Lemon
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- Jun 6, 2021
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Hello, recently it became easy for me to fall into lucid dream fast. I'm usually going back to my childhood home and search for some long forgotten things in closets, or sometimes I'm training imagining lost friend so I could hug him.
I just woke up from lucid dream. Everything was going well, and then, at the end, I heard a voice. It was comforting, but kinda "fake nice", if you know what I mean. It spoke in english to me and was giving me compliments. It was saying lots of "my child" etc., faked that nice feeling that you feel around Father's aura/energy (but I still didn't feel full trust) I thought it was Satan so I asked him to speak in my native language. It did it and said that I'm doing very well, it's very pround of me and I don't have to do any meditations.
Something "clicked" in my brain, something was wrong. I immidiately said something like "I banish you in the name of Satan" and made an X with fingers on my forehead, like in sigil and I started to imagine electric blue sigil of Satan. Then I asked "Are you from Satan?" and didn't get answers, but room became cold and quiet and I started to feel terrified like never before, so I said "Please, father Satan, help me wake up from this quick and please ask my Guardian Demon to help as well" and I tried to wake up, which happened almost immidiately.
It was a very scery experience, I felt like I was going to die or at least be very harmed. I am under severe attacks every time I try to fall into trance or LD, clean my aura or do AOP (I see lots of faces of grays and feel fear, sometimes hear metal-ish noises or screams), what should I do to minimize this? I feel blocked from meditating, it became very scary and stressful and I feel very bad and like a weak parasite for asking for Satan's help everytime.
Bonus: my dog never layed on me, but I woke up with my dog on my chest, licking my lips (which she also never did before).
I just woke up from lucid dream. Everything was going well, and then, at the end, I heard a voice. It was comforting, but kinda "fake nice", if you know what I mean. It spoke in english to me and was giving me compliments. It was saying lots of "my child" etc., faked that nice feeling that you feel around Father's aura/energy (but I still didn't feel full trust) I thought it was Satan so I asked him to speak in my native language. It did it and said that I'm doing very well, it's very pround of me and I don't have to do any meditations.
Something "clicked" in my brain, something was wrong. I immidiately said something like "I banish you in the name of Satan" and made an X with fingers on my forehead, like in sigil and I started to imagine electric blue sigil of Satan. Then I asked "Are you from Satan?" and didn't get answers, but room became cold and quiet and I started to feel terrified like never before, so I said "Please, father Satan, help me wake up from this quick and please ask my Guardian Demon to help as well" and I tried to wake up, which happened almost immidiately.
It was a very scery experience, I felt like I was going to die or at least be very harmed. I am under severe attacks every time I try to fall into trance or LD, clean my aura or do AOP (I see lots of faces of grays and feel fear, sometimes hear metal-ish noises or screams), what should I do to minimize this? I feel blocked from meditating, it became very scary and stressful and I feel very bad and like a weak parasite for asking for Satan's help everytime.
Bonus: my dog never layed on me, but I woke up with my dog on my chest, licking my lips (which she also never did before).