mwansamushingwa
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I'm a young satanist living in a xtian home and my cousin (who's an xtian) explained to me that my behavioral patterns were following in the footsteps of my screw-up brother who's arrested every other week to the point that it looks like he does it for fun. and true, I have entered self destructive patterns on more occasions than I can remember for literally no reason at all and after I'm in a major mess I wonder why I did that to myself in the first place.
My cousin ended his lecture by telling me if I didn't accept his judeo magic man on a cloud into my heart, I wouldn't amount to anything because this thing has a hold on my family and it wants to destroy me as it has done my brother.
I blew off the xtian BS but some of the stuff he pointed out to me did make sense.
So I wanted to find out if there is a way I can tell if I'm cursed, I'll really appreciate any advice coz I doubt this is an xtian trick and its freaking me out...
Mwansa Mushingwa II
My cousin ended his lecture by telling me if I didn't accept his judeo magic man on a cloud into my heart, I wouldn't amount to anything because this thing has a hold on my family and it wants to destroy me as it has done my brother.
I blew off the xtian BS but some of the stuff he pointed out to me did make sense.
So I wanted to find out if there is a way I can tell if I'm cursed, I'll really appreciate any advice coz I doubt this is an xtian trick and its freaking me out...
Mwansa Mushingwa II