Katie Blundell
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Hi,
I am 19 so I'm not underage to be a satanist, I dedicated myself about 2 months ago and have been meditating and reading the joy of satan site a lot and I do love being a satanist, I finally have something to believe in.
Anyway I live in a family of Christians and I live with my mom sister and brother who are all practising Christians, I use to be brainwashed by all that Christian crap but I am now on the amazing path of satanism.
None of them know I'm now a satanist, and it is extremely hard to keep it that way, anyway Christmas is coming and I wanted to know on Christmas Day we have a couple traditions one of them being having a Christmas meal at my Nan's house and usually prayer to the false god called Jesus (always never felt right doing it) anyway, how can I still keep it a secret on Christmas Day so family won't know when they pray to there false stupid god?
Can I still celebrate Christmas with my family or is it against satanism? Because although they're all Christians they have kept me alive and going my whole life.
Also although I meditate every day and night and when I get a chance through the day I try my hardest but can not do void meditation for any more than 30secs maybe a min because I have autism so my head is always very busy and very hard to keep blank for long, will this be a problem or will void meditation still work even though I can do it for long?
Any reply will be appreciated (just no nasty replies please).
Thanks,
Katie
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I am 19 so I'm not underage to be a satanist, I dedicated myself about 2 months ago and have been meditating and reading the joy of satan site a lot and I do love being a satanist, I finally have something to believe in.
Anyway I live in a family of Christians and I live with my mom sister and brother who are all practising Christians, I use to be brainwashed by all that Christian crap but I am now on the amazing path of satanism.
None of them know I'm now a satanist, and it is extremely hard to keep it that way, anyway Christmas is coming and I wanted to know on Christmas Day we have a couple traditions one of them being having a Christmas meal at my Nan's house and usually prayer to the false god called Jesus (always never felt right doing it) anyway, how can I still keep it a secret on Christmas Day so family won't know when they pray to there false stupid god?
Can I still celebrate Christmas with my family or is it against satanism? Because although they're all Christians they have kept me alive and going my whole life.
Also although I meditate every day and night and when I get a chance through the day I try my hardest but can not do void meditation for any more than 30secs maybe a min because I have autism so my head is always very busy and very hard to keep blank for long, will this be a problem or will void meditation still work even though I can do it for long?
Any reply will be appreciated (just no nasty replies please).
Thanks,
Katie
Sent from my iPhone