Fear, Depression, NEED SOME HELP SOME TIMES I LOSE CONTROL

[austin.money19]

Am new in satanism, i got the 40-day self empowerment program, i got inattention, depression, anxiety and fear of my self because i am explosive, i lose control and i became destructive, what can i do? i want to change my life for good and i want to know if these is really efective, i need help with this because like i said before i am new in this, and by de way am from Mexico so sorry about my english 

 

[manuel_mt07]

Brother, I'm new to satanism too. I made my dedication more than a month ago, but these last days I feel very depressed and weak. I think that enemy entities want to harm us, because we are newcomers to this astral world and we have many things to learn still ("coincidentally" I started to feel worse when I started to do RTR's). Maybe a more experienced satanist can help us to avoid this bad sensations. Personally, I'm doing my meditations daily without exception, and when I do my Aura Protection I affirm "I'm absorbing a powerful protection energy which creates an aura around my body. This aura protects me everywhere and anytime, and it repels negative energies which try to harm me".  So I don't know what more can I do to avoid this bad feelings.
HAIL FATHER LUCIFER!!!

 

[blu3_l1on]

Does anyone know a way of leaving Spiritual Satanism?

 

[Ana Zurick]

I also have this problem, but now I'm doing meditation and hatha yoga every day and I'm having a great improvement.

You need to Clean Your Aura and Aura Of Protection (if you're dedicated).

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

When you are angry do RTR's and call your GD to harvest excess energy or only give energy.

http://www.angelfire.com/wizard/pixie66 ... glish.html

https://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic2545.html

To the Spanish group click the link below:

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/AlegriaDeEnki/info

http://www.alegriadeenki.com/

2016-08-11 16:28 GMT-03:00 austin.money19@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]:

  Am new in satanism, i got the 40-day self empowerment program, i got inattention, depression, anxiety and fear of my self because i am explosive, i lose control and i became destructive, what can i do? i want to change my life for good and i want to know if these is really efective, i need help with this because like i said before i am new in this, and by de way am from Mexico so sorry about my english 

 

[Melinda Williams]

I too suffer from all these. You're not alone

On Aug 11, 2016 7:10 PM, "austin.money19@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Am new in satanism, i got the 40-day self empowerment program, i got inattention, depression, anxiety and fear of my self because i am explosive, i lose control and i became destructive, what can i do? i want to change my life for good and i want to know if these is really efective, i need help with this because like i said before i am new in this, and by de way am from Mexico so sorry about my english 

 

[Sims Motal]

DON'T DWELL ON THE DEPRESSION AND BAD FEELINGS. IT ONLY FEEDS IT. KNOW YOU ARE PROTECTED
BY FATHER SATAN AND THE DEMONS. DON'T LET FEAR GET TO YOU. AND DO ALL YOU CAN TO EMPOWER
YOURSELF.


HAIL SATAN!


Sims


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On Thu, 8/11/16, nnmc_0701@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Fear, Depression, NEED SOME HELP SOME TIMES I LOSE CONTROL
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, August 11, 2016, 8:55 PM


 









Brother, I'm new to satanism too. I made my
dedication more than a month ago, but these last days I feel
very depressed and weak. I think that enemy entities want to
harm us, because we are newcomers to this astral world and
we have many things to learn still
("coincidentally" I started to feel worse when I
started to do RTR's). Maybe a more experienced satanist
can help us to avoid this bad sensations. Personally,
I'm doing my meditations daily without exception, and
when I do my Aura Protection I affirm "I'm
absorbing a powerful protection energy which creates an aura
around my body. This aura protects me everywhere and
anytime, and it repels negative energies which try to harm
me".  So I don't know what more can I do to avoid
this bad feelings.
HAIL
FATHER LUCIFER!!!









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[black_knight_4]

Breath in energy from the sun:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

 Use the energy from the Sun as well. Energy from the Sun is extremely powerful. When doing this, just add "I am breathing in powerful protective energy from the sun. This energy is building an aura of protection around me. This aura protects me at all times in every way."

