BastetKhalia
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So I have been slowly waking up to what is going on and realized recently that what I have been experiencing is directly tied to my belief system and allegiance to Satan.
For the past couple of years I have been experiencing what people know to be called "gangstalked", and a "targeted individual". I was in denial for some time and thought maybe I was just crazy and losing my mind, but even when I went to the hospital for mental break downs the psychiatrists and nurses would tell me I am not crazy and that I am highly intelligent. I even had 1 nurse after me getting released out of the psych ward, ask to hang out with me and ask if I wanted to smoke weed with them? I literally smoked weed witha nurse after being in there because I thought I was crazy. Wish I were making this shit up.
I have had multiple people come up to me and warn me I'm being monitored by a secret society, one lady said to me "you don't get it do you, it's all a trap" and then said nevermind when I asked her to elaborate. 2 of them begged me not to say anything or they would get killed for telling me.
Phone tapped, human trafficked, black escalades, SUVS, and Audi's follow me with the most recent being a black lambo driven by a celebrity follow me. Police cars follow me, black helicopters follow me. Agents put in my life to cause havoc, drama, and chaos. People versed in "black magick" to hypnotize me and get me to do stuff I normally wouldn't. Electronics harming my body. My food poisoned and drugged. Severe spiritual warfare. Severe. Right now police officers are working with someone who drugged and raped me and tried filming pornography that this organization hired , to basically set me up for some crime they set me up to supposedly do, yet I have committed no crime.
For the longest time most of them would deny it was going on and gaslight me, now they don't care. They openly admit. The most recent time I went to psychiatrist, I never met them before but they asked me a series of questions that were dead give aways that I was being gangstalked and when I answered yes to them and said but i'm not schizophrenic, they gave me the scariest look and said "I know, you actually have complex-PTSD" then they kicked me out of the hospital and were very rude about it.
so this all happened and it would take a whole novel to tell you everything that happened. I was trying to pinpoint when it exactly began. I believe I have been targeted since birth except it got really bad 4.5 years ago when I dedicated my soul to Satan. Ever since I dedicated my soul to Satan: Christians, Catholics, Muslims, Jews, new agers, and freemasons have all been TARGETING ME! It's insidious.
They even sent one after me that pretended to be gang stalked too, and he would accuse me of being a gangstalker myself but then tell em the only way for it to stop is to repent to jesus christ and accept him as my lord and saviour. Quite disgusting and obvious gaslighting considering one minute he tells me I'm a gangstalker myself, then the next minute he's telling me I'm in the illuminati, a witch, and that I need to repent to jesus christ if I want the gangstalking to stop.
Recently I began thinking about paganism a lot deeper than usual trying to grasp why I have been getting gangstalked. I remember from shows I watched as a teenager, specifically one called Reign. in the show pagans were hunted by the catholic church. I started researching and wouldn't you know it, throughout history there have literally been witch hunts for pagans. They were hunted by & demonized by ALL religions! Pagans have literally been getting gang stalked for centuries, so it's not just me.
So I think deeper about the bible, because you know, I got human trafficked, raped, think of my adoptive father and how he's a christian but is a woman hater and pedophile, and what do you know! The bible encourages human slavery, human trafficking, raping woman, killing woman, stoning woman to death, keeping woman as slaves, making woman subservient to men.
wow crazy. then I think about how christians symbolically eat the flesh of jesus christ, drink his blood, and celebrates him being ritualistically murdered for some spell that caused everything happening today to fucking happen. Everything Christians and catholics call satanic and demonic, is ALL THEIR DOING.
You look at the Ceo's of major companies: christians, jews, catholics, muslims
You look at all homeless shelters and most are christian based.
Most charities: Christian based
a lot of police officers: christians
a lot of judges: christians
All the peodphiles are CHRISTIANS, JEWS, MUSLIMS, MOMONS, JEHOVA'S WITNESSES!!
Aboslutely nuts! I was genuinely like why the fuck am I being targeted so heavily where it feels like my soul is literally under attack, and the answer has always been right in front of me!
The church I attended growing up IS FILLED WITH PEDOPHILES and one got arrested! Its now starting to make sense why my parents abused me in the name of jesus and got me to accept jesus as my saviour millions of times basically, because they could sense I was different.
I remember when I dedicated my soul to Satan it felt like I was connecting to something I once knew. It felt way too familiar, like De ja vu. My gangstalkers have told me repeatedly that they know when "starseeds/indigo children" willl be born because apparently ultra sounds are used for more than wat they are advertised as. Not sure if there is truth to this, but they have all told me somehow they know when people like us will be born and they attack us the minute we come out the womb.
