On 3/1/13, Nikiesha <
nikiesha_07@... wrote:
I just want to say hello to everyone out there and share my story a little
for anyone who is intrested. I grew up with my mother who never had a
prefrence to a religion at all and when I got into middle school I started
going to a Baptist church and trying to make myself believe in their god. I
always knew there was something off about it, and I always felt very
uncomfortable in a church(which now I understand threw some self search was
because I knew the teachings of that church were not the right path for me.)
so I just decided to brand myself as an atheist. About a month ago I came
across The Joy of Satan by complete accident. I still am not sure how I
ended up on the site, but I have been doing research non stop and educating
myself about Satanism. Last night I decided before I went to bed to say a
little prayer to Satan and when I woke up this morning I meditated a little
asking Father to show me the way and guide me to help myself with my
decisions. I got out of bed and came to get my coffee with such joy in my
heart and a smile on my face. For the first time in my life I know feel like
I am doing the right thing for myself. I see the world today in a brand new
light. I got online and again said a small prayer to Father asking him to
guide me to a demond to help me and immidiatly the name Enlil came to me. I
am excited to start my journy for myself in life. I was just wondering if
anyone out there had any advice for me or would like to share their story
with me? I hope everyone is having a wonderful day.
Hail Satan!