Cassriel666 said:
I need the guidance of everyone who will lend me a helping hand in this matter. I have strayed away from our Lord and The Demons of Hell for far to long. I need to get back to the path I was on. But is it to late for me? If its not please give me guidance.
No, of course it is not too late. You did the dedication before, right? So you are still dedicated. If not, then do so.
You should thank the Gods for redirecting you back here, and hop back on the wagon. No time or point to dwell on the past.
I remember I found this site at one time, and I read it and agreed with it, but then I got tied back into New Age shit and stopped coming here. I remember trying to perfect my celibacy so that I could be superhuman, like the New Agers all say (all false, for anyone who doesn't know). I kept fucking up, and I decided to ask one of the Gods for help. My saving grace was that I still recognized that these Gods must be real beings of some sort.
I settled on the Goddess Dianna, being the Roman god of fertility, aka Astaroth. Every night for a few nights I would pray for about 5 minutes asking for her guidance on fixing my celibacy structure. At some point soon after, I then ended back up here on JOS, where I made an account and solidified my presence. Only later did I realize I was likely led back her. I was also undedicated during that time, as well.
My point is that you shouldn't beat yourself up. Just dust yourself off and hop back on the wagon. Use the RTR and blue satanic energy to cleanse yourself if you think you connected to stuff that you shouldn't have. The fact that you are here means that you are likely still fine. Do the RTR though, it will destroy any enemy AIDs you have on yourself.
Welcome back.