Hello everyone and help me

[YamiKraft123]

Hi everyone, my name is Tamara.

I am a 23 year old woman and I am considering doing the ritual of dedication to Satan.

I have a traumatic experience with the Christian faith. I was a Christian for a long time and was kicked out of the community I belonged to because I had obsessive thoughts about blasphemy that I succumbed to.

From there I fell into a severe depression and every day I wake up with panic attacks because of the fear of going to hell, me and my loved ones.
My parents forcibly took me to a psychiatrist, who diagnosed me with psychosis and teased me about my fears (he is an atheist apparently). He even suggested I be hospitalised for severe depression.

I no longer eat, I don't sleep well, I don't have the strength to do anything, my relationship with my parents has deteriorated.

I saw this site about the "joy of Satan" and read the testimonies of the people there. From there my hope of getting better was rekindled, as I am living hell on earth.
I am fascinated by meditation and divination and have been practising the former for a while (what you call void meditation and chakra meditation, with third eye activation).

I would need more courage to do the dedication ritual, as obsessive thoughts about faith do not leave me alone. I would also like to hear about your testimonies, for example, how Satanism has improved your lives. Do I have any hope of coming out of this depression and living a life worth living?

Thank you in advance for your answers.

 

[AFODO]

Greetings YamiKraft.

Please do not use your real name, nor anything personal. You have to keep your personal info safe and do not share with anybody here.

Your situation is not uncommon. A lot of people here had similar background or even worse.
You can find many testimonials here, search for the keywords "Satan" "testimonial" "Thank you" "Gratitude" and similar, and pick the "topic titles only" under the "search within" section
https://ancient-forums.com/search.php

You can also start the program from HPHC
https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf
(note that the program's chakra opening is outdated, here is the new one: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/OpeningChakras.html)

Aura cleaning will clean off the xian filth and dross from you
Void and flame meditation will better your ability to focus
Directing energy will get you to feel energy
Hatha yoga will empower your soul, and keep your energies moving, empowering and cleaning the energy pathways
Breathing exercises will increase your energy level, and many many more things.
Also start a aura of protection, this is important https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html

These are probably the things you want to practice as a beginner. If you have opened all your chakras you can do full chakra meditation.

Everything will return to normal, you just need to be persistent with your spiritual life. Eating and sleeping problems can also be cured by these simple meditations, but let us know if you can't overcome these issues not even for months.

I wish you good luck and strength on your journey.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Satanism, unlike Christianity, is a path of spiritual transformation, which reflects in the body, emotions, thought patterns, and so on. In this way, there is hope, however it can take a little bit of time as you learn the fundamentals before you can make steps towards larger problems in your life.

However, simple acts like cleaning and balancing your soul can go a long way at managing mental health problems. Start here: https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf

To specifically address your concern of going to a christian hell, this is just a threat christians use to enforce your position as a slave. Basically, they say "do what we want, or you will be punished." However, this is a complete and child-like lie.

We are in control of our own soul and our own fate. Training and advancement of the soul leads to better outcomes within reality, and for this process we have the Gods as our loving teachers and guides, far from any sadistic punishments of eternal torture.

I, along with many others, stand as direct testimonies to the transformative power of this path. For example, yesterday I worked on my solar energies, and I will again today. This directly creates optimism and health. See more here, as an example: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=377470#p377470

In regards to obsessive thoughts about blasphemy, the Gods are not upset by this, as they understand it is simple problem of the mind, which will be resolved over time.

 

[Isisd]

I don't think fear should be the main reason of people turning to Satan. In my opinion you should first read the page about exposing Christianity, Islam and Judaism, then study a all you can about Spiritual Satanism and our Gods and then choose your path moved by critical thinking, sure that what you're doing is NOT out of fear and you will likely not have second thoughts. Nobody here will tell you that Satan will save you or crap like that just to make you convert, you can only save yourself (moving out of Christianity is a big big step) and the Gods may help you. Also (and that's one of the many things I like the most of following this path) you don't have to believe or have blind faith in anything. You can see for yourself the greatness of the Gods and how magic can visibly change your life for the better. Talk to them, ask for signs, ask for help, see how rapidly things and patterns will change around you if you let your eyes see freely and your heart receive openly.

 

[Power of Justice [JG]]

Hello and welcome. The reason you feel the way you do is due to your deep indoctrination into that religion, something you didn't ask for and were dragged into by your parents/community. We come to Satan out of our own free will.

I would suggest the first thing you do is deprogram yourself from all false beliefs. A good place to start is the Exposing Christianity Website

Please see also these articles The Subconscious Mind ＆ Self-Concept: Blueprint Of Our Lives, I believe they will be of help in reprogramming yourself.

I strongly suggest you dedicate if and when you are ready and not out of desperation or because you read all the positive testimonials (every member here can tell you just how much their lives have improved). This is not something you rush and is a most serious and sacred act.

 

[blackwizard]

Greetings Tamara

From your name I guess you are Arabic and it's so good to see more Arabs joining us here.

Basically you will go no where if you decide to not dedicate your self to father Satan, this is the start of your path، and there is a lot to do to reach the godhead.

After you dedicate your self start with cleaning and building a strong AOP then you can start doing RTRs to clean your soul from curses and rituals for the gods to get their pure blessing.

