WiseDragon
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I know there are people who have found the JoS even many years ago, but still are not being able to stay consistent in their path, with their Meditations, the Rituals or their studies. There can be different reasons, but this is definitely not a good place to be in. One can start to be very hard on oneself, the self esteem is low and there is little hope for the future, especially when one tried many times to stay consistent with his program, but still keeps failing, again and again.
As HPS Maxine said, we all start this Path on different levels, and as I see it, this goes way beyond to just 'spiritual aptitude'. We all have a different karma and very different Natal Charts, what is easy for some can be very challenging for others. Discipline can be quite easy for some people, and if you look at their Chart you immediately see why. Others don't have this, they struggle a bit more, but still, if they are persistent and they use the Knowledge given here, they will conquer this eventually. It's a choice that one must make first and foremost, to never give up on oneself no matter how many times one fails. Try again. Until you make it. Even if it takes a thousand attempts.
Now, one thing that can happen when you get back up after quite a bit of time, you decide that enough is enough, and you go for it, is that all of a sudden you start feeling like 'it's too late'. You have all these thoughts that tell you that 'it's too late to do the Rituals now, you should've done them sooner', 'you wasted too much time, you can't do anything now, it's just too late' and so on. This is completely false. I'm sure that this happened to some of you like 3 years ago and you fell for this enemy manipulation, and you let yourself be discouraged, quitting again. And now you look back and you see that it was all nonsense. If you stayed consistent for these last 3 years and ignored the doubts, you now would be in an infinitely better place, much more advanced and proud of yourself. But you didn't, you wasted time instead, and this feels damning. So be very aware of this 'too late manipulation' from now on, no matter how old you are, IT'S NOT TOO LATE!
Find comfort in this: your Satanic brothers and sisters fought very hard while you were away, and we did achieve some incredible things as a group. As far as damaging the enemy goes we have done a tremendous job and people who are psychic can sense this clearly. We are doing very good, so do not be afraid that it's too late and that it's not worth fighting anymore. You shouldn't feel overwhelmed, just start again. We need you, your contribution is important, and it will make the difference, it will help the JoS even more.
It's very important that you are always constructive with yourself and never destructive. It's okay to feel shame because of your lack of activity over the years, it's normal, and you should be ashamed, because neglecting your duties is never ok, especially when it comes to something as important as the JoS. But it should be *constructive shame*, never destructive. I know that when you see the mistakes you've made you're very angry at yourself, you want to be 'fair' and you start being very harsh on yourself, this is quite common. But it can be extremely counter-productive. When you tell yourself that 'you're just no good', 'you're horrible', 'you're a complete failure' etc. you're doing a great disservice to yourself and you're ensuring that you will never get out of the loop of shame and failure. The difference with constructive shame instead is that you recognize that you've made mistakes, you feel the shame, but you maintain hope for the future and you firmly believe that you can redeem yourself. You will redeem yourself, you have all the time to do so, there is hope, but you must start now and not use this fact that you still have time as an excuse to waste even more time. You would only be fooling and damaging yourself.
It's possible that now you will try again, and maybe after two months you will skip a day. It's okay, immediately get back on track. Fully believe that you will be able to be disciplined, but if some days you fail, be flexible, and start again with a positive attitude.
Once you are done with feeling shame for your mistakes you should learn your lessons and drop the shame, as it can be quite an heavy burden. Let go of the past, this is a new life for you from now on. Do a reset. Clearly state to yourself that from now on you will do what you're supposed to do and you will stay disciplined. Do it every time you skip days or you break your discipline in general, because one mistake leads to another and then another until you fully lose control. You lose that strong commitment. Clearly re-establish this commitment to stay disciplined after every mistake.
Seek the connection with the Gods, they will heal your soul and guide you like no human can. Do the Gods Rituals, the benefits of these are immense, both for yourself and for the planet. From my own experience, I saw that the enemy is even more terrified of these than the RTRs themselves, and they were quite extremely terrified of the RTRs. Don't wait to seek this connection with the Gods, as they will solve so many issues in your life and they will help you in ways that you can't even imagine. Don't let any doubt or fear stop you from doing this.
Lastly, do spells. Whatever your goals are in this life (mental, spiritual, material), bless them with spells. If you lack discipline, a 40 days working with Nauthiz can help you incredibly. If you have an addiction use Munka. And so on. Don't underestimate these. The energies of your spells will support you in every way, they will make things fall into place and they will ensure that you will achieve your goal in one way or another. Still, you will need to do your part.
