Hi ,I mostly try to meditate at night
Sometimes I get real deep & allmost FEEL &
somtimes even scent (For very brief periods only )
(On other days my meditations SUCK )
I TRY to get a hold on this because I know Its
important to be able to do this at will
Now I do this in the room I used (Years ago )
To do wiccan rites (Lessr banishing rit of the
pentagram )later some Laveyan stuff
But now Its ONLY spiritual use is for Satanic
meditation & rites
NOW sometimes (at night not mutch traffic in the street )
I am meditating & some drunk in the street starts shouting
exactly at the moment i try to get in trance !!!!
(The curtains are closed & just some candlelight
SO from the street it looks as if I am asleep)
So I wait & START ALL OVER again !!!!!
I had one night when some piece of shitt was shoutin at
the same moment and shouted something I was
MEDITATING ON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In case you ask :YES BEFORE I start I do the four corners!
Now I DONT believe these interuption are "accidental"
I KNOW these druks are "inspired either by angles
or greys)
Is this problem because of what happened before my
dedication ? OR are there some holes in my aura I am
totaly unaware of ?
ANY advice would be MOST welcome !!!!!!
AVE SATANAS !
Sometimes I get real deep & allmost FEEL &
somtimes even scent (For very brief periods only )
(On other days my meditations SUCK )
I TRY to get a hold on this because I know Its
important to be able to do this at will
Now I do this in the room I used (Years ago )
To do wiccan rites (Lessr banishing rit of the
pentagram )later some Laveyan stuff
But now Its ONLY spiritual use is for Satanic
meditation & rites
NOW sometimes (at night not mutch traffic in the street )
I am meditating & some drunk in the street starts shouting
exactly at the moment i try to get in trance !!!!
(The curtains are closed & just some candlelight
SO from the street it looks as if I am asleep)
So I wait & START ALL OVER again !!!!!
I had one night when some piece of shitt was shoutin at
the same moment and shouted something I was
MEDITATING ON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In case you ask :YES BEFORE I start I do the four corners!
Now I DONT believe these interuption are "accidental"
I KNOW these druks are "inspired either by angles
or greys)
Is this problem because of what happened before my
dedication ? OR are there some holes in my aura I am
totaly unaware of ?
ANY advice would be MOST welcome !!!!!!
AVE SATANAS !