Friend/contact

[luka.huijerman]

Hello, 

I am really new to Satanism and just recently started to really understand what it really is. 
I did my dedication ritual about a month ago, but I feel like I stand alone in this, appart from my guardian demon and other gods of hell who I sometimes communicate with when I ask for guidance. 

For my whole life I have been a introvert, not a shy person but I didn't like people so I never had many friends, even now I only have one person that I speak with daily which is my girlfriend. However she is not a satanist and she is not ready to hear the truth... She doesn't know I am a dedicated satanist, nor does she know I am meditating. She is a brilliant person and certainly she can become an amazing satanist, but it will take a while before I can get her into this without ruïning my relationship... 

I am 20 years old and I am wondering if there are people in this group who are also feeling alone or have no one to talk to about their experiences or just about satanism in general, if so would any of you be interested in speaking with me on email or skype or perhaps chat on the phone.. I'm sorry if it is strange of me to ask, but I assure you I am not here to fool around. I hope to find some people to talk with as it is very difficult to lie to everyone around me constantly and to be alone in this process especially since I recently started makes it quite a challenge sometimes to keep moving forward and advance. 

Sincerly, 

Luka. 
Hail Satan!

 

[ابرااهيم السطامي]

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welcome to the path of truth brother.some of us suffered in the beginning, I was raised in a Muslim family once I explored my belief i's  kicked out of home stayed alone crying no one was my side except satan,every single night i was praying and meditating in his name asking him for help, ritual after another till i noticed a huge difference in my life the whole world bowed to me .remembered satan wants us to be strong and individual.
From:"luka.huijerman@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected]
Date:Sat, Aug 1, 2015 at 5:39 AM
Subject:[HellsArmy666] Friend/contact

  Hello, 

I am really new to Satanism and just recently started to really understand what it really is. 
I did my dedication ritual about a month ago, but I feel like I stand alone in this, appart from my guardian demon and other gods of hell who I sometimes communicate with when I ask for guidance. 

For my whole life I have been a introvert, not a shy person but I didn't like people so I never had many friends, even now I only have one person that I speak with daily which is my girlfriend. However she is not a satanist and she is not ready to hear the truth... She doesn't know I am a dedicated satanist, nor does she know I am meditating. She is a brilliant person and certainly she can become an amazing satanist, but it will take a while before I can get her into this without ruïning my relationship... 

I am 20 years old and I am wondering if there are people in this group who are also feeling alone or have no one to talk to about their experiences or just about satanism in general, if so would any of you be interested in speaking with me on email or skype or perhaps chat on the phone.. I'm sorry if it is strange of me to ask, but I assure you I am not here to fool around. I hope to find some people to talk with as it is very difficult to lie to everyone around me constantly and to be alone in this process especially since I recently started makes it quite a challenge sometimes to keep moving forward and advance. 

Sincerly, 

Luka. 
Hail Satan! [/TD]

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[luka.huijerman]

Thank you, 

I can't imagine how difficult it must be to live as a satanist in a Muslim family or envoirement.. 
Often Muslims are even more crazy and zelously religous than Xians.
I wish you good luck on your yourney as a satanist.