Also, breathe in white gold energy from the energy foundation:
 I don't think we handle too much energy, but if you breathe in energy from the sun while affirming "I'm absorbing a powerful protection energy which creates an aura around my body. This aura protects me everywhere and anytime, and it repels negative energies which try to harm me".108 times, I am damn sure any enemy that tries to attack you will know damn right your aura is unbreakable. You could even breathe in white gold energy from the sun 216 times, the enemy will think of you having an aura of a god and will cower in fear, they will know that this aura is impenetrable.
Also, for the aura cleansing:
How to Clean Your Aura  

It says to vibrate the wordFocus the vibration into your entire soul. You can choose whichever mantra for the Sun you feel comfortable working with, as both are effective: "SURYA" SUUU-RR-YAH 
or 
"RAUM" RR-AHH-UUU-MMM. 
[Be sure to roll your R's].
Vibrations are very powerful, and are much more effective than visualization if you are under attack. Visualizing will add that extra layer of protection that will help you have a very clean aura. So vibrations, then after you gain the ability to visualize, visualization and then chakra spinning and depression will be dead
Here is a link for chakra spinning:
EZ Chakra Spin  

 

[satanicninja]

Here is the standard things to try:

1. Clean your Aura and Chakras everyday.
2. Build a your Aura of Protection
3. Banishing Ritual
- Using the Satanic Blue Fire

There is also another one you can try and that is raising your energies. (And adding an affirmation so the energy doesn't manifest something negative for you.)

Raising your energies with the Satanas meditation, or doing your Yogic Breathing of choice, or some Kundalini or Hatha Yoga.

If the Satanas is too much, try the others. The same goes with the rest.

Satanas
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/SATANAS.htm

Yogic Breathing Basics
http://joyofsatan.org/Yogic_Breathing.html

Search for "Kundalini & Hatha Yoga Routine.zip":
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/English666.htm

Banishing Ritual
http://www.joyofsatan.org/Banishing.html

(More links on the bottom)

I'll just copy paste some comments from Johnson Akemi here:


First of all, clean your aura and build an aura of protection daily. A clean aura naturally repels negative energy, banishes depression, and prevents disease from manifesting. A dirty aura will cause bad luck, negative thoughts, financial hardship, problems with meditation, and other issues. A strong aura of protection will guard you against bad luck, accidents, psychic or physical attack, horrible people, and other misfortune.

How to Clean Your Aura
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

Aura of Protection
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

Meditation for Protection
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic10007.html

You can also absorb energy from the sun or visualize yourself in a golden aura and affirm 108 times “I am always safe, secure, protected, and healthy in every way,”. The protection working can be done multiple times a
day.

Meditation for Protection
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic10007.html


Satanic Electric-Blue Fire (The picture is towards the middle of the page)
http://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/extras.html

 

[black_knight_4]

First, we must build a strong aura of protection.
Aura Of Protection  
Energy from the Sun is extremely powerful. When doing this, just add "I am breathing in powerful protective energy from the sun. This energy is building an aura of protection around me. This aura protects me at all times in every way."
Breath in white-gold energy, this energy is reflective. Energy from the Sun is extremely powerful, so it best to absorb this energy with your regular aura energy. If we breathe in energy from the sun 216 times, the aura will be god-like. The enemy will know damn well you're aura is unbreakable,  and you can also program it in a way that hurts the enemy. So, if we go  "I'm absorbing a powerful protection energy which creates an aura around my body. This aura protects me everywhere and anytime, and it repels negative energies which try to harm me". This programs the aura to do what you want it to do, you can program it in any way you like.
We can also add:
Another important thing you can do to protect yourself and remain safe is to affirm 5-10 times before you go to sleep:"I am always totally safe and protected in every way." Never doubt this! The aura of protection will also help to clean your aura and repel any negative energy. This is very important.

 

For aura cleansing, 
 Focus the vibration into your entire soul. You can choose whichever mantra for the Sun you feel comfortable working with, as both are effective: 
"SURYA" SUUU-RR-YAH 
or 
"RAUM" RR-AHH-UUU-MMM. 
[Be sure to roll your R's].

Vibration is much more effective in cleaning the aura. This can be done every day, if one so desires.

Vibration will make your aura very clean, and it will give you the ability to visualize again. Once you are able to visualize strongly, do the visualization techniques:
1. Visualize a bright light all over yourself. Hold this for one or more minutes. It doesn’t take very long. 
2. Now, visualize the light even brighter and more intensified on each of your chakras, like a miniature sun.

