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Healing my inner wounds

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I was exercising on my bike and listening to a therapy podcast the person doing the podcast said . That to over come what you been through you must face it and That got me thinking well I been running to long and I blocked out what happened.

Long story short I got in contact with my states adoption records office and in the United states when a adoptee turns 18 they can request their adoption records.

Needless to say I am scared of what I will find out and how bad the trauma was. I know it is necessary for the healing process
 
Sometimes you have to face the truth in order to know where you are now, where you have been, and where you will go in the future. Take this as an opportunity to find yourself and work on you.
I have for many years now this is the final stage and I just got tired of that scary angel lurking in my nightmares. Hopefully with this information I might get the nightmares will stop and I won't keep scaring my husband awake
 
I have for many years now this is the final stage and I just got tired of that scary angel lurking in my nightmares. Hopefully with this information I might get the nightmares will stop and I won't keep scaring my husband awake
Feel free to ask for help if you need it.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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