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Fsihson666

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How come both gods are actively fucking up my life telling me I can't do things and trying to control me no matter what even tho I'm the voices boss and have more power somehow they get absorbed together and then it's everything fucking me up why can't I just sin why can't I live my dreams? How come me wanted to live this life I get fucked up the most? Maybe If I just made my self more attractive or I was a girl maybe then people would notice me and like me more and treat me with the right respect I deserve more. How come if people are just dieing in bad hell right now people are just clueless and stupid and continue the cycle and they act like I'm doing something wrong? I might not get an answer I want but at least I'm going to get revenge
 
The Gods won't try to harm you or sabotage you in any way, nor will they encourage any self-destructive tendencies.

Whatever it is you are referring to it is not any "God" but probably an egregore or your subconscious mind going haywire.

The Judeo-christian conception of Hell is not a real place, but a tool of social control to mould human behaviour through fear.

There are idiots and horrible people everywhere, yes, which is inevitable due to the current nightmare situation and mass hallucination and ignorance, but if you want that to change the answer is not to throw your hands in the air and say "fuck it, I give up" rather to contribute to our collective growth.

And how can you do that?

Well, first, by helping yourself: clean your soul and remove the negative karma which is attracting these horrible situations to you in the first place.

All the spiritual tools to help you on this journey are already available here on the ToZ, as well as our support... and then maybe one day you will think about extending that same helping hand to other's, who know's?

“It is only by improving the world, that you will improve yourself. It is only by improving yourself, that you will improve the world – for infinity can only flow again back into infinity".

—Apollon/Azazel
 
How come both gods are actively fucking up my life telling me I can't do things and trying to control me no matter what even tho I'm the voices boss and have more power somehow they get absorbed together and then it's everything fucking me up why can't I just sin why can't I live my dreams? How come me wanted to live this life I get fucked up the most? Maybe If I just made my self more attractive or I was a girl maybe then people would notice me and like me more and treat me with the right respect I deserve more. How come if people are just dieing in bad hell right now people are just clueless and stupid and continue the cycle and they act like I'm doing something wrong? I might not get an answer I want but at least I'm going to get revenge
Are you still using drugs? It would be about time to quit, as your mind is very unstable and you lack a basic understanding of Gods and so on. Your issues are much more complex than being solved by being attractive, and no, there is no such thing as being the opposite gender to solve problems.
 
How come both gods are actively fucking up my life telling me I can't do things and trying to control me no matter what even tho I'm the voices boss and have more power somehow they get absorbed together and then it's everything fucking me up why can't I just sin why can't I live my dreams? How come me wanted to live this life I get fucked up the most? Maybe If I just made my self more attractive or I was a girl maybe then people would notice me and like me more and treat me with the right respect I deserve more. How come if people are just dieing in bad hell right now people are just clueless and stupid and continue the cycle and they act like I'm doing something wrong? I might not get an answer I want but at least I'm going to get revenge
You need to sort yourself out, sort out your psychological problems, and your mental health is probably compromised.

If you use drugs or experience hallucinations due to their use, there can be no question of any spiritual advancement, you need to take your life seriously and solve the problem with drugs, otherwise you may just die, because according to official statistics, most drug addicts die within five years after using, I know young people who died due to drugs a few years after using them.
 
The Gods won't try to harm you or sabotage you in any way, nor will they encourage any self-destructive tendencies.

Whatever it is you are referring to it is not any "God" but probably an egregore or your subconscious mind going haywire.

The Judeo-christian conception of Hell is not a real place, but a tool of social control to mould human behaviour through fear.

There are idiots and horrible people everywhere, yes, which is inevitable due to the current nightmare situation and mass hallucination and ignorance, but if you want that to change the answer is not to throw your hands in the air and say "fuck it, I give up" rather to contribute to our collective growth.

And how can you do that?

Well, first, by helping yourself: clean your soul and remove the negative karma which is attracting these horrible situations to you in the first place.

All the spiritual tools to help you on this journey are already available here on the ToZ, as well as our support... and then maybe one day you will think about extending that same helping hand to other's, who know's?

