Hey I apologize for the bother, I don't really like posting in these forums but I feel you guys have better advice than people who are spiritually dead and indoctrinated by jewish bs.
I"m struggling with loneliness badly right now. Its gotten worse ever since I dedicated myself to Father Satan and taken power meditation seriously. It feels as though the more I advance spiritually, the harder it is to be able to relate with others and even gets harder to tolerate them.
So many of them are just extremely programmed by the jewish crap and don't even know it, and they're extremely toxic as well. I'm in my 20's, and most people my age are out here constantly doing drugs, getting drunk multiple times a week, rather go to clubs than actually build with you or evolve spiritually. I don't find nightclubs entertaining at all, they all have dark energy and alcohol is disgusting.
I thought if I try making friends with atheists it would be easier, but they're all into the she/'they'/them bullshit and veyr liberal and act strange honestly. They try to force their views down your throat, even had one scream at me for not being vegan and then unmatch me on the app after scolding me.
Dating is even worse. I have no desire to date men who are sexually promiscuous and especially lie about it. They have no desire to treat you right. They lie, they cheat, and they are brainwashed by feminism just like the woman are. I went on a date recently and the guy didn't hold any doors open for me, and usually when you go to a fair they are supposed to win you a prize but he kept the prize for himself. I'm pretty sure he was an energy vampire as well, something i notice is on the rise. These peoples Chi energy is so out of balance they are feeding on others unconsciously to survive.
There was a man I had deep feeling for recently but I kept explaining to him, no I can't have sex unless I'm in a committed relationship and also I refuse to be with someone who has multiple sexual partners. He kept lying to me and manipulating me, with no intent to date me. This is just so common now, these men are all betas and very weak minded and follow the programming strongly. In the end this was for the best, as he is brown and i'm a different race and the Gods forbid this.
I'm extremely touch deprived and would like to explore my sexuality more, but only with someone I have a love connection with and isn't going to influence me to live a degenerate lifestyle.
Do you guys have any advice?
I"m struggling with loneliness badly right now. Its gotten worse ever since I dedicated myself to Father Satan and taken power meditation seriously. It feels as though the more I advance spiritually, the harder it is to be able to relate with others and even gets harder to tolerate them.
So many of them are just extremely programmed by the jewish crap and don't even know it, and they're extremely toxic as well. I'm in my 20's, and most people my age are out here constantly doing drugs, getting drunk multiple times a week, rather go to clubs than actually build with you or evolve spiritually. I don't find nightclubs entertaining at all, they all have dark energy and alcohol is disgusting.
I thought if I try making friends with atheists it would be easier, but they're all into the she/'they'/them bullshit and veyr liberal and act strange honestly. They try to force their views down your throat, even had one scream at me for not being vegan and then unmatch me on the app after scolding me.
Dating is even worse. I have no desire to date men who are sexually promiscuous and especially lie about it. They have no desire to treat you right. They lie, they cheat, and they are brainwashed by feminism just like the woman are. I went on a date recently and the guy didn't hold any doors open for me, and usually when you go to a fair they are supposed to win you a prize but he kept the prize for himself. I'm pretty sure he was an energy vampire as well, something i notice is on the rise. These peoples Chi energy is so out of balance they are feeding on others unconsciously to survive.
There was a man I had deep feeling for recently but I kept explaining to him, no I can't have sex unless I'm in a committed relationship and also I refuse to be with someone who has multiple sexual partners. He kept lying to me and manipulating me, with no intent to date me. This is just so common now, these men are all betas and very weak minded and follow the programming strongly. In the end this was for the best, as he is brown and i'm a different race and the Gods forbid this.
I'm extremely touch deprived and would like to explore my sexuality more, but only with someone I have a love connection with and isn't going to influence me to live a degenerate lifestyle.
Do you guys have any advice?