Beginnersmind666
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- Sep 7, 2021
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Greetings to my brothers and sisters!
Allow me to preface this by saying that I am not a member of the priesthood, nor an advanced SS. I am, and will humbly remain for some time, a beginner. The words here are for any who may need to hear it, and I claim no superiority over any that do, as I have been in your place.
I can't say for certain why I am writing this post, as I have avoided being active on the forum for fear of facing and acknowledging my weakness and stagnation. I realize now, however, that there is no shame in facing my past and current weakness. The only shame comes from staying weak and ignorant.
I suppose that is the real purpose of this message, that there should be no shame in knowing where you have been and where you are. The only shame is in stagnating and refusing to move forward.
Though I dedicated 17 years ago as a teenager, I have made next to no progress. This fault lies only with myself. I was lazy, fearful, and a master of procrastination. I allowed myself to be led astray and spent years as a waste of existence. Cigarettes, weed, some pills, and alcohol were the numbing agents I used to avoid facing my own failures. I am happy to say that these things are now behind me.
There is little pride to be had in my past, but a plentiful fountain of such in my present and future. Never have I felt such things before returning to the path and our Gods, though I have much to make up for with regards to them and my own lack of action.
To any who need to hear it, there is no better time than now. The past is set in stone, but the present is ours to change. Now is the time for action, to see our past for what it is and learn from it and our mistakes as we fight for the future of our people as the first and last line of defense. There is no higher calling to me than this.
Thanks be to the Gods who have continually brought me back, and for their unending patience and love for myself and humanity as a whole. Without them, I am certain that my life would be worth little.
My thanks as well to all of you, my brothers and sisters in Satan, and the family we have become. To the clergy especially who have worked so tirelessly on behalf of the Gods and humanity. Without the knowledge you have shared so freely and worked tirelessly to attain, we would not have even a fraction of our current might.
Learn from the past, change your present, and we will secure our future!
Hail Satan!
Allow me to preface this by saying that I am not a member of the priesthood, nor an advanced SS. I am, and will humbly remain for some time, a beginner. The words here are for any who may need to hear it, and I claim no superiority over any that do, as I have been in your place.
I can't say for certain why I am writing this post, as I have avoided being active on the forum for fear of facing and acknowledging my weakness and stagnation. I realize now, however, that there is no shame in facing my past and current weakness. The only shame comes from staying weak and ignorant.
I suppose that is the real purpose of this message, that there should be no shame in knowing where you have been and where you are. The only shame is in stagnating and refusing to move forward.
Though I dedicated 17 years ago as a teenager, I have made next to no progress. This fault lies only with myself. I was lazy, fearful, and a master of procrastination. I allowed myself to be led astray and spent years as a waste of existence. Cigarettes, weed, some pills, and alcohol were the numbing agents I used to avoid facing my own failures. I am happy to say that these things are now behind me.
There is little pride to be had in my past, but a plentiful fountain of such in my present and future. Never have I felt such things before returning to the path and our Gods, though I have much to make up for with regards to them and my own lack of action.
To any who need to hear it, there is no better time than now. The past is set in stone, but the present is ours to change. Now is the time for action, to see our past for what it is and learn from it and our mistakes as we fight for the future of our people as the first and last line of defense. There is no higher calling to me than this.
Thanks be to the Gods who have continually brought me back, and for their unending patience and love for myself and humanity as a whole. Without them, I am certain that my life would be worth little.
My thanks as well to all of you, my brothers and sisters in Satan, and the family we have become. To the clergy especially who have worked so tirelessly on behalf of the Gods and humanity. Without the knowledge you have shared so freely and worked tirelessly to attain, we would not have even a fraction of our current might.
Learn from the past, change your present, and we will secure our future!
Hail Satan!