mack_brigham
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I've been emailing a Satanist from this group and they suggested that I try talking with Satan. Well... I'll just copy/paste the email I sent back to them. I have to share this.
You aren't going to believe this, but I think I may have gotten some sort of response. I decided to say my words in my head, as well as quietly out loud. I started off by referring to him as "father Satan" and said that I'm a skeptic and naturally question everything. Shorty after I began I had a very odd, but strong feeling going through my body. I basically asked him to give me a sign of his existence. I was very honest and said exactly what I felt. That I really just needed some sort of proof for myself. Almost as soon as I said this, I felt a huge rush of energy go through my body. Not the kind that makes you want to run around like when you have a couple energy drinks. The kind of energy you get while meditating. Just a huge rush all through my body. It was extremely positive and I immediately had a huge smile across my face and couldn't help but to start laughing a little. It was absolutely delightful. After that, I went on to say that I was strongly considering preforming the dedication ritual. I thought to myself that the experience could have just been conveniently timed as an aftermath from an earlier meditation, or possibly self-induced. I felt a little bad about it, but I asked for another sign. About 20-ish seconds passed and I was just about to conclude that it wasn't going to happen again, that it was probably just coincidence, and end the conversation. I then got another rush, just the same as the first but not as strong. Then again, it was more of a "just to be sure" sign, so I'm not complaining. I then official denounced and rejected all of the false gods with him in my presence. This too, sent a small wave of pleasure through my body. I told him that that would be enough, and went on to say that I will probably decide to do the ritual and when I do, it will be a while because I'm broke and I want to buy the items to do it correctly. I said thank you, apologized for my large amount of hesitation to preform it, and ended it. Within a few seconds I felt the odd feeling from the beginning leave me and here I am now.
This was definitely... an odd experience. As a (former) atheist and a large skeptic, I'm still a little in shock at what just happened. I didn't expect a single thing to happen. But it did. I have to say... I can't really call myself an atheist after that. It was too real.
And that's the email I sent back. I think I'm going to preform the dedication ritual when I feel ready to and have what I need.
Has anyone else had any similar experiences like this? Did you get a similar feeling or did you try to contact Satan before your ritual?
You aren't going to believe this, but I think I may have gotten some sort of response. I decided to say my words in my head, as well as quietly out loud. I started off by referring to him as "father Satan" and said that I'm a skeptic and naturally question everything. Shorty after I began I had a very odd, but strong feeling going through my body. I basically asked him to give me a sign of his existence. I was very honest and said exactly what I felt. That I really just needed some sort of proof for myself. Almost as soon as I said this, I felt a huge rush of energy go through my body. Not the kind that makes you want to run around like when you have a couple energy drinks. The kind of energy you get while meditating. Just a huge rush all through my body. It was extremely positive and I immediately had a huge smile across my face and couldn't help but to start laughing a little. It was absolutely delightful. After that, I went on to say that I was strongly considering preforming the dedication ritual. I thought to myself that the experience could have just been conveniently timed as an aftermath from an earlier meditation, or possibly self-induced. I felt a little bad about it, but I asked for another sign. About 20-ish seconds passed and I was just about to conclude that it wasn't going to happen again, that it was probably just coincidence, and end the conversation. I then got another rush, just the same as the first but not as strong. Then again, it was more of a "just to be sure" sign, so I'm not complaining. I then official denounced and rejected all of the false gods with him in my presence. This too, sent a small wave of pleasure through my body. I told him that that would be enough, and went on to say that I will probably decide to do the ritual and when I do, it will be a while because I'm broke and I want to buy the items to do it correctly. I said thank you, apologized for my large amount of hesitation to preform it, and ended it. Within a few seconds I felt the odd feeling from the beginning leave me and here I am now.
This was definitely... an odd experience. As a (former) atheist and a large skeptic, I'm still a little in shock at what just happened. I didn't expect a single thing to happen. But it did. I have to say... I can't really call myself an atheist after that. It was too real.
And that's the email I sent back. I think I'm going to preform the dedication ritual when I feel ready to and have what I need.
Has anyone else had any similar experiences like this? Did you get a similar feeling or did you try to contact Satan before your ritual?