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FallAngell

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Hello dear brothers
Im not sure if my place is here... i don't know how to start what i want to say... I start to say im a christian from father to son, and NO im not here becouse i want to talk about him... im here becouse i start to search after true.... i dont feel his presence, i dont feel nothing... i go at church, i sing for him ... but i start to put soo many questions after i read some topics from 'Joy Of Satan - Romania'... If all my life untill now was just a ... lie? They say the Satan is the liar, i dont know what to say... I need help to know in what i need to belive in true lord... I read here, many people say the lord Satan and the demons help them ... talk whit them... sometime they can see them and they ... help them... I can't talk whit the Jesus, he never answer me ... i pray at him but my life is ... pathetic. Also i have many question's about this religion ... why i need in that pact to renounce at him and his spirit if he don't exist? I don't know what to say... i want to know the true lord... I want to accept him if i will belive in him, i will serve him ... i need his help and protection, i need to change my fking life .... i want to be a strong man again... i dont know what to say more brother's... pray for me ... i don't know how i can belive in Satan... i don't know NOTHING.. Im feel soo lonely and lost... Who I could talk to about this... Please don't judge me for my faith... and if you can help me... just do it brothers.
Hail Satan!
 
FallAngell said:
Hello dear brothers
Im not sure if my place is here... i don't know how to start what i want to say... I start to say im a christian from father to son, and NO im not here becouse i want to talk about him... im here becouse i start to search after true.... i dont feel his presence, i dont feel nothing... i go at church, i sing for him ... but i start to put soo many questions after i read some topics from 'Joy Of Satan - Romania'... If all my life untill now was just a ... lie? They say the Satan is the liar, i dont know what to say... I need help to know in what i need to belive in true lord... I read here, many people say the lord Satan and the demons help them ... talk whit them... sometime they can see them and they ... help them... I can't talk whit the Jesus, he never answer me ... i pray at him but my life is ... pathetic. Also i have many question's about this religion ... why i need in that pact to renounce at him and his spirit if he don't exist? I don't know what to say... i want to know the true lord... I want to accept him if i will belive in him, i will serve him ... i need his help and protection, i need to change my fking life .... i want to be a strong man again... i dont know what to say more brother's... pray for me ... i don't know how i can belive in Satan... i don't know NOTHING.. Im feel soo lonely and lost... Who I could talk to about this... Please don't judge me for my faith... and if you can help me... just do it brothers.
Hail Satan!

Hello,

Yes, you are correct, the christian god (YHWH, who is actuall the God of the jews, and only a thoughtform; and Jesus, who is the King of the jews as well, the messiah) is not real.

Many of us experience Father Satan and his Demons, on a regular basis, many of us have seen them, many lf us have felt them, they make their presence be known and noticed by their beloved followers.

For well over thousands of years, even before Christianity was invented, Satan means „Truth“ in Sanskrit.

Also with the rise of Christianity, the Christians declared the ancient pagan Gods (Zeus for example) as Demons.
So in other words, the Demons are the true original and ancient God of the Gentiles, of you and me.

Satan and the Demons created Humanity, in fact, Satan and his Demons do not look like anything you think they look like.
They created us after their image and likeness, we look like them.

They have the most beautiful, calming and loving Energy of any and all beings, if you decide to go down this path, you will know what I mean by that.


You should start, by reading the whole Joy of Satan

Good luck on your path.


www.JoyOfSatan.org
 

Only you can help yourself, no one else can. If you really want to learn the truth of the world, or about yourself, do the necessary research to find your answers. This is a place of advancement so if you want to know how to better yourself, advance.

From the way you speak it seems like you have been lurking around here for a little while already, if this is so then you must know that we always recommend new people to visit our main sites.

https://satanisgod.org/
 
FallAngell said:
I read here, many people say the lord Satan and the demons help them ... talk whit them... sometime they can see them and they ... help them...
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I want to accept him if i will belive in him, i will serve him ... i need his help and protection, i need to change my fking life .... i want to be a strong man again... i dont know what to say more brother's... pray for me ... i don't know how i can belive in Satan...

Welcome. First, it's important to forget everything you have learned from christianity. Satanism isn't just following a different god but using the same methods as christianity like total dependence in a being, "praying" for others and feeling sorry for yourself. You need to forget all these things and learn anew.

To start with, we are more like Esotericism/Occultism than mainstream religions. The most important practice here is daily power meditation. What you said about communicating with Satan and the Gods telepathically, this does happen, but you need to awaken your psychic senses with power meditation to do that. Also, Satanism isn't much about depending on Satan and worshiping him like the fake christian "god" and expecting him to "save" us somehow. It's about Satan, together with the other Gods/Demons guiding us on our transformation and perfection. That's why power meditation is the most important practice: it is the main tool for empowering and perfecting your soul. In Spiritual Satanism, we save ourselves by empowering and transforming our souls, as well as using magick to improve our lives and fight against our enemies. There's also no repentance, no feeling sorry or fearing punishment if you do something wrong, and there are no strict, authoritarian rules and morality you need to follow. There is no christian-like prayer either.

