FallAngell
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- Nov 16, 2021
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Hello dear brothers
Im not sure if my place is here... i don't know how to start what i want to say... I start to say im a christian from father to son, and NO im not here becouse i want to talk about him... im here becouse i start to search after true.... i dont feel his presence, i dont feel nothing... i go at church, i sing for him ... but i start to put soo many questions after i read some topics from 'Joy Of Satan - Romania'... If all my life untill now was just a ... lie? They say the Satan is the liar, i dont know what to say... I need help to know in what i need to belive in true lord... I read here, many people say the lord Satan and the demons help them ... talk whit them... sometime they can see them and they ... help them... I can't talk whit the Jesus, he never answer me ... i pray at him but my life is ... pathetic. Also i have many question's about this religion ... why i need in that pact to renounce at him and his spirit if he don't exist? I don't know what to say... i want to know the true lord... I want to accept him if i will belive in him, i will serve him ... i need his help and protection, i need to change my fking life .... i want to be a strong man again... i dont know what to say more brother's... pray for me ... i don't know how i can belive in Satan... i don't know NOTHING.. Im feel soo lonely and lost... Who I could talk to about this... Please don't judge me for my faith... and if you can help me... just do it brothers.
Hail Satan!
Im not sure if my place is here... i don't know how to start what i want to say... I start to say im a christian from father to son, and NO im not here becouse i want to talk about him... im here becouse i start to search after true.... i dont feel his presence, i dont feel nothing... i go at church, i sing for him ... but i start to put soo many questions after i read some topics from 'Joy Of Satan - Romania'... If all my life untill now was just a ... lie? They say the Satan is the liar, i dont know what to say... I need help to know in what i need to belive in true lord... I read here, many people say the lord Satan and the demons help them ... talk whit them... sometime they can see them and they ... help them... I can't talk whit the Jesus, he never answer me ... i pray at him but my life is ... pathetic. Also i have many question's about this religion ... why i need in that pact to renounce at him and his spirit if he don't exist? I don't know what to say... i want to know the true lord... I want to accept him if i will belive in him, i will serve him ... i need his help and protection, i need to change my fking life .... i want to be a strong man again... i dont know what to say more brother's... pray for me ... i don't know how i can belive in Satan... i don't know NOTHING.. Im feel soo lonely and lost... Who I could talk to about this... Please don't judge me for my faith... and if you can help me... just do it brothers.
Hail Satan!