How do i find the strength to grow?

[Blizzard_Owl]

I haven't interacted with the sites for a good bit and that's kind of what im inquiring about.

As long as i recall I've had a huge problem with keeping my promises to myself. I have conviction and times of great strength but i always just wake up next morning and carry on with life like normal.

There's something about my mind that stops me from continuing things that help me grow. I try to remember but i just end up not, be it meditation or physical exercise.

Maybe it has something to with me having no inspiration, im kind of scared how little im able to "get into something". Lately I've been very down with life beating me up and i don't understand why i cant keep up my momentary drive to make things better.

Possibly its just a me problem and im too weak or dependent on someone else to make me a better person. I see people on here now and then and they talk about how great they are with meditating every day. Im so jealous yet i somehow cant replicate that no matter what i try.

I know i feel love for the gods, dedication, desire and determination but i simply cant "unleash my true power" so to say, i feel as if there is something unseen holding me back. I just hope somebody on here has a solution to my over-logistic stale way of life at the moment.

I hope things are going better for you guys lol. I hope the gods gift you all and ❤ whoever might me going through the same situation as me.

 

[Fuchs]

I haven't interacted with the sites for a good bit and that's kind of what im inquiring about.

As long as i recall I've had a huge problem with keeping my promises to myself. I have conviction and times of great strength but i always just wake up next morning and carry on with life like normal.

There's something about my mind that stops me from continuing things that help me grow. I try to remember but i just end up not, be it meditation or physical exercise.

Maybe it has something to with me having no inspiration, im kind of scared how little im able to "get into something". Lately I've been very down with life beating me up and i don't understand why i cant keep up my momentary drive to make things better.

Possibly its just a me problem and im too weak or dependent on someone else to make me a better person. I see people on here now and then and they talk about how great they are with meditating every day. Im so jealous yet i somehow cant replicate that no matter what i try.

I know i feel love for the gods, dedication, desire and determination but i simply cant "unleash my true power" so to say, i feel as if there is something unseen holding me back. I just hope somebody on here has a solution to my over-logistic stale way of life at the moment.

I hope things are going better for you guys lol. I hope the gods gift you all and ❤ whoever might me going through the same situation as me.

Change will come, if the pain staying the same, is greater then changing.

You will repeat your lives like this until you start changing.
Also keep in mind we should all do everyday our warfare so the enemy does not win.


You can add to your daily AOP "motivated" did help me much.

I am at all times spiritually, physically, mentally save, secure, motivated, protected, powerfull, strong and healthy in a positve way for me x18 reps