Everyone who said will help me,turn back and said don't care, they say they will help me with some things and now when i need that help, they said don't care and trying to make me give up, said all bad things that can happen to make me not do it, and me i know what i want to do and i know is the best for me, ofc filthy xians... everyone told me you can't you can't, in last days i do it my meditation how i do it, not really like before because not can't, i was so attacked in everyways last days, they are try to drag me down so hard in everyway they can, what should i do? just watch my own meditation and don't speak with that people toxic again and don't need anyone help and be on my own?