Getting rid of Gaming addiction

[shael666]

Hey everyone.
Pretty much all my posts are offtopic, but for those who read a post from me for the first time:
[DISCLAIMER: This is offtopic, and I am asking here because I dont want jewish influenced information]
So as the title already says I am having an addiction to gaming, mainly on my PC. I want to get rid of it, I just feel that I might get suicidal thoughts etc. and maybe even go through with it if I just cut off gaming entirely.I want to have more time to do body and mind training and RTRs, but it's not possible as long as it feels so much worse than playing PC-Games. And something else I probably should add is that I have severe depression because my main goal is to become immortal and I fear that I might not make it in this lifetime because my life is just so fked up at the moment. And to finish all this off I am also doubting the joyofsatan entirely from time to time for no real reason and I dont know what to do against this. And help is greatly appreciated. Please help me get on the right way again
-Shael

 

[jelco666]

I guess it doesn't matter what you're addicted to, addiction is addiction. You said yourself what your ultimate goal is: to become a God. You dedicated for a reason. Do you remember what that reason was? Being a Spiritual Satanist is about self empowerment. Growing, learning, advancing, to ultimately become a God! We are at war here and Satan and the Gods would like nothing more than to see you succeed and do whatever you can to help.
But, ultimately you are in control of your own decisions so you have to decide what to do.

My advice would be to do your meditations daily. At least in the morning then at night. Force yourself if you don't feel like it. If You have to break your old habits to make room for this then so be it. I'm pulling for you to make the wise decisions here but your on your own journey. I'm trying to get you to not make the same mistakes I did. I didn't keep up on my meditations, then I didn't feel like doing them anymore, then eventually I started doubting everything like you are, then eventually I walked away. After a while I realized that this is where I need to be this IS the TRUTH! Now I regret I ever left. I would've been a lot further along than I am now had I not left. Be strong Shael and fight! Don't fall back into the enemy's trap!

Hail Father Satan!!!

 

[satanicninja]

You can try to do positive affirmations and raising your energies and program it with affirmations, and Munka workings or similar. You can also try doing affirmations at the end of your yoga sessions.

Remember to add "permanent" (if this is your goal) and "in a positive and healthy way" or something similar in your affirmations. You can do it for 40 days to make it permanent on your soul.

The Three Steps of Witchcraft
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Steps.html

Raising Energies
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/Ra ... ergies.htm

Kundalini & Hatha Yoga Routine.zip
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/English666.htm

Using Words of Power - Freeing the Soul
http://eridu666.webs.com/Words-of-Power.htm

How to Obliterate Your Saturn
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic15507.html

Satanic Rosary
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... osary.html

Sermon 8/August/2016: Regarding Affirmations
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic15723.html

 

[Taol]

Well this seems a pretty basic thing... hey its fine to doubt sometimes.

Do you keep your Aura of Protection up?

Also Aura cleaning.. And if possible do hatha yoga. It'd help to up the bio electricity which in turn should help you deal with the depression.


And breathe! Listen even if you won't make it, then do your hardest so in your next life you'd make it.

Death scares a lot of us, the newer members especially. We have to learn to move past that point and not let fear control our lives.

Do a little every day and in the end all those little things will all add up.


And for negative thoughts do void. Tune them out.

Perhaps it'd be good to say as well.. set a tiny goal. Something you can "easily" accomplish. That'd lighten the burden of your goal.



I am not sure about cpu addictions, but I know that it is said that if you empower the crown chakra it'd help you get rid of addictions.


Anyway, take care brother/sister (not sure which)