EXTREMELY IMPORTANT PLEASE HELP!!!

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Well, where do I start. I remember feeling awesome and great as kid and free, all the above. To a degree but Christianity ruined me, and I’ve always known it’s the core problem in my life but I never had the guts to just leave and not believe in it becuase of there concept of “love” also folllowing that, pits of torture and shit.
It’s a possiblyity im part Jewish I’m tanned have slightly slightly above average nose curly hair and a big gap between my lower and upper lip and teeth. Lower more prominent.
I also know I have a pretty big shadow as Carl jung would define. But never could accept it. I was always in awe of people who just lived there lives the way they wanted freely.
Anyway it gets deep...

My mums boyfriend of 8 years was on YouTube using an iPhone. I saw strange lettering on his home page of the site. Never thought much about it, I never felt comfortable around him all these years, it turns out I researched what Hebrew looks like. Low and behold, identical to the lettering on his phone.... he’s Jewish.
Getting deeper.

I was also looking at freemasonry out of curiosity on youtube. Conspiracy theory’s to.
Deep deep deep

I was with my father, whom was the CEO of Lords! But moved back to aus, but a different part. And I had a strange dream, this may have been before I dedicated. It was my mums boyfriend asking me what I wanted, he said sports star? I said nah music star was what I want. I woke feeling strange.
DEEP DEEP DEEP

I was outside now away from dad and with Mum and you guessed it her boyfriend. He said to me, you know, (my name) I can imagine you being a rockstar...!!!!!! I keep my cool and just shrugged it off, but ??

He has also said things to me like, do you want to sign? Your father did. STRANGE!!

I’ve also had many many many many experiences of being a victim of telepathy, LIke shit you would just think WHAT THE FUCK!

People mention my curly hair and skin colour, and I didn’t really know why, do you think they thought I was Jewish? I never quite fitted in with any group of people.
I asked father Satan to heal me I saw a grey in my head.
For some reason I still don’t do the meditations, I’m to lazy and i want to be 100% sure% I’m at about 95%, but man shits fucked up.

I live in the bush but not far from town. On are way there we eventually come across mansions, I only realised today there was a synagogue near it.

I have a question, shall I join freemasonry as an agent for lucifer to expose it? Maybe not.
My family seems to be apart of it, no wonder I’ve always felt different. I’m thinking of leaving everything behind. And going my own way. I sometimes try the meditations but I’m stupid, lazy. And don’t know how to picture white gold so well, sometimes I just see white and I know not to believe in its energy. I feel like I’m being interrupted and that some of my thoughts aren’t my own. WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!! I also realised my friends are probably in on it, no wonder my family made sure who I hung out with.
PLEASE HELP, OR PLEASE GIVE ADVICE NOW!!!

Btw ted bundy had Jewish features.

ALSO I HAVE A DEEP REPRESSED “DARK SIDE” that I’m afraid of.

THANK YOU
H.S
My grandma was a Freemason for sure he died and I found the uniform. What do I do? Am I apart of there Jewish bullshit? I always looked at people who where just free, even though threatening in way, in awe. And something I was I could muster up courage to be.

 

[Melissa Brannam]

Yeah you do need help but by members who are higher up. As far as being unable to meditate, for some of us it doesnt come easy and your post is all over the place which makes me wonder if you have add or adhd. Those make it extremely hard to meditate. Thats not laziness or stupidity its a medical condition. You just have to try harder and maybe someone can give you a tip on how to meditate with adhd or add.
Hail Satanmel

On Jan 9, 2019 2:27 AM, "8dimention@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Well, where do I start. I remember feeling awesome and great as kid and free, all the above. To a degree but Christianity ruined me, and I’ve always known it’s the core problem in my life but I never had the guts to just leave and not believe in it becuase of there concept of “love” also folllowing that, pits of torture and shit.
It’s a possiblyity im part Jewish I’m tanned have slightly slightly above average nose curly hair and a big gap between my lower and upper lip and teeth. Lower more prominent.
I also know I have a pretty big shadow as Carl jung would define. But never could accept it. I was always in awe of people who just lived there lives the way they wanted freely.
Anyway it gets deep...

