任何人都清楚你所说的道理，但是情感更细腻的人会懂得我的感受。嗯，你该不会觉得我在跟你争论“众神是否抛弃我们”的愚蠢问题吧？当然了，这里的所有人都知道众神没有抛弃我们的事实。更何况，我从来都没有讨论众神是否抛弃“全人类”的问题，因为这个问题的答案这么明显，根本不需要被讨论。我的问题从来都是众神是否抛弃“我”。我知道赛里斯人很喜欢“集体主义”，但也不必这样。
有时候，我们能强烈地感受到与众神的联系，并从中感受到快乐与温暖。有时候，因为一些原因，我们则感受不到这种联系。几万年的孤独让我们的内心产生了被抛弃的恐惧，我们与众神的联系也被阻断，因此，我想要表达的重点在情感体会上。
“我是否被抛弃”的问题无法用论证来解决，因为它的起因不是质疑，而是恐惧，单纯是存在于情感上。就像“我是否是犹太人”的问题——另一种著名的攻击那样。如果你没有经历过这种攻击，那么你大概率根本无法体会我的感受。
此外，那些想要“毁灭”人类的物种，怎么能被你称作“神”？我暂且认为你把“奴役”也定义为“毁灭”，不然我也不认为有什么物种是单纯想要人类灭绝的。
(Everyone knows what you mean, but someone with more sensitive feelings will understand how I feel. Well, you don't think I'm arguing with you about the silly question of "Have the Gods abandoned us?" Of course, everyone here is aware of the fact that the Gods have not abandoned us. Moreover, I have never discussed the question of whether the Gods have abandoned "all mankind" because the answer to this question is so obvious that it does not need to be discussed at all. My question has always been whether the Gods have abandoned "me". I know the Chinese love "collectivism", but it doesn't have to be that way.
Sometimes we can feel a strong connection to the Gods and feel joy and warmth from it. Sometimes, for some reason, we don't feel that connection. Tens of thousands of years of loneliness have produced the fear of abandonment in our hearts, and our connection with the gods has also been blocked, so I want to express the emphasis on emotional experience.
The question "Am I abandoned?" cannot be solved by argument, because it is not caused by doubt, but by fear, which is purely emotional. Like the "am I Jewish" problem, another famous attack. If you haven't experienced this kind of attack, chances are you don't even know how I feel.
Besides, how can you call a species that wants to "destroy" humanity "Gods"? I'll take it for a moment that you define "slavery" as "destruction," or else I don't think there are any species that simply want humanity to go extinct.)
关于”集体主义“这个东西，我希望你能理解下，我并不想用集体思想的方法去恶心你，我们都知道赛里斯特色的集体主义是非常不人道和下贱的，任何被这种主义伤害过的人都会嗤之以鼻。如果你觉得我前面的言论带有“集体主义”并伤害到了你，我向你道歉，我并非想伤害你朋友。
确实，群体的大爱只针对于群体。但是作为组成群体的单独个体，他们确实需要单独的关爱，人们往往高谈阔论伟人宏观的大爱，却在单独的小爱上支支吾吾。
我也曾经有过你的这种感受，我担心是否众神抛弃了我？后来我向撒旦祈祷，然后我就遇到几次超自然现象了，和大部分通灵者看到的差不多，撒旦和我交谈并向我展示了画面。还有几次和其他神明交谈的经历。
朋友，我建议你可以试试用仪式通灵的方法，按照魔法阵的方法去召唤。根据我的经验，在凌晨3点-4点，在这个时间段做仪式更能有非常清晰的效果，能量流动也是最畅通的。按照jos的说法，打开星体视觉和听觉后，应该能看到恶魔的轮廓，但前提是要召唤成功。如果你感到迷茫，请试试通灵吧。
关于你说的那种恐惧，我确实有过。那种攻击是直接用想法植入到你思想中去，且持续了一年，通常在攻击过程中会伴有着恐惧与无助，但是目前我康复并成功走出去了。虽然在这个过程中很无助和痛苦，没有人能帮到。但是当你能成功走出去后，你会豁然开朗。
期待你的早日康复，祝你健康！
Regarding "collectivism", I hope you can understand. I don't want to disgust you with groupthink. We all know that the collectivism featured by Chinese is very inhumane and despicable. Anyone who has been harmed by this kind of doctrine People will sneer at it. If you feel that my previous remarks are "collectivist" and have hurt you, I apologize to you. I didn't mean to hurt your friend.
Indeed, the great love of the group is only for the group. But as individual individuals who form a group, they do need individual care. People often talk about the macroscopic love of great men, but they falter on individual small loves.
I've been feeling the same way you are, I'm worried if the gods have abandoned me? Then I prayed to Satan and I had a few paranormal experiences, similar to what most psychics see, where Satan talked to me and showed me images. I also had several conversations with other gods.
My friend, I suggest you try ritual channeling and summon according to the magic circle method. According to my experience, doing rituals between 3 a.m. and 4 a.m. during this time can have a very clear effect, and the energy flow is the smoothest. According to Jos, after turning on astral vision and hearing, you should be able to see the outline of the devil, but only if the summoning is successful. If you feel lost, try channeling.
As for the fear you mentioned, I have definitely had it. That kind of attack directly implants thoughts into your mind and lasts for a year. The attack is usually accompanied by fear and helplessness, but now I have recovered and successfully walked out. Although it is very helpless and painful in this process, no one can help. But when you successfully step out, you will suddenly become enlightened.
I look forward to your speedy recovery and wish you good health!
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especially when I listened to classical music: Handel, Bach, Beethoven
