & Co., New York, 1989.

Kelley, Kitty. His Way: The Unauthorized Biography of Frank Sinatra. Bantam Books. New York, 1986.

Leaming, Barbara. Marilyn Monroe. Crown Publishers, New York, 1998.

Masson, Jeffrey Moussaieff. Final Analysis: The Making and Unmaking of a Psychoanalyst. Addison-Wesley, New York, 1990.

McDougal, Dennis. The Last Mogul: Lew Wasserman, MCA, and the Hidden History of Hollywood. Crown Publishers, New York, 1998.

Strasberg, Susan. Marilyn and Me: Sisters, Rivals, Friends. Warner Books, New York, 1992.

Summers, Anthony. Goddess: The Secret Lives of Marilyn Monroe. MacMillan, New York, 1985.

Wolfe, Donald H. The Last Days of Marilyn Monroe. William Morrow, New York, 1998.


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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], fwlrcj@ wrote:

The worst part is that she was the object of every man's wet dreams, yet
they called her a whore behind her back. I never understood that mentality.
Men would pant after a woman like that, yet they were whores and not
taken seriously when it came to actually loving them. I can't remember the
baseball player who married her, but did really love her for who she was, yet
she still felt inadequate and unworthy to be loved. I guess she should
have been norma jean in public some of the time. The old double standard was
at work in those days.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 6:23:40 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:

Yet she was stunning.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]_ (mailto:[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]) ,
fwlrcj@ wrote:

And look how self conscious she was. She had low self esteem and they
made fun of her behind her back even when she was looking her best. No
matter
how hard she tried, she felt she was not good enough and killed herself.


In a message dated 7/14/2010 9:47:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
davidcommer@ writes:

The standard keeps getting more restrictive too. I seem to recall
reading
that Marilyn Monroe would now be considered too fat.