chazzitup13
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Would be interesting know how you guys found satanism. Im not dedicated yet. I am going to.. I just want to be 100% sure and not do it just because i want to do it. I believe everything i read on the JOS site and all the replys the people send in this group. Its just so believeable, open, honest, true.. Its like something inside me just knows its not a lie. Spiritual satanism hides nothing and doesn't contradict itself like the rediculous religions.
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there
Im not going to hate on it though i mean i dont know the facts and even if it is all a lie and evil i dont believe in judging anything without real evidience and knowing 100% if its true or not. I only believe in the truth. I do trust my own judgment but i learned assuming things is a big mistake.
Always believed in demons and ghosts and angels gods or a god. Always knew the bible was a lie or was hiding something big. Was such a surpirse to find out satan is a god our true god. But i cant even deny it. Not for a second. Even though my whole life i was taught to believe he is evil and a deciever. Logically, after reading that his our true saviour, it would be unimaginable to think that i would believe a stament like that. Espeacially with no evidence. But i did.
I mean i read alot of shit on the net and disregard and question most of it.
How i found satanism.. Nothing amazing just a small conicidence. Basically i got interested in demons. Just out of the blue. I mean i wasnt watching anything related. It just popped into my head. So i started looking for ebooks on demons and demonology. Oh ja now i remember i was thinking about this girl who told me she could astral and stuff. So i was interesed in finding out more about demons. Anyway i couldnt find much. Just found these two bullshit books on demons. Just trash about them being evil and dangerous. I think i was hoping to find a book on demonology which this girl mentioned to me.
So then i think fuck it. I go on google and type in 'how to summon a demon' and i get a link to a page on the jos site and bam! I read the whole page. It was so believable i start reading everything else on the site i find intersting and now i just want to find out more and more everyday.
So thats my story, whats yours?
oh and i just want to say thanks to all the people who answered my questions. Its inspiring to see that there are such wise and great people out there