I believe a grey attacked me last night.
I went to bed perfectly fine and happy, did some void meditation before falling asleep as always, but last night was different.
Normally I don't remember dreams or nightmares, but last night I had the most vivid nightmare ever:Without going into too much detail, in the dream, my younger brother had removed several keys from my keyboard. Angry about this, I beat him to death with my bare hands.
I remember my mom was screaming at me and the rest of my family were trying to pull me off of him... then I woke up
I woke up feeling very "flat" and lethargic. It's like I hadn't slept at all. Unfortunately, fatigue isn't all I felt. All day I have been filled by and surrounded with so much negative energy, I seriously considered killing myself. I felt like there's no point to living (I even told a friend or two that today is not a good day to be alive).
I've never before in my life considered killing myself and that's why I believe this was an attack. Those thoughts are so far removed from my character that they couldn't possibly have come from me.
So tonight before I go to bed, I will be doing the meditation for protection and I will ask Father Satan to keep me safe as well.
Now that I think of it, I did hear a strange noise last night about an hour before I went to bed... I disregarded it, but I wonder if that could've been the grey that attacked me?
What else could I do to protect myself? Are there any warning signs that I should be aware of that might indicate an attack?
Hail Satan!
I went to bed perfectly fine and happy, did some void meditation before falling asleep as always, but last night was different.
Normally I don't remember dreams or nightmares, but last night I had the most vivid nightmare ever:Without going into too much detail, in the dream, my younger brother had removed several keys from my keyboard. Angry about this, I beat him to death with my bare hands.
I remember my mom was screaming at me and the rest of my family were trying to pull me off of him... then I woke up
I woke up feeling very "flat" and lethargic. It's like I hadn't slept at all. Unfortunately, fatigue isn't all I felt. All day I have been filled by and surrounded with so much negative energy, I seriously considered killing myself. I felt like there's no point to living (I even told a friend or two that today is not a good day to be alive).
I've never before in my life considered killing myself and that's why I believe this was an attack. Those thoughts are so far removed from my character that they couldn't possibly have come from me.
So tonight before I go to bed, I will be doing the meditation for protection and I will ask Father Satan to keep me safe as well.
Now that I think of it, I did hear a strange noise last night about an hour before I went to bed... I disregarded it, but I wonder if that could've been the grey that attacked me?
What else could I do to protect myself? Are there any warning signs that I should be aware of that might indicate an attack?
Hail Satan!