if youre referring to what is commonly described as heartbreak, i know
better than anyone how that feels and it is not in any enjoyable or
positive in any respect by my terms.
i have also had some more severe cases of that, where i wanted to try
again with the offender (and this didn't end well, but i wont give any
more details than that for personal reasons). there are different
things you need to consider in cases of any kind of relationship to
decide what is best for you and your well being. i often call this
"drawing a map", in that when i do that i look back at everything that
has happened between me and the person in question, ultimately aiming
to identify the true nature of the relationship (im not talking about
lovers, "mates", etc *different words for the same thing* im talking
about in general, not just that specifically; i already married a
demon when i was legally 18 or 19 years of age so thats not something
i ever have problems with as both me and him are very much alike).
here are some simple things you can ask yourself to help reach a
conclusion about the relationship in question:
1. the general cycle (does this person try to "win" your trust/ love,
and then exploit that in any way at all that leaves you feeling
miserable, angry, etc... this is typically easy to detect if youre
observant and careful enough and these types are not hard to "pick
out" so to speak, i believe this is a form of psychic vampirism as
people who act this way tend to repeat this in an endless circle
unless the victim becomes aware of it and is strong enough to
psychically block them and nullify their ability to succeed here, this
can be done easily with MUNKA 108 rounds and then just state your
affirmation like normal and seal off your aura+ close your chakras to
further hamper the offenders efforts as much as possible). but with
anything, its very important that you 100% want to let go, any open
space so to speak can weaken or in worst cases ruin the whole thing
altogether. in cases of more severe abuse i suggest performing the
necessary revenge rituals (i know thats not what youre asking but just
a reminder). like always with that, its very important you are
stronger than the person you are targeting (as i call it). if you
aren't strong enough this can make it either very difficult or even
impossible.
from me personally, ive had some experiences where a person left me
heartbroken enough that the emotion had literally (im not sure how,
but i felt it very strongly) turned from love to pure hatred and i
would take an astral scythe and literally hack at the astral ties with
full force and rage (pure desire and will to break them forever, my
emotion was very extreme here as i felt this hatred in my own physical
eyes). what i could hardly believe that happened here was how i felt
after i did this: i felt at peace and like little or nothing had
happened at all, but again prior to the occasions this did happen i
had been meditating for several months and knew it was the combined
power of my will, hatred, and overall energy field that granted me the
ability to do this under the above conditions. the only time i find
myself unsuccessful with this is if i know im not 100% sure (which can
hamper your efforts with all kinds of things spiritually and
psychically, this is a very important rule with ANY occult workings or
the related, all you have to do is ask yourself if you have any doubts
in your ability/ potential, regardless of where you are spiritually
any open space like this can even destroy the whole working in worst
cases, a quick way to undo your own work which you obviously dont
want). fear is another common issue with spiritual workings, if you
have any fear here this can also hamper/ destroy your own work, or for
some just stop you altogether from proceeding. its hard for me to say
which is worse, as i know any problems vary from person to person so
for me to say which is worse wouldn't be very accurate (if that makes
sense).
im not sure if i answered your question, but what i have above is my
own experiences and personal study that might help... if whatever
you're going through is any kind of repetitive cycle that is negative,
i would focus on countering/ ending that as best you can. another
thing to look at is nasty planets/ transits that are capable of
causing all kinds of bad things, this can get bad especially if one is
unaware of it. im psychically open enough and experienced with this
that i can easily feel it both physically and astrally, as i know how
karmic/ bad energies by heart from experience so its easy for me to
detect as long as i remain calm and open enough (this can be tough for
newer people or anyone who is new to power meditation, but do the best
you can). all i do here is the MUNKA working twice a day and the
negative force seems to weaken quite much after the first sitting
(again, the amount of work needed depends on your spiritual power so
this might not always happen), then i just do another at night and for
me this seems to weaken the karmic energies quite a lot as long as i
continue this routine.
hope things get better for you, i had a nasty struggle early on as
well though it doesn't seem exactly the same based on what im getting
here, but i was a horrible mess at the time so i know very well how
painful tough times are.
i wish the best for you, hope things lighten up and look better.
On 11/13/16,
truthenki1@... [JoS4adults]
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I'm going thru another hard time on the emotion, the other 3 runes I'm doing
are helping to fix some things.
But this is a connection to the heart with the other half.
And I'm wondering if there is anything else I can do to break it besides
time and fix these problem. Draw back I'm having mixed emotionss on wanting
to stay witch is strong on it vs the wanting it to be over and gone with,
and I don't want a connection with it especially after what happened.
Thanks
Hail father Satan
Hail mother Lilith
Hail all the Deitie gods/goddess
