What should i do, if i fail life, i mean everyone at my age acomplished something, like have friends,wife,kids etc or others more lucky are superstars listened by all world, me i not acomplished anything, not having first gf, nothing,no friends, no life, all i do is i waste my time cuz i have nothing to do, no job, sometimes all the thoughts attack me, i don't even know who i am, what is life, why i am here, what should i do, and sometimes i even think about die and hope for a better life, all i know is the things i want, like my dreams, for me dreams = all life, let's say if i achieve my dreams and things i want then i can die, i don't care about anything like having a family or things like this, cuz ik is imposible for me, i hate my life I feel like im at low level in everything.
People like this with low level in everything can get manipulated by others very easy is that true? And if someone get power over them, they can do everything they want to them.
Does it enemy or my xian mind have something to do with all of this?
What do you think i should do? Start focusing more on spiritual life and dedicate everything to the spiritual life, is a good idea? If i will do all the meditations and i will gain more experince and power in spiritual life, i will be able to find myself and what i want my life to be? Hail Satan!
People like this with low level in everything can get manipulated by others very easy is that true? And if someone get power over them, they can do everything they want to them.
Does it enemy or my xian mind have something to do with all of this?
What do you think i should do? Start focusing more on spiritual life and dedicate everything to the spiritual life, is a good idea? If i will do all the meditations and i will gain more experince and power in spiritual life, i will be able to find myself and what i want my life to be? Hail Satan!