My parents always treated me like im some demon child. Little did I know hey. I always questioned way too much and hated the roles they tried getting me to play. I asked way too many questions growing up, and to this day still ask too many.
I'm getting really sick of the harassment and target though. I'm sick of being attacked by archangels and people telling me but oh they're good. Like no, archangels are devious and conniving and are actually very evil. I've interacted with them before and they have literally abused me. I'm started to believe paranormal activity people experience is by them. The funniest thing is if I was some evil overlord I wouldn't fucking make myself look like one and wear red horns. I would make myself very attractive, benevolent, and alluring to draw people in.
The light is very blinding. Look into the sun and it hurts. Yet scientifically speaking, our eyes adjust so we can see in the dark. Coincidence?
If it's even a thing and possible. I ask that people please send supporting energy and if they can to please help. I really need to get the meditations done to protect myself but these people are really out to get me.
They have set me up in an apartment they pay for and control my finances, and funny enough the apartment they set me up in is SURPRISE a christian organization. The homeless shelter they humant rafficked me out of was SURPRISE a christian organization called Covenant House. The human trafficking safe home SURPRISE christian organization. Victims services SURPRISE christian organization. The therapists they set me up with SURPRISE christians pretending to be spiritual and when I meet them are instantly rude to me despite me now knowing who the fuck they are.
If I could get any assistance it would be greatly appreciated as I'm up against this all alone and I can't emphasize how bad it is. It's not delusions and not me being crazy or scizo.
They even sent sugar daddies after me when they were financially abusing me. The first they sent was a multi millionaire JEW. I facetimed him and he was repulsive. He randomly started talking about how they are working hard to get rid of the middle class so its rich vs poor then he licked his lips and said he wants me to be his sex slave and travel as his slave around the world. I hung up.
The second with a catholic italian with mob ties, who again was very wealthy and was a devout COMMUNIST. Fucking bullshit. My parents are christians too and abused me my whole life and would gaslight me severely and punish me when I hadn't done anything wrong. if i try to tell the rest of my family about the abuse they literally tell me I need to repent and accept Jesus as my lord and saviour.
I will never do that. more than ever now I need support because right now I am all alone being targeted by hundreds of people. They are in my area, they control my entire life.
For the past couple of years I have been experiencing what people know to be called "gangstalked", and a "targeted individual". I was in denial for some time and thought maybe I was just crazy and losing my mind, but even when I went to the hospital for mental break downs the psychiatrists and nurses would tell me I am not crazy and that I am highly intelligent. I even had 1 nurse after me getting released out of the psych ward, ask to hang out with me and ask if I wanted to smoke weed with them? I literally smoked weed witha nurse after being in there because I thought I was crazy. Wish I were making this shit up.
I have had multiple people come up to me and warn me I'm being monitored by a secret society, one lady said to me "you don't get it do you, it's all a trap" and then said nevermind when I asked her to elaborate. 2 of them begged me not to say anything or they would get killed for telling me.
Phone tapped, human trafficked, black escalades, SUVS, and Audi's follow me with the most recent being a black lambo driven by a celebrity follow me. Police cars follow me, black helicopters follow me. Agents put in my life to cause havoc, drama, and chaos. People versed in "black magick" to hypnotize me and get me to do stuff I normally wouldn't. Electronics harming my body. My food poisoned and drugged. Severe spiritual warfare. Severe. Right now police officers are working with someone who drugged and raped me and tried filming pornography that this organization hired , to basically set me up for some crime they set me up to supposedly do, yet I have committed no crime.
For the longest time most of them would deny it was going on and gaslight me, now they don't care. They openly admit. The most recent time I went to psychiatrist, I never met them before but they asked me a series of questions that were dead give aways that I was being gangstalked and when I answered yes to them and said but i'm not schizophrenic, they gave me the scariest look and said "I know, you actually have complex-PTSD" then they kicked me out of the hospital and were very rude about it.
so this all happened and it would take a whole novel to tell you everything that happened. I was trying to pinpoint when it exactly began. I believe I have been targeted since birth except it got really bad 4.5 years ago when I dedicated my soul to Satan. Ever since I dedicated my soul to Satan: Christians, Catholics, Muslims, Jews, new agers, and freemasons have all been TARGETING ME! It's insidious.
