Feel guilty | My promise to the Gods

[UDDTHU]

" Hi everyone. First of all, I use Google Translate, so please forgive me if there are any problems in my writing. "

Hi my friends‌‌. I will quickly tell my problem and I hope you will help me ‌‌.

I live in a very religious Muslim family. When I was a child, my mother separated from my father and divorced him because my father was stealing and doing bad things.
And now I live with my mother and a horrible stepfather. The situation of our house and family is very bad and poisoned. Our house is very old and dirty.
So that not even a single room can be found for solitude or for private work.
The situation was a little better before, but now it is worse than before.
I want with all my heart to fulfill the promises I made to the Lord of Satan with all my being. Because the Lord of Satan embraced me in loneliness and suffering and showed me the way of life.
My friends, Im now 18 years old. Despite the dire situation and the worthless currency of my country, I have to look for a job and rent a small house for myself. Are there any gods who can help me with this?

Thank you all .

 

[AFODO]

Help From Our Gods

 

[UDDTHU]

Help From Our Gods

Yes I know. But isn't it better to guide me a little more? )

 

[Hellknight]

We all find ourselves in shitty situations alot hold your head high and be positive outcome will manifest in your favor irregardless of whether or not you can meditate. I can hope the best for you and the gods shall guide you in their own way to attain whatever you seek. Hail Satan. Hail Empire of Orion Forever

 

[AFODO]

Yes I know. But isn't it better to guide me a little more? )

Preferably choose a God that has a power ritual already because that's the best was to pay them back.

Other than that, save your money as much as you can, maybe invest a part of your money in something that worth it (you need financial knowledge for this though, it's something that you must learn about a lot to do it right.) Although, I would not like to give you financial advice, but few things that you can invest in are; Gold or other precious metal, crypto currencies (this is more risky), real estate/movable property, company shares...

As for saving money: never buy things that you have seen in advertisements, and if you buy something because you REALLY need it, and you will use it as long as it's working, than buy something that has a longer lifespan. Not necessary the cheapest, but neither is the most expensive are the best.