My mums boyfriend of 8 years was on YouTube using an iPhone. I saw strange lettering on his home page of the site. Never thought much about it, I never felt comfortable around him all these years, it turns out I researched what Hebrew looks like. Low and behold, identical to the lettering on his phone.... he’s Jewish.
Getting deeper.

I was also looking at freemasonry out of curiosity on youtube. Conspiracy theory’s to.
Deep deep deep

I was with my father, whom was the CEO of Lords! But moved back to aus, but a different part. And I had a strange dream, this may have been before I dedicated. It was my mums boyfriend asking me what I wanted, he said sports star? I said nah music star was what I want. I woke feeling strange.
DEEP DEEP DEEP

I was outside now away from dad and with Mum and you guessed it her boyfriend. He said to me, you know, (my name) I can imagine you being a rockstar....!!!!!! I keep my cool and just shrugged it off, but ??

He has also said things to me like, do you want to sign? Your father did. STRANGE!!

I’ve also had many many many many experiences of being a victim of telepathy, LIke shit you would just think WHAT THE FUCK!

People mention my curly hair and skin colour, and I didn’t really know why, do you think they thought I was Jewish? I never quite fitted in with any group of people.
I asked father Satan to heal me I saw a grey in my head.
For some reason I still don’t do the meditations, I’m to lazy and i want to be 100% sure% I’m at about 95%, but man shits fucked up.

I live in the bush but not far from town. On are way there we eventually come across mansions, I only realised today there was a synagogue near it.

I have a question, shall I join freemasonry as an agent for lucifer to expose it? Maybe not.
My family seems to be apart of it, no wonder I’ve always felt different. I’m thinking of leaving everything behind. And going my own way. I sometimes try the meditations but I’m stupid, lazy. And don’t know how to picture white gold so well, sometimes I just see white and I know not to believe in its energy. I feel like I’m being interrupted and that some of my thoughts aren’t my own. WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!! I also realised my friends are probably in on it, no wonder my family made sure who I hung out with.
PLEASE HELP, OR PLEASE GIVE ADVICE NOW!!!

Btw ted bundy had Jewish features.

ALSO I HAVE A DEEP REPRESSED “DARK SIDE” that I’m afraid of.

THANK YOU
H.S
My grandma was a Freemason for sure he died and I found the uniform. What do I do? Am I apart of there Jewish bullshit? I always looked at people who where just free, even though threatening in way, in awe. And something I was I could muster up courage to be.

 

[Jeremy M]

Do you know who or where in your family that this Jewishness may be from? That’s what you should try to find out and look at that’s persons features, behaviors etc if you have a picture of them or if they’re still alive you can personally ask them about their Jewishness. Or you can try sending a picture of them to the HPs. Just because you have those features does not mean you’re a Jew, I know some gentiles with those features.
Also, how does Satanism feel to you? It’s been said that Jews and Satanism do not mix, I highly doubt that any real Jew would feel completely comfortable with the JoS and Satan. 
In my opinion, it’d be better to stay away from the masonry as it’s just enemy infiltrated now, don’t put yourself at risk trying to make them turn Satanic or anything like that, that’s really not a smart idea. There’s other and safer methods that are effective to wake people up. 

On Jan 9, 2019, at 11:35 AM, Melissa Brannam melleeboo@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Yeah you do need help but by members who are higher up. As far as being unable to meditate, for some of us it doesnt come easy and your post is all over the place which makes me wonder if you have add or adhd. Those make it extremely hard to meditate. Thats not laziness or stupidity its a medical condition. You just have to try harder and maybe someone can give you a tip on how to meditate with adhd or add.
Hail Satanmel
On Jan 9, 2019 2:27 AM, "8dimention@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Well, where do I start. I remember feeling awesome and great as kid and free, all the above. To a degree but Christianity ruined me, and I’ve always known it’s the core problem in my life but I never had the guts to just leave and not believe in it becuase of there concept of “love” also folllowing that, pits of torture and shit.
It’s a possiblyity im part Jewish I’m tanned have slightly slightly above average nose curly hair and a big gap between my lower and upper lip and teeth. Lower more prominent.
I also know I have a pretty big shadow as Carl jung would define. But never could accept it. I was always in awe of people who just lived there lives the way they wanted freely.
Anyway it gets deep...