Vibrations + visualization will make your aura so clean, you will be like a shining star. Another thing to clean the chakras is to spin them:
EZ Chakra Spin

Spinning the chakras will help clean them even more, but we need a very strong aura of protection so that it cannot be touched or tempered with, we can even add more energy to the aura of protection
The Breath: The Basis of Magick, Energy Manipulation, and Mind Power

 You can affirm the protection mantra, and add this energy to your aura. We can even breathe in this energy 216 times, and you will have strongest aura of protection the worlds ever seen.
These are more symptoms of psychic attacks to let you know:

• Suddenly acting totally out of character</li>
• Major changes in behavior for no reason</li>
• A loss of memory</li>
• Major changes in clarity of thinking or analytical ability</li>
• Sudden ongoing fatigue for no apparent reason</li>
• A drained feeling</li>
• Icy cold feeling on part or all of your body</li>
• Hearing someone's voice regularly</li>
• Hearing voices</li>
• Recurrent or frequent nightmares</li>
• Strange or recurring accidents</li>
• Feeling someone is watching you</li>
• A discomfort or fear in a specific room or area in your home or office</li>
• A loss of self-confidence</li>
• A sudden loss of energy</li>
• Sudden illnesses that elude diagnosis</li>
• Sudden illnesses that cannot be explained</li>
• Feeling someone touch you or bump into you when nobody is present</li>
• Sensing a presence · Sensing a large pair of eyes watching you or following you</li>
• Sudden or irrational difficulties with finances or relationships</li>
• Imagining monsters, animals or frightening shadows</li>
• Sudden depression without an apparent cause · Seeming ongoing bad luck</li>
• Visions or hallucinations</li>
• Irrational fear, anger or sorrow</li>
• A negative obsessive thought, desire or fetish that won't go away</li>This is not a complete list but should give you a fairly good idea of areas to look at in the physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual areas. Each person who is on the receiving en 
  

 

[Andrew panter]

I did this stuff like a year ago I felt like I was a child playing pretend.. I never felt anything I do yoga I feel stuff when I do yoga but talking like oh yea and I'm taking energy now and it's a aura and it protects me and all that stuff it just felt like I was talking to myself 

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On Aug 11, 2016, at 10:55 PM, nnmc_0701@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Brother, I'm new to satanism too. I made my dedication more than a month ago, but these last days I feel very depressed and weak. I think that enemy entities want to harm us, because we are newcomers to this astral world and we have many things to learn still ("coincidentally" I started to feel worse when I started to do RTR's). Maybe a more experienced satanist can help us to avoid this bad sensations. Personally, I'm doing my meditations daily without exception, and when I do my Aura Protection I affirm "I'm absorbing a powerful protection energy which creates an aura around my body. This aura protects me everywhere and anytime, and it repels negative energies which try to harm me".  So I don't know what more can I do to avoid this bad feelings.
HAIL FATHER LUCIFER!!!

 

[black.wyrm666]

One can stop meditating, begin praying to jews, attending xian services, do drugs, drink alcohol - in other words, do everything to annihilate oneself.

But rest assured, morons who left Father Satan, later wanted to return, as they saw the enemy 'gwad' did nothing for them.

True, one needs to sometimes go astray, but if this is the way to redeem oneself...

HS!
HAIL VOLAC!
88!

 

[descipleofthegods13]

You should also make sure to never start a working/meditation banishing ritual on a void of course moon.
Here is a website to track the moon, you have to put your personal location into it for accurate results.

After you have bookmarked the page with information with your area then you should input a false location back into it. The lunar calender is located on the homepage as well, that is what you use to track the moon's activity from day to day.

Astrology Today: Moon Phase, Moon Sign, Moon Void of Course, Eclipses, Apogee, Perigee, Retrograde Planets and more  

 

[Sweet Revenge]

Why?? Why do you need to leave SS?? I've gone astray billions of times, only finding my way back billions of times. Trust me, you don't want to leave. Believe me!! (I used to be a hard core atheist!) Hail Satan!!! NGU666

On Aug 13, 2016 6:30 AM, "blu3_l1on@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Does anyone know a way of leaving Spiritual Satanism?

 

[Fatherschild1]

I think you already did.I now officially terminate your membership.ZAP!
-Hail to the Father

 

[magnum.arcanum]

@ austin.money19

Meditation is the key.  Mediate every day no matter what.  Start with day 1 on the 40-day program.  Clean your Aura.  This includes cleaning each of the 13 (or more) Chakras.  Clean the crap out of these.  I prefer doing 19, but there are 13 main chakras.  This is most important in my opinion.  This by itself will dramatically change the way you feel.

Next, do the Aura of Protection.  Do it a lot especially when your new.  At least 10 minutes in the morning and at night.  That will handle the bulk of the problems you are having. 

The Satanic Void meditation will really help level you out so you don't go off like you have been.  You get so that your riding above it.  Instead of being tossed around at will by the current, you gently float on top of a small wave that goes up and down very slowly and gently and you feel in complete control.  Two minutes is minimal to get you started.  Do more.

Do the 40-day program if you want.  But learn how to do something new each day as well.  Beginning meditations, beginning magick etc...  It will take some time but hang in their friend.     

 

 

[black_knight_4]

I'm going through the same things, I am quite new to