666ix said:
Any workings/meditations to rid my video game addiction ? I play competitive call of duty and 90% of the time I dont enjoy playing, it’s also a very toxic community. I can’t help but to stay up until 3 am playing & it feels like I’m just chasing a dopamine rush, it’s not easy to stop playing because of wanting to get better and compete at a high level but I don’t know if it’s healthy at this point. I’ve been playing competitive cod for 10 years but I need help stopping. It’s really taking a tole on my mental health but it’s so hard to stop since the following day I am eager to get on again, then it’s the same loop over and over..
Use a freeing working, and/or a working that gives discipline. Note that it is always easier to remove any addictions/distractions than to use raw willpower to defeat them.
Personally, I used to play a lot of video games, and would also experience these sorts of "brain-frying" long sessions. I have not done a freeing working for video games, but I have done and continue discipline workings. I had also deleted my Steam account and ripped apart my computer, making it impossible to relapse.
Yet, you don't need discipline to take decisive action against your problem. People may tell you to be moderate, but you can only moderate yourself with Saturn-like characteristics. If you are lacking those traits, then these sorts of entertainment are purely unhealthy and destructive.
Therefore, you should simply destroy your console, account, game, or whatever. Even if you relapse, then simply do it again. Continue until you finish your freeing working.
Maybe you will have regrets, or you think it is "extreme", but you should also think about your Satanic advancement. Nothing can come in front of this. Doing these workings is the hard part, whereas simply deleting the game or whatever is easy. You can also use software blockers to block anything relevant to video games, including installers or game stores.