For Who Doesn't Find Their GD Yet

[Kavya Shukra]

But anyway, I think I know who my GD is since last night!!
It is probably the God of my South Node.
I had already sensed it since he was on a list with only 6 names.
Moreover, his planet is my Chart Ruler and his number is my favorite number, as well as my favorite element (which is not the one of my sun sign).
So I used my "Tarot Phone" deck that I created myself and Father Satan and/or Guardian thought I should be ready because for the first time regarding the subject of GD, the cards were more than consistent.

I think it was about being ready because my GD doesn't have a ..."common" appearance (it's not for example Amon or Azazel physically speaking) and as I already have stupid fears that I struggle with...

I was very happy to know who He is because his area of expertise, his character (I refer to HPS Maxine), his rewards and his way of doing things are just perfect for me : In the calm, the comprehension and the benevolence/kindness !

I typed his name into the internet and oh.....what I read was extremely blasphemous
No surprise, but then, at this point...
I can't wait for the JoS pages on Gods to be completed

Finding out who your Guardian is feels so rewarding and even more rewarding when you do the work to open yourself spiritually to be able to see, hear, sense, communicate with your Guardian. It takes time and patience, but once you realize just how much they love you and rooting for you were waiting for you to advance enough on your own, everything from that point forward becomes so rewarding.

 

[Satnam666]

You'll find your Guardian don't worry, it took me a long while to find mine, but I found him

I hope so. I have no clues. I frequently ask Father Satan, like to have a mental image.
I think the problem is with me because I know that deep down I am holding back my astral senses out of absurd fear. But I am working on it.

On the anniversary of my dedication, just before Yule, I wrote a very long letter, to thank Father Satan, to take stock of the spiritual work accomplished, the progress, the stagnation, in short, a state of affairs that I hope to be objective, but also what is most important to me: I asked Father Satan to help me find the means to overcome my fears, because what I want above all is to be able to communicate with them: to feel their energy, to see them, to hear them.

try looking through the images of the demons sigils, maybe your guardian will give you a clue a feeling or something