FallAngell said:
why i need in that pact to renounce at him and his spirit if he don't exist?

Do you mean the part in the Dedication ritual where you renounce Jewsus? You need to renounce it because although it is not real, it is a thoughtform that has still a psychological hold on your mind if you were raised in a christian country. Renouncing the enemy lies totally removes them from your mind. They may not be real, but in your mind they do exist as if they are real if you believe them. Much like a child who believes in Santa Claus, Santa Claus is real for him/her.

Also the Dedication ritual is not really a pact. There's no selling your soul or gaining instant money after it.
 
Thank's to all how was good and give's me nice answer's, i hope to find true patch... If i don't make that pact is oke to try to feel him / them? Satan and Demons? Or is not respectful? I need to be convinced by what i will do... in christian religion just world's.... have faith but nothing palpable. I will start to read more
 

The greys and reptillians use Jewsus name in order to trick Christians, that is why you should renounce "him". By renouncing "him", you are cutting ethetmtic cords with the enemy. Like what many others said, you should start reading the website.

Here's my tip for you, you need to start doing:
1. Aura soul cleaning meditations
2. Aura protection meditations.

Also, when opening your chakras start small repititions of chants. Don't be like me that chanted "thaum" for 200 + times, I had an agonizing headache for a month and it held me back spiritually because I had to stop meditating for a while. I also had to take psychiatric drugs to be able to sleep.
 
You're not the only one to find out "god" and "jesus" is a BRICK WALL with nothing there!! and never has been there! It is an illusionary spell I KNOW you already know this!
But you also must understand the bible teaches crap like blood sacrifice is ok and poverty is fine! Not to mention historically tortured and burned peaceful people alive! Why would you throw your life away for retarded people like that who think that's normal and okay!
These people hate anyone that's not like them and you KNOW that going to church!
We do not convert people here in Spiritual Satanism! People take their own paths and you make your choice of your own will. No one is going to save you, you have to save yourself. If you choose, you can take control of your own life and make it better.
 
FallAngell said:
Hello dear brothers
Im not sure if my place is here... i don't know how to start what i want to say... I start to say im a christian from father to son, and NO im not here becouse i want to talk about him... im here becouse i start to search after true.... i dont feel his presence, i dont feel nothing... i go at church, i sing for him ... but i start to put soo many questions after i read some topics from 'Joy Of Satan - Romania'... If all my life untill now was just a ... lie? They say the Satan is the liar, i dont know what to say... I need help to know in what i need to belive in true lord... I read here, many people say the lord Satan and the demons help them ... talk whit them... sometime they can see them and they ... help them... I can't talk whit the Jesus, he never answer me ... i pray at him but my life is ... pathetic. Also i have many question's about this religion ... why i need in that pact to renounce at him and his spirit if he don't exist? I don't know what to say... i want to know the true lord... I want to accept him if i will belive in him, i will serve him ... i need his help and protection, i need to change my fking life .... i want to be a strong man again... i dont know what to say more brother's... pray for me ... i don't know how i can belive in Satan... i don't know NOTHING.. Im feel soo lonely and lost... Who I could talk to about this... Please don't judge me for my faith... and if you can help me... just do it brothers.
Hail Satan!

It's nice to see that more xtians are realizing they are trying to talk to a God that hates them. I guarantee the Jesus thoughtform has done nothing for you never will. Jesus is not only fictitious but one of the most psychopathic characters in the Bible. Please study ExposingChristianity.com and you will learn much.

When you go to satanisgod.org you will learn the truth about the Gods who really care for humanity.

The hebrew God leaves gentiles with not but pestilence famine and death
 
Thing is I believed that way for a while, but slowly he let me know he was there, trust me Satan is there, I hold the sigil even talk to it as if Satan was there, he's very kind he'll show you some sign, an don't forget to meditate it does do wonders, an as for jewsus/jesus careful that thoughtform is as evil as it comes
 
FallAngell said:
Thank's to all how was good and give's me nice answer's, i hope to find true patch... If i don't make that pact is oke to try to feel him / them? Satan and Demons? Or is not respectful? I need to be convinced by what i will do... in christian religion just world's.... have faith but nothing palpable. I will start to read more

In Spiritual Satanism, it is actually very wise, to approach Satan and the Gods willingly, with honest and pure intentions, respectfully and to keep your words, dignity is the most important for the true Gods.

You will benefit heavily from that.

Also, I forgot to mention, you can trust me, many of us have seen your so called „angels“. They do not look like anything you think they do, they are the so called „Greys“, a human-hating race of aliens, that are here to attack us.

They are ugly, evil, have nasty energies, and curse us Satanists. One time one of those things attached on my soul, and I went insane for 2 Weeks or so, until Satan destroyed it.

Funny, isn’t it? Becoming insane out of the blue, and becoming healthy even faster than that, in a blink of an eye. This is what the Angels are.


Read the site buddy. Good job on waking up after your spiritual coma, now you need serious reprogramming and rehabilitation, become the strongest and wisest version of yourself, become your true self, what you are destined to be.

This is something that Christianity never will give you.
In fact in Christianity you are a slave, and people do not even realise this...
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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