“It is only by improving the world, that you will improve yourself. It is only by improving yourself, that you will improve the world – for infinity can only flow again back into infinity".

—Apollon/Azazel
Im having trouble meditating tho I keep saying I wasn't able to do it everyday keep falling asleep and forgetting is there something I should do better bc I wasn't able to trance when I tried and
The Gods will never tell you to do something harmful. They'll always be there fo
This is old info about vapes vapes don't kill vitamin e ones do they have FDA ones now and tested medical and I feel the universe sometimes guides me to use bc all the bs in my life they can see it and they know what's happening and yes it's not there fault
 
How y'all gonna say these things on jos then say something different here and say I need to re read the whole site again like I wasn't listening?
 
I guess this just the bad parts of this religion and this is my religion I can't let anyone tell me how to live my life if this religion is all about it
 
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And how is it that jos makes you do all these things like so many and makes u not do smalls things anymore till you wake up like me and see that ur fking up
and when ever I quit going cold turkey I feel like my life would be better with drugs and that's why I'm prolly still on it I keep cont turning bro and I feel alone my whole life
 
I guess this just the bad parts of this religion and this is my religion I can't let anyone tell me how to live my life if this religion is all about it
Drug addiction is a very difficult thing to deal with, and you have my sympathies, but you also have to be honest with yourself.

Are drugs really the solution, or are they just an easy way to escape dealing with your problems?

What the ToZ promotes is simply living one's life according to the universal laws of divine truth, which ultimately leads one to the highest tier of existence to eventually becoming a God... however you are totally free to make whatever self-destructive choices you want, and we will be patient with you, but we will not sugarcoat anything.
 
The universe only controls my life and is created with
It's really hard to be a man, and I understand you. No one cares about us, and no one gives a shit even if we die. So what’s the best thing to do? Fucking go into depression and cry all day? Or be rebellious and fight back?

The universe controls your life only if you let it. And even if it does, are you just going to sit on your ass and let it abuse you?

And you're saying that gods are fucking with your life. Maybe. But one day, you might be a god yourself, who knows? Don’t think of yourself as a pawn, and don’t be afraid to take action!
 
How come both gods are actively fucking up my life telling me I can't do things and trying to control me no matter what even tho I'm the voices boss and have more power somehow they get absorbed together and then it's everything fucking me up why can't I just sin why can't I live my dreams? How come me wanted to live this life I get fucked up the most? Maybe If I just made my self more attractive or I was a girl maybe then people would notice me and like me more and treat me with the right respect I deserve more. How come if people are just dieing in bad hell right now people are just clueless and stupid and continue the cycle and they act like I'm doing something wrong? I might not get an answer I want but at least I'm going to get revenge
I dont know if it will help, but try to do Aura of Protection and banishment ritual in your room.

For banishment ritual, visualize your room in intense blue fire for few minutes.
 
I dont know if it will help, but try to do Aura of Protection and banishment ritual in your room.

For banishment ritual, visualize your room in intense blue fire for few minutes.
Drug addiction is a very difficult thing to deal with, and you have my sympathies, but you also have to be honest with yourself.

Are drugs really the solution, or are they just an easy way to escape dealing with your problems?

What the ToZ promotes is simply living one's life according to the universal laws of divine truth, which ultimately leads one to the highest tier of existence to eventually becoming a God... however you are totally free to make whatever self-destructive choices you want, and we will be patient with you, but we will not sugarcoat anything.
I don't know why I use drugs every one always assumes I'm addicted but I use so much when if I just had my normal life I would be g like no voices anxiety not tripping irl and bc they won't go more problems come in
 
I don't know why I use drugs every one always assumes I'm addicted but I use so much when if I just had my normal life I would be g like no voices anxiety not tripping irl and bc they won't go more problems come i
I don't know why I use drugs every one always assumes I'm addicted but I use so much when if I just had my normal life I would be g like no voices anxiety not tripping irl and bc they won't go more problems come in
I bet if men had the power the world would be greater tbh
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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