They even sent one after me that pretended to be gang stalked too, and he would accuse me of being a gangstalker myself but then tell em the only way for it to stop is to repent to jesus christ and accept him as my lord and saviour. Quite disgusting and obvious gaslighting considering one minute he tells me I'm a gangstalker myself, then the next minute he's telling me I'm in the illuminati, a witch, and that I need to repent to jesus christ if I want the gangstalking to stop.
Recently I began thinking about paganism a lot deeper than usual trying to grasp why I have been getting gangstalked. I remember from shows I watched as a teenager, specifically one called Reign. in the show pagans were hunted by the catholic church. I started researching and wouldn't you know it, throughout history there have literally been witch hunts for pagans. They were hunted by & demonized by ALL religions! Pagans have literally been getting gang stalked for centuries, so it's not just me.
So I think deeper about the bible, because you know, I got human trafficked, raped, think of my adoptive father and how he's a christian but is a woman hater and pedophile, and what do you know! The bible encourages human slavery, human trafficking, raping woman, killing woman, stoning woman to death, keeping woman as slaves, making woman subservient to men.
wow crazy. then I think about how christians symbolically eat the flesh of jesus christ, drink his blood, and celebrates him being ritualistically murdered for some spell that caused everything happening today to fucking happen. Everything Christians and catholics call satanic and demonic, is ALL THEIR DOING.
You look at the Ceo's of major companies: christians, jews, catholics, muslims
You look at all homeless shelters and most are christian based.
Most charities: Christian based
a lot of police officers: christians
a lot of judges: christians
All the peodphiles are CHRISTIANS, JEWS, MUSLIMS, MOMONS, JEHOVA'S WITNESSES!!
Aboslutely nuts! I was genuinely like why the fuck am I being targeted so heavily where it feels like my soul is literally under attack, and the answer has always been right in front of me!
The church I attended growing up IS FILLED WITH PEDOPHILES and one got arrested! Its now starting to make sense why my parents abused me in the name of jesus and got me to accept jesus as my saviour millions of times basically, because they could sense I was different.
I remember when I dedicated my soul to Satan it felt like I was connecting to something I once knew. It felt way too familiar, like De ja vu. My gangstalkers have told me repeatedly that they know when "starseeds/indigo children" willl be born because apparently ultra sounds are used for more than wat they are advertised as. Not sure if there is truth to this, but they have all told me somehow they know when people like us will be born and they attack us the minute we come out the womb.
My parents always treated me like im some demon child. Little did I know hey. I always questioned way too much and hated the roles they tried getting me to play. I asked way too many questions growing up, and to this day still ask too many.
I'm getting really sick of the harassment and target though. I'm sick of being attacked by archangels and people telling me but oh they're good. Like no, archangels are devious and conniving and are actually very evil. I've interacted with them before and they have literally abused me. I'm started to believe paranormal activity people experience is by them. The funniest thing is if I was some evil overlord I wouldn't fucking make myself look like one and wear red horns. I would make myself very attractive, benevolent, and alluring to draw people in.
The light is very blinding. Look into the sun and it hurts. Yet scientifically speaking, our eyes adjust so we can see in the dark. Coincidence?
If it's even a thing and possible. I ask that people please send supporting energy and if they can to please help. I really need to get the meditations done to protect myself but these people are really out to get me.
They have set me up in an apartment they pay for and control my finances, and funny enough the apartment they set me up in is SURPRISE a christian organization. The homeless shelter they humant rafficked me out of was SURPRISE a christian organization called Covenant House. The human trafficking safe home SURPRISE christian organization. Victims services SURPRISE christian organization. The therapists they set me up with SURPRISE christians pretending to be spiritual and when I meet them are instantly rude to me despite me now knowing who the fuck they are.
If I could get any assistance it would be greatly appreciated as I'm up against this all alone and I can't emphasize how bad it is. It's not delusions and not me being crazy or scizo.
They even sent sugar daddies after me when they were financially abusing me. The first they sent was a multi millionaire JEW. I facetimed him and he was repulsive. He randomly started talking about how they are working hard to get rid of the middle class so its rich vs poor then he licked his lips and said he wants me to be his sex slave and travel as his slave around the world. I hung up.
The second with a catholic italian with mob ties, who again was very wealthy and was a devout COMMUNIST. Fucking bullshit. My parents are christians too and abused me my whole life and would gaslight me severely and punish me when I hadn't done anything wrong. if i try to tell the rest of my family about the abuse they literally tell me I need to repent and accept Jesus as my lord and saviour.
I will never do that. more than ever now I need support because right now I am all alone being targeted by hundreds of people. They are in my area, they control my entire life.