0_0yeesh. your family is almost as fucked up as mine. Though my sister tried to stab me to death and my mother is a hardcore christian who had a psychiatrist drug me half way into my grave when I was 5 because even back then I was smart enough to realize christianity and most of society as a whole was bullshit and punched out a pastor when he tried to make me sing a bunch of bible songs in grade school.
I refused to recite the pledge of allegiance because it felt wrong. We had a mandatory music class in 1st grade where this dumb xian teacher tried to force us to sing MORE disgusting christian songs and I remember always violently reacting to the mere sound of that kind of vile music as I could sense how foul an aura it gave off even at that age.And for this I was branded insane and forced to endure harassment and violent discrimination of every kind until I turned 16 and realized I was being drugged and that it was killing my body.Ever since then I've been constantly working to attain true spiritual enlightenment but only found the JoS information 3 months ago and started opening my chakras since I already had other meditation experience from martial arts practice.
I can't answer regarding the banishing ritual as my aura alone is usually enough to repel energy even if I'm cursed (I was once tricked into cursing myself to death in latin and forcibly purged the energies from my body before they could take their toll) and have displayed an aura similar to the shaolin iron shirt technique and this aura is the reason I have survived being stabbed, gangjumped (I kicked the crap out of literally a dozen black kids that day for jumping me) and hit with just about every blunt object imaginable and yet have never suffered a single broken bone or permanent injury and can fix most wounds with a mere icepack, accupressure and application of chi on my body.
If your aura is as potent as you say then the protection meditation along with isolating and removing the energies plagueing you should be no problem.Otherwise just do the banishing ritual and focus on ALL energies that mean you harm.That part I could answer w
HAIL SATAN!
On Tuesday, March 24, 2015 9:49 AM, "kidcratedigger@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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Hello fellow satanists, I turn onto you for your help. I think someone (possibly even more people) cast a spell on me. I'd like to explain my situation. My parents were both baptised and raised as catholic, but none of them really believes in god. On the other hand my grandparents are very religious. Grandmother on my mothers' side always gives me angel statues. There were some occurences where they were moving and I had to get rid of them. I currently have one but I'm thinking of giving it back. (I threw the other statues in the river). Grandmother on my mothers' side doesn't seem evil and capable of casting spells on me (at least not on purpose), since she never wanted anything bad to happen to me and she has a good soul, but grandmother on my fathers' side is a different thing. She is a Jehovah's Witness. I remember she once told me I look like I'm in a cult and such shit.. (I used to cause alot of mischief and I know she was heavily medicated) I never liked hanging around her (except when i was a little kid) and I know she doesn't like me since i hear her arguing with my father telling him what kind of shit i am.. She keeps telling me how her life is miserable and how she wanna end it. At first i was freaking the f out.. I mean my pops keeps telling me how his life is shit and bringing all the negative shit on me, now even his moms.. Than there's my aunt. She really hates me too and she kept telling my grandma (the good one) what a bad person I am and that i visit her just so she'd give me some cash (which is fucking retarded..actually all she does is bother her about giving her some money) She is a hardcore xtian . Than there's my ex girl of two years who's muslim. I'm still in contact with her because she's one of the kindest people i met. She told me she knows of my religion about a month ago and that she doesn't want to interfere with my work but that i should leave her alone because she'll never let go of quran. I never wanted her to become satanist tho I don't think she is capable of casting a spell on me. We once meditated together and she told me she was terrified of my powerful energy.. Than there's my friends. I know most of them are vampires but they're too weak to bring me down. One of them might have the eye and he doesn't realize it tho. This' the guy who I think cast the spell on me.. He was one of my best friends throughout my whole life but I have just recently realized this guy doesn't give two dog shits about me and that he actually feels better when im feeling down.. I'm waiting for the full moon on 4.4. so I can start with the banishing ritual. I'm fairly new when it comes to meditations (just started opening my chakras) and I need help from people who have more experience. When performing the banishing ritual, should I vibrate the names of all these malevolent beings in one session and keep repeating till new moon, or should I vibrate the name of one being per session, and move on to the next being the other day and keep repeating till new moon? Or is one banishing ritual supposed to banish one being? I will also implement prayer for protection to satan in my morning meditation and once I gather all the ceremonial items I plan on doing the standard ritual to satan ASAP!!
Thank you!!
HAIL SATAN!!
