yumais said:
When you are satanist, you have to find people like you no? i mean you can be with a xian girl or will affect you? where you can find satanists friends and girlfriend same? i just want to find friends who are satanists too, is there a problem if you are friends with xians? And another question, if you have ss friends you can make some rituals together? Sorry for bothering you with my stupid question, but i want to know
Cobra gave me some advice, get normal friends. Maxine told me once Satanism attracts a lot of psychos.
I have been loyal to the JOS for 15 years and still am. But truth of the matter is, you cannot go meeting people from here, it is basically forbidden. I did and it only gave me grief.
Yes you can have friends that are Christians. There are also alot of Nazi Pagans out there. I went out and sought out normal friends and I will never go back.
They don't sit and call me a piece of shit constantly. They don't walk out of my life over nothing. They're not a bunch of random usernames online.
I took some time to clean and heal. My mindset is totally different then before. I stand behind things like Norse Pagans, Male Masculinity and Heterosexuality. I've been dating a beautiful Aryan Girl, who thinks I am the world. I found friends that are fitness instructors and we go to the gym and they are teaching me how to properly lift.
I plan to make a family one day and have children and pass along my Aryan DNA. When I was so wrapped up here, I could never live a normal life, I was alone constantly, or dealing with people telling me I am an enemy thoughtform and that they are banishing me.
I cant live that way anymore. I went out and got a life. I keep up with the schedule and do the RTRs. Beyond that I'm not gonna sit here and live behind a keyboard.