My mums boyfriend of 8 years was on YouTube using an iPhone. I saw strange lettering on his home page of the site. Never thought much about it, I never felt comfortable around him all these years, it turns out I researched what Hebrew looks like. Low and behold, identical to the lettering on his phone.... he’s Jewish.
Getting deeper.

I was also looking at freemasonry out of curiosity on youtube. Conspiracy theory’s to.
Deep deep deep

I was with my father, whom was the CEO of Lords! But moved back to aus, but a different part. And I had a strange dream, this may have been before I dedicated. It was my mums boyfriend asking me what I wanted, he said sports star? I said nah music star was what I want. I woke feeling strange.
DEEP DEEP DEEP

I was outside now away from dad and with Mum and you guessed it her boyfriend. He said to me, you know, (my name) I can imagine you being a rockstar.....!!!!!! I keep my cool and just shrugged it off, but ??

He has also said things to me like, do you want to sign? Your father did. STRANGE!!

I’ve also had many many many many experiences of being a victim of telepathy, LIke shit you would just think WHAT THE FUCK!

People mention my curly hair and skin colour, and I didn’t really know why, do you think they thought I was Jewish? I never quite fitted in with any group of people.
I asked father Satan to heal me I saw a grey in my head.
For some reason I still don’t do the meditations, I’m to lazy and i want to be 100% sure% I’m at about 95%, but man shits fucked up.

I live in the bush but not far from town. On are way there we eventually come across mansions, I only realised today there was a synagogue near it.

I have a question, shall I join freemasonry as an agent for lucifer to expose it? Maybe not.
My family seems to be apart of it, no wonder I’ve always felt different. I’m thinking of leaving everything behind. And going my own way. I sometimes try the meditations but I’m stupid, lazy. And don’t know how to picture white gold so well, sometimes I just see white and I know not to believe in its energy. I feel like I’m being interrupted and that some of my thoughts aren’t my own. WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!! I also realised my friends are probably in on it, no wonder my family made sure who I hung out with.
PLEASE HELP, OR PLEASE GIVE ADVICE NOW!!!

Btw ted bundy had Jewish features.

ALSO I HAVE A DEEP REPRESSED “DARK SIDE” that I’m afraid of.

THANK YOU
H.S
My grandma was a Freemason for sure he died and I found the uniform. What do I do? Am I apart of there Jewish bullshit? I always looked at people who where just free, even though threatening in way, in awe. And something I was I could muster up courage to be.

 

[ibrahimlothar monday]

I want to be a member 

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----- Forwarded Message ----- From: "Melissa Brannam melleeboo@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] To: "[email protected]" <[email protected] Cc: Sent: Thu, Jan 10, 2019 at 1:51 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] EXTREMELY IMPORTANT PLEASE HELP!!!   Yeah you do need help but by members who are higher up. As far as being unable to meditate, for some of us it doesnt come easy and your post is all over the place which makes me wonder if you have add or adhd. Those make it extremely hard to meditate. Thats not laziness or stupidity its a medical condition. You just have to try harder and maybe someone can give you a tip on how to meditate with adhd or add.
Hail Satanmel
On Jan 9, 2019 2:27 AM, "8dimention@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Well, where do I start. I remember feeling awesome and great as kid and free, all the above. To a degree but Christianity ruined me, and I’ve always known it’s the core problem in my life but I never had the guts to just leave and not believe in it becuase of there concept of “love” also folllowing that, pits of torture and shit.
It’s a possiblyity im part Jewish I’m tanned have slightly slightly above average nose curly hair and a big gap between my lower and upper lip and teeth. Lower more prominent.
I also know I have a pretty big shadow as Carl jung would define. But never could accept it. I was always in awe of people who just lived there lives the way they wanted freely.
Anyway it gets deep...

