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Firstly:
The enemy has been attacking me right from my first month of my meditation this year. They come into my sleep and this looks so real and almost physical but when my subconcious calls on Father Satan, they dissappear. I will never forget my experience last night in a hurry.. I was in a deep trance and after a while i saw a dark figure staring at me outside my opened window (outside my window is the outside of my house); but it could not come into my room as if some energy blocked it. It presence was so scary and evil ( i cant describe it). I felt the fear it gave me all over my body. I felt as if i was ripping apart. I ignored it completely and my mind gave me the urge to chant 'satanama' and within a few seconds it was all gone as if nothing happened and i felt at peace.
HAIL FATHER SATAN!
Secondly: i have tight planetary conjucts for cruelty, anger, and meaness And it shows in me. Will meditation alter my astrological personality?
Thirdly:
For all the 3 times i've gone into trance. i do feel electrical charges, loud (a bit) and strong buzzing of energy. I can tune into this. What does this mean? Is it my aura?
Hail Father Satan!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail The Gods!
The enemy has been attacking me right from my first month of my meditation this year. They come into my sleep and this looks so real and almost physical but when my subconcious calls on Father Satan, they dissappear. I will never forget my experience last night in a hurry.. I was in a deep trance and after a while i saw a dark figure staring at me outside my opened window (outside my window is the outside of my house); but it could not come into my room as if some energy blocked it. It presence was so scary and evil ( i cant describe it). I felt the fear it gave me all over my body. I felt as if i was ripping apart. I ignored it completely and my mind gave me the urge to chant 'satanama' and within a few seconds it was all gone as if nothing happened and i felt at peace.
HAIL FATHER SATAN!
Secondly: i have tight planetary conjucts for cruelty, anger, and meaness And it shows in me. Will meditation alter my astrological personality?
Thirdly:
For all the 3 times i've gone into trance. i do feel electrical charges, loud (a bit) and strong buzzing of energy. I can tune into this. What does this mean? Is it my aura?
Hail Father Satan!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail The Gods!