As blitzkrieg mention you can start 40 days meditation and if you have depression just use WUNJO for 40 or 24 if 40 is too much for you this Wednesday 30 august is a powerful day to start after the VOC you must do this for 40 days or even more, I had a monster depression and I kill it completely and forever with this affirmation (this energy removed depression from me permanently completely and in a healthy and safe way for me).

Wish you all the best may the gods guide you

 

[Yurei]

Welcome and kind greetings.

Study the Joy of Satan website, read every article it has to offer and please read the Exposing Christianity website too.
If you believe this path is for you, then dedicate your soul to Father Satan and begin a simple daily meditation schedule to follow. The 40 day meditation program would be a good place to start. Then you can make your own personalized meditation routine tailored to your desires.

I wish you all the best, in this new beginning for you.
HAIL SATAN!

 

[FancyMancy]

From there I fell into a severe depression and every day I wake up with panic attacks because of the fear of going to hell, me and my loved ones.

You should know that neither christian heaven nor christian hell exist. In real-life, Hell does exist, though. It's a place our Souls reside while we're waiting to be reincarnated back into a Physical Body. Check around on here and on https://satanisgod.org for Hell and Hel. Basically, it related to Helios and Sun and illumination. "god" wants people to be ignorant, not illuminated. The jew (who created christianity and islam) fears us having Knowledge, hence its demand that "adam and eve" not have knowledge of what is good and what is evil - "god" admitting it creates evil, and also "calling good evil and evil good"... "god" i.e. the jew, "is a jealous god" - jealous that its power is limited and cannot have massive power and immortality...

as obsessive thoughts about faith do not leave me alone

That's christianity for you - inducing OCDs and autism and stubbornness and anally-retentiveness... trying to turn us into robots who repeat back what has been put in, all without any proof or evidence whatsoever.

Do I have any hope of coming out of this depression and living a life worth living?

That's up to you. It is important to realise that all-Spiritual things and little/no Physical things is not good, as is the reverse. Doing meditations to help get rid of anxiety and depression is only a part of it; we need to do things such as changing our behaviour and changing our mindset, etc., as well. Please try not to use any "medicines" they call antidepressants. Keep yourself clean and change yourself. You have to build up your karma (or in christian terms, sow things that you want to reap). Karma builds up, and it is like momentum which pushes you towards a direction in life - for good or for bad. The more karma is built up, the harder it is to change it into something else, or from bad to good, for example.

You need to replace the bad things with good things. See my posts about gold, silver and copper coins for a way I have described this -
https://ancient-forums.com/search.php?st=0&sk=t&sd=d&sr=posts&keywords=+gold+coins&author_id=88

 

[phi3.14infinity]

Hi everyone, my name is Tamara.

I am a 23 year old woman and I am considering doing the ritual of dedication to Satan.

I have a traumatic experience with the Christian faith. I was a Christian for a long time and was kicked out of the community I belonged to because I had obsessive thoughts about blasphemy that I succumbed to.

From there I fell into a severe depression and every day I wake up with panic attacks because of the fear of going to hell, me and my loved ones.
My parents forcibly took me to a psychiatrist, who diagnosed me with psychosis and teased me about my fears (he is an atheist apparently). He even suggested I be hospitalised for severe depression.

I no longer eat, I don't sleep well, I don't have the strength to do anything, my relationship with my parents has deteriorated.

I saw this site about the "joy of Satan" and read the testimonies of the people there. From there my hope of getting better was rekindled, as I am living hell on earth.
I am fascinated by meditation and divination and have been practising the former for a while (what you call void meditation and chakra meditation, with third eye activation).

I would need more courage to do the dedication ritual, as obsessive thoughts about faith do not leave me alone. I would also like to hear about your testimonies, for example, how Satanism has improved your lives. Do I have any hope of coming out of this depression and living a life worth living?

Thank you in advance for your answers.

Greetings ,,
Christianity is a terrific lie ...If u love eating and enjoying ,u have spirit of gluttony ..If u love your talents and goals ,u have spirit of intellectualism .If u love riches ,u have spirit of mammon ..If u want justice for the wrong done to u ,It is called spirit of bitterness ..These are the BIGGEST garbages that the bible teaches you ..Every natural things in life and that makes us human is equated to some spirit ..Did u ever notice The bible in new testament teaches one to HATE their life on this earth ,precious in the sight of the lord is the death of his saints,to hate money ,to hate this world ,whosoever loves this world is the enemy of god(name,fame,money,successs ,riches),pick up your cross(suffering),,crucify your flesh(all passions) ,,forgive no matter the harm done to u else you go to hell and so many such anti human verses ..

But on the other hand in old testament ,Right from genesis to last book hosea ,there are all sort of blessings given to the jews where this god is commanding jews to go plunder and exterminate the wealth of all nations and to kill all the gentiles???Did u understand now ?The bible is written by jews so that all gentiles remain slaves to them while the jews continue ruling this world ..

Reading the bible and following its anti human teachings can ONLY create mental disorders since that is what the bible is actually made for ..To Destroy the spirit of gentiles ..Since the bible is all about hating all natural things ,The human brain canNOT digest it since all the teachings of the bible is ANTI human and anti nature ...Please come out of that curse called christianity ...The more u are being a christian ,the more u will continue feeding all your soul energy to jews who use the energy of christians and muslims to continue dominating this world ..On the other hand the bible is full of curses for gentiles in old testament ...Please read my signature where I have written in detail about christianity which newbies like u MUST read