dont forget me when i come crying to heavens door

[xanny]

i thought the title would grab attention based off my favorite satanist.

anyways,

i struggle with life, i suppose, i was raised christian and do feel a connection with God but i also feel a connection with lucifer as well. its strange. i believe in the spiritual realm but i also struggle with that.

i have tried the dedication once and experienced things but never went through with it but i did have a spiritual experience. im not sure where i stand, im gay so im not sure where that helps. i have been around spiritual people from church and they have said i have a high calling from God. but, i suppose, its hard to believe that when the church, and my family, hasn't been so accepting.

 

[xanny]

ill delete this in 24 hours lol

 

[Hellenic SS]

You are confused. Do not worry, with enough studying and meditations, things will become much clearer and you will come closer to Satan and the Gods. It took me 2 years to realise the full Truth about Satan and the Gods. It takes patience, logic, and an objective approach. You will doubt some things, as all of us have at some point, but you will eventually see that we were right all along. Doubt is part of the process. Satan wants us to be free and understands our weaknesses, so he helps us overcome them through our own powers.

I suggest you study the following:

Satan

Spiritual Satanism

Spiritual Satanism: For Those Who Are New

Demons, the Gods of Hell

Satanic Meditation Information

Satanic Ethics

Satanic Sermons

Satanism's Origins in the Far East

Exposing Christianity

The Third Reich and Satanism

Exposing Kabbalah

The Truth about World War Two – Death of communism

 

[AFODO]

Satan is God. He always have been in ancient religions and that's it. Christianity is a very new thing and doesn't have to do anything with God.