My mums boyfriend of 8 years was on YouTube using an iPhone. I saw strange lettering on his home page of the site. Never thought much about it, I never felt comfortable around him all these years, it turns out I researched what Hebrew looks like. Low and behold, identical to the lettering on his phone.... he’s Jewish.
Getting deeper.

I was also looking at freemasonry out of curiosity on youtube. Conspiracy theory’s to.
Deep deep deep

I was with my father, whom was the CEO of Lords! But moved back to aus, but a different part. And I had a strange dream, this may have been before I dedicated. It was my mums boyfriend asking me what I wanted, he said sports star? I said nah music star was what I want. I woke feeling strange.
DEEP DEEP DEEP

I was outside now away from dad and with Mum and you guessed it her boyfriend. He said to me, you know, (my name) I can imagine you being a rockstar.....!!!!!! I keep my cool and just shrugged it off, but ??

He has also said things to me like, do you want to sign? Your father did. STRANGE!!

I’ve also had many many many many experiences of being a victim of telepathy, LIke shit you would just think WHAT THE FUCK!

People mention my curly hair and skin colour, and I didn’t really know why, do you think they thought I was Jewish? I never quite fitted in with any group of people.
I asked father Satan to heal me I saw a grey in my head.
For some reason I still don’t do the meditations, I’m to lazy and i want to be 100% sure% I’m at about 95%, but man shits fucked up.

I live in the bush but not far from town. On are way there we eventually come across mansions, I only realised today there was a synagogue near it.

I have a question, shall I join freemasonry as an agent for lucifer to expose it? Maybe not.
My family seems to be apart of it, no wonder I’ve always felt different. I’m thinking of leaving everything behind. And going my own way. I sometimes try the meditations but I’m stupid, lazy. And don’t know how to picture white gold so well, sometimes I just see white and I know not to believe in its energy. I feel like I’m being interrupted and that some of my thoughts aren’t my own. WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!! I also realised my friends are probably in on it, no wonder my family made sure who I hung out with.
PLEASE HELP, OR PLEASE GIVE ADVICE NOW!!!

Btw ted bundy had Jewish features.

ALSO I HAVE A DEEP REPRESSED “DARK SIDE” that I’m afraid of.

THANK YOU
H.S
My grandma was a Freemason for sure he died and I found the uniform. What do I do? Am I apart of there Jewish bullshit? I always looked at people who where just free, even though threatening in way, in awe. And something I was I could muster up courage to be.

 

[vahswplhvsc4357o4irdmlulgj4pifhsbojb2jzg]

Then study: www.exposingchristianity.com and www.joyofsatan.org

 

[[email protected]]

My problem is almost like you, and I was born in a Muslim family, but I do not believe in Muslims.And I am not a Muslim because I know that Muslims are superstitious people,i want to worship rhe devil
But I do not know the way،pleas someone help me pleasss

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Hi complexdestiny6,
please read http://www.satanisgod.org to learn more about spiritual Satanism and what we are about. 
We also have a forum: http://www.ancient-forums.com
Hail Satan!

On Tuesday, June 18, 2019, 1:55:01 a.m. EDT, complexdestiny6@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  My problem is almost like you, and I was born in a Muslim family, but I do not believe in Muslims.And I am not a Muslim because I know that Muslims are superstitious people,i want to worship rhe devil
But I do not know the way،pleas someone help me pleasss

 

[light_algur]

Please read our website. 
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---In [email protected], <complexdestiny6@... wrote :

My problem is almost like you, and I was born in a Muslim family, but I do not believe in Muslims.And I am not a Muslim because I know that Muslims are superstitious people,i want to worship rhe devil
But I do not know the way،pleas someone help me pleasss

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Nothing here is abnormal for a Satanist or Gentile. You're good.