As HPS Maxine said, we all start this Path on different levels, and as I see it, this goes way beyond to just 'spiritual aptitude'. We all have a different karma and very different Natal Charts, what is easy for some can be very challenging for others. Discipline can be quite easy for some people, and if you look at their Chart you immediately see why. Others don't have this, they struggle a bit more, but still, if they are persistent and they use the Knowledge given here, they will conquer this eventually. It's a choice that one must make first and foremost, to never give up on oneself no matter how many times one fails. Try again. Until you make it. Even if it takes a thousand attempts.
Now, one thing that can happen when you get back up after quite a bit of time, you decide that enough is enough, and you go for it, is that all of a sudden you start feeling like 'it's too late'. You have all these thoughts that tell you that 'it's too late to do the Rituals now, you should've done them sooner', 'you wasted too much time, you can't do anything now, it's just too late' and so on. This is completely false. I'm sure that this happened to some of you like 3 years ago and you fell for this enemy manipulation, and you let yourself be discouraged, quitting again. And now you look back and you see that it was all nonsense. If you stayed consistent for these last 3 years and ignored the doubts, you now would be in an infinitely better place, much more advanced and proud of yourself. But you didn't, you wasted time instead, and this feels damning. So be very aware of this 'too late manipulation' from now on, no matter how old you are, IT'S NOT TOO LATE!
Find comfort in this: your Satanic brothers and sisters fought very hard while you were away, and we did achieve some incredible things as a group. As far as damaging the enemy goes we have done a tremendous job and people who are psychic can sense this clearly. We are doing very good, so do not be afraid that it's too late and that it's not worth fighting anymore. You shouldn't feel overwhelmed, just start again. We need you, your contribution is important, and it will make the difference, it will help the JoS even more.
It's very important that you are always constructive with yourself and never destructive. It's okay to feel shame because of your lack of activity over the years, it's normal, and you should be ashamed, because neglecting your duties is never ok, especially when it comes to something as important as the JoS. But it should be *constructive shame*, never destructive. I know that when you see the mistakes you've made you're very angry at yourself, you want to be 'fair' and you start being very harsh on yourself, this is quite common. But it can be extremely counter-productive. When you tell yourself that 'you're just no good', 'you're horrible', 'you're a complete failure' etc. you're doing a great disservice to yourself and you're ensuring that you will never get out of the loop of shame and failure. The difference with constructive shame instead is that you recognize that you've made mistakes, you feel the shame, but you maintain hope for the future and you firmly believe that you can redeem yourself. You will redeem yourself, you have all the time to do so, there is hope, but you must start now and not use this fact that you still have time as an excuse to waste even more time. You would only be fooling and damaging yourself.
It's possible that now you will try again, and maybe after two months you will skip a day. It's okay, immediately get back on track. Fully believe that you will be able to be disciplined, but if some days you fail, be flexible, and start again with a positive attitude.
Once you are done with feeling shame for your mistakes you should learn your lessons and drop the shame, as it can be quite an heavy burden. Let go of the past, this is a new life for you from now on. Do a reset. Clearly state to yourself that from now on you will do what you're supposed to do and you will stay disciplined. Do it every time you skip days or you break your discipline in general, because one mistake leads to another and then another until you fully lose control. You lose that strong commitment. Clearly re-establish this commitment to stay disciplined after every mistake.
Seek the connection with the Gods, they will heal your soul and guide you like no human can. Do the Gods Rituals, the benefits of these are immense, both for yourself and for the planet. From my own experience, I saw that the enemy is even more terrified of these than the RTRs themselves, and they were quite extremely terrified of the RTRs. Don't wait to seek this connection with the Gods, as they will solve so many issues in your life and they will help you in ways that you can't even imagine. Don't let any doubt or fear stop you from doing this.
Lastly, do spells. Whatever your goals are in this life (mental, spiritual, material), bless them with spells. If you lack discipline, a 40 days working with Nauthiz can help you incredibly. If you have an addiction use Munka. And so on. Don't underestimate these. The energies of your spells will support you in every way, they will make things fall into place and they will ensure that you will achieve your goal in one way or another. Still, you will need to do your part.
