Between me never doing a ritual before and having to hide anything religious thats not Christian from my parents I have no idea how to handle this. A quick summary is that recently I had a experience where my room went pitch black, I drifted off to sleep because it felt like I was bening cradled by a giant. In the dream I bruitly murdered a close friend of mine and whatever the thing that was holding me praised me for it and offered for me to sell my soul to it.
Now I feel HORRIFIED that I did that in my dream and was sick to my stomach. I posted a more detailed version of this dream on the anonymous chat and was advised that I should do a deep banishing ritual and dobble my POS. Olny problem is that the ritual requires me to vibrate the word Vinasa and I have no clue what that means. So ill take ALL the help I can get.
Now I feel HORRIFIED that I did that in my dream and was sick to my stomach. I posted a more detailed version of this dream on the anonymous chat and was advised that I should do a deep banishing ritual and dobble my POS. Olny problem is that the ritual requires me to vibrate the word Vinasa and I have no clue what that means. So ill take ALL the help I can get.