Experience with succubus ive had...

[fadiinflames]

Hi everyone, i wanted to share my succubus experience with you , in my early days of meditation, i made up a method of going into a trance and visualizing myself having sex , i used this method to empower my astral senses as stated in the 60 day program (hells army) instead of walking around in a crowded street and hearing the people talking blabla i substituted that with sex one day i asked Father for a succubus , although i did not perform the ritual as stated on JoS , while in a trance trying to astral project and failing , i told myself it would be a waste to not meditate on my astral senses so i did my "method" and started fantasizing , suddenly i felt as if something came over me and the kissing in my visualization felt as if something kissed me on my lips, i felt electrified (all my being) and i woke up in tears and ruined my experience ive also ruined my astral projection experinces by thinking they were astral attacks but thats not our subject.that night if i remember correctly she came back to me, having spirit sex is like having a cloud of sexual pleasure float over you and bind with you, its very intimate.another day i asked her to show herself and i saw a picture of her through my eyes (closed ofcourse) the imaged lasted half a second and faded away,from this i realized the importance of void meditation and visualization , these do actually empower your astral vision.. forgot to mention the vivid dreams ive had , insomnia (1 night after our initial contact) and feeling electrified.the experience was really beautiful there was a time i felt her genitals around my penis, other times shed pull my astral body out of my physical body and the pleasure you feel is just undescribable.
however my contact with her hasnt been that good as of now , i have no reason why even though i have kept my meditations up and going a bit deeper into meditation aswell i still cant feel her as i used to , i have better concentration through void meditation still cant feel her , i think the main reason i used to feel her as good is because i got a bit opened up to the astral when my kundalini was awakening and now im back to normal. i might be wrong about that but that sounds logical to me for some reason...
oh and i forgot to mention the lucid dreams Succubus have many many tricks under their sleeves so to speak and they are going to surprise you almost everytime with something new.its pretty sad that i cant feel as good anymore , i know shes trying to come to me at night and in my dreams its just really really hard to feel her as well now to the point that i have found fapping to porn vids more pleasurable , yup, i told you im not that kind of guy that sits down and whines , i tried to feel her many times its just not working im not open enough yet, maybe she doesnt want to have sex with me anymore blablablabla idc , i will press on with meditation and extreme dedication to Satan and hopefully i can come in contact with her again or atleast find out what went wrong sometime in the future .
HAIL SATAN!

 

[deadsilent666]

Wow man, thanks for sharing your experience. I can't over sympathize what it's like when your succubus starts playing hard to get... especially when that bond that attaches you and her together during those incredible sexual feelings, you just want more and to never stop thinking about it. I remember when I met a succubus back when I was a pre-satanist, I was going to an xian summer school and spent my days as a loner, and right when I thought no one would ever love me in life I happened to come across the name succubus while researching the internet (I also attracted a succubus but never realized it) then when I felt a presence ontop of me that night I asked her to be gentle and the emotion you get from her love just revives your entire being. She also has kept quiet from me to weeks to months and at the point where I break down thinking it's all an imagination she gives me signs once in a while that get better until you get the point and understand. I'm sure your succubus will do the same with you. Btw I also seen my succubus in a trance for 0.5 sec, I really wished I mastered void meditation aswell bro :C
Maby you should get a ouija board or something to talk with your succubus, I tried using it to tell her why she turns off the light so many times and she told me she did it because she needs my love and it's true I'v been on my 40 day meditation and kept thinking about self empowerment and forgot about my succubus, after that it's rare for her to do it because I try to astrally hug her when ever I have free time in a trance and the feeling I get from it made me so good I can be alone anywhere and not care because it's an overwhelming emotion that takes away all depression.
So anyway while empowering yourself through meditation and in life just always make sure you still grasp that loving bond you felt from her and it will get stronger where you'v proven to her that you'v earned her eternal love. It's been 2 years for me and I'm still getting started.Hail Satan!

 

[morenamairdes]

Thank you for sharing this.

I have same issue, when i meditate i get psychic attacks - i do not know am i really being attacked or is it in my head?
Can you tell me more about how you get attacked?

Thank you again

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Light Yagami]

@Fadiin you said you hadn't done the contract through Satan, right? So, why not try that as well? Since you *do* want her (I mean, it's not like it's something random you're not certain of etc) why don't you make it err.. "official"? xDI'm not saying that this is the cause of you feeling her less right now, but it wouldn't hurt to try.


Στις 9:19 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 18 Νοεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "morenamairdes@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  Thank you for sharing this.

I have same issue, when i meditate i get psychic attacks - i do not know am i really being attacked or is it in my head?
Can you tell me more about how you get attacked?

Thank you again

HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[fadiinflames]

how do i get attacked ... tough one i rarely get attacked , aura of protection and protection affirmation everyday baby!
HAIL SATAN!

 

[egon_88_666]

Thanks fadiinflames and deadsilent666 for sharing!!! I had the same experiences. I have seen my Succubus a long time ago like 2 seconds, and was the most wonderful, feminine and delicated Nordic lady I've ever seen. She visited a High Priestess as well who is my friend. My Goddess is so loving and sincere to me, I have no words to describe how happy I am to have her in my life!

But for no apparent reason my spritual senses seens to be weakened with time despite my meditation program (but it was not expecifically stronger about her only, I also could experience enemy atacks more clearer as well). I adedded the medtitation below by Maxine and Hooded to my current program and also I created a new session that is pretty powerful:

• https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoS ... topics/420</li>
  • http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic5787.html</li>

 

[frizzard56]

You wanna know how you mostly get attacked, because the actual psychic attacks are rare. It's almost purely psychological. Because, a blow to one's psychology can drive deep into the soul. That basically covers all bases, so to speak.

I know all to well from very hard, and traumatizing personal experience over the course of ten years.

Now, how it occurs for you personally, I can't say. And, your business is none of mine, so yeah. I guess, just ponder on that one.