On Thu, 10/1/15,
colony.chaos@... [JoyofSatan666] <
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Father Satan's view on suicide
To:
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, October 1, 2015, 7:01 AM
First of all, I want to say hello to everyone and
thank you for reading this message. How should I start
it...well first, don't get me wrong on this, I know it
may sound like I'm weak and a coward, but well, here it
goes. I've been rather depressed for the last 6 or 7
months, mostly affected by the weird mind blocks that I am
constantly having and are preventing me from normal thinking
in certain situation, also when studying. I thought that
they would go away with time, but they haven't and I
supposse something was affecting me, because I feel very sad
and without much enjoyement in anything. It's hard to
explain, but I just feel like there is no future and that I
just want to die sometimes...yes I know that I do sound
highly pathetic and weak at the moment and I feel so about
myself too which is another one of the reasons why I do want
to just end it. I have fought for Satan, I am doing reverse
torah rituals and Thurisaz Hagalaz vibrations every day
without skipping, I am spreading knowledge and helping
people in Satanism, but I just can't get rid of this
very bad feeling about myself and endless sadness with
little hope in life. I just wanted to ask, if anyone has
spoken to Satan, how does He view suicide? I mean, what
would happen to me, if I would kill myself now? I suppose He
would be very disappointed and angry at me, but I just
can't continue like that...also, is it possible that
this sadness and desire of suicide is an influence from the
enemy?
I thank you for all the answers.
Hail Satan!
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