Plan your future, set goals, and do something every day to achieve that. Start from the fundamentals and go with baby steps.
You can do your meditations I'm sure, even if you can do a full blown meditation sessions with mantras and everything like the others, but you can still invoke energy with only breathing and visualization. You can still do all the mediation that does not require mantras, go trough the beginner meditations section and you'll see.
Cleaning, empowerment and protection doesn't necessary require mantras if you do it in a beginner way. It is also okay to leave mantras for a later time, where you already trained your mind, visualization and everything.
If you can't meditate because they are loud, buy some earplug, solves everything.
You can advance yourself in a lot of other ways also. Read HPHC's sermons, the ethics and apply these in your life. You can advance yourself so much on the material plain in so much directions, without anything spiritual. Do so. Read, learn, understand, practice, train...
Alongside with this, as I elaborated above, you can still advance yourself spiritually, I'm sure. Look for solutions and not ex
Plan your future, set goals, and do something every day to achieve that. Start from the fundamentals and go with baby steps.
You can do your meditations I'm sure, even if you can do a full blown meditation sessions with mantras and everything like the others, but you can still invoke energy with only breathing and visualization. You can still do all the mediation that does not require mantras, go trough the beginner meditations section and you'll see.
Cleaning, empowerment and protection doesn't necessary require mantras if you do it in a beginner way. It is also okay to leave mantras for a later time, where you already trained your mind, visualization and everything.
If you can't meditate because they are loud, buy some earplug, solves everything.
You can advance yourself in a lot of other ways also. Read HPHC's sermons, the ethics and apply these in your life. You can advance yourself so much on the material plain in so much directions, without anything spiritual. Do so. Read, learn, understand, practice, train...
Alongside with this, as I elaborated above, you can still advance yourself spiritually, I'm sure. Look for solutions and not excuses.