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Mike_666

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Hello brothers and sisters.
I am newish to Satanism. I have practiced meditations before but for personal reasons I haven't practiced for a long time.
I have never renounced my belief in Satanism and the true Gods nor have I ever wanted to let "christ in my heart " but one night when I was home I repeated my favorite quote - Hail Satan and the true Gods of this world! and a raspy voice in my head said to me "Satan doesn't want you".
Is it possible Satan does not want me? Is it possible that due to my lack of dedication that he no longer sees me as a Satanist? Or could it have been a rogue demon or prayers from family trying to discourage me? T

I have been scared to practice ever since out of fear.

Hail Father Satan and the true Gods of this world!
 
That could be your fears. Father Satan wants us, and he wants us to be useful and improve ourselves! You should resume meditations, spray Kundalini Yoga, and perform RTR regularly :)
Do not worry, and remember that the enemy farts always take advantage of moments of hesitation, do not give in to fears and perfectly move on, for Father Satan and yourself!
AVE SATAN!
 
We sometimes encounter enemy entities, which want to get us apart from Satan, and would do and say things to us that are not true. This is what you encountered.

These are master manipulators, and since you've been attacked by them, you mean a lot more to Satan than you think, and you'll probably encounter these creatures more in the future, so prepare yourself with a strong Aura or Protection and don't let them get to you, as their only purpose in life is stopping the advancement of mankind and serving the enemy.
 
This is not possible, it could be your subconscious or one of the little hostile entities. Satan wants people who show willpower. Also you have to deserve it

It's not too late for anything, you can start your meditations again whenever you want. There is no problem, my friend.
 
Never cut yourself short! Always have a good attitude and put your best foot forward. You have to believe in yourself. A lie yourself some time to relax, don't push yourself take your time and enjoy, the pleasures of meditating open up your mind. And just give yourself freely to him. Meditating and learning is what it's all about. And allowing yourself to grow spiritually you will connect with him. He helps those who help themselves. And the more you put into it the more you get out of it.
 
Hello brothers and sisters.
I am newish to Satanism. I have practiced meditations before but for personal reasons I haven't practiced for a long time.
I have never renounced my belief in Satanism and the true Gods nor have I ever wanted to let "christ in my heart " but one night when I was home I repeated my favorite quote - Hail Satan and the true Gods of this world! and a raspy voice in my head said to me "Satan doesn't want you".
Is it possible Satan does not want me? Is it possible that due to my lack of dedication that he no longer sees me as a Satanist? Or could it have been a rogue demon or prayers from family trying to discourage me? T

I have been scared to practice ever since out of fear.

Hail Father Satan and the true Gods of this world!
Hi brother,
I had the same experience from last few months.
They are subconscious thoughts cause by old enemy programming.
You must be strong on the path and move forward with faith and willpower.
Today I don't have this problem, by meditating and cleaning your soul and aura daily you should no longer have problems.
 
I have experienced similar problems. There was a time when I was very anxious and scared, and very worried about whether Satan would abandon me. And now, I have freed myself from that irrational emotion.

My advice is that you have to forget these thoughts. These horrible thoughts can make you feel very painful. You must forget these thoughts and tell yourself that they are all wrong and false.
 
Hello brothers and sisters.
I am newish to Satanism. I have practiced meditations before but for personal reasons I haven't practiced for a long time.
I have never renounced my belief in Satanism and the true Gods nor have I ever wanted to let "christ in my heart " but one night when I was home I repeated my favorite quote - Hail Satan and the true Gods of this world! and a raspy voice in my head said to me "Satan doesn't want you".
Is it possible Satan does not want me? Is it possible that due to my lack of dedication that he no longer sees me as a Satanist? Or could it have been a rogue demon or prayers from family trying to discourage me? T

I have been scared to practice ever since out of fear.

Hail Father Satan and the true Gods of this world!
This is clearly enemy entity was speaking.

But in other case if it is hard for you to believe that this is not our Gods,

You can use this then as a boost for your development and efforts:

Dedicate yourself more to the peactices, do more and steer yourself more to the path of becoming Godhood,

Make so that Gods would start to want you more.

When I fucked up in my early years as SS, I was so mad on myself that I have put myself on such big discipline for around 1 year, where Father Satan after this and after some important steps I took, forgived me.

Definetly this is not the case with you, but keep in mind anything can be used as a boost and stimulus for striving better and making outsell easy better even if it is our fault,

Everything can be put into positive use.
 
Hello brothers and sisters.
I am newish to Satanism. I have practiced meditations before but for personal reasons I haven't practiced for a long time.
I have never renounced my belief in Satanism and the true Gods nor have I ever wanted to let "christ in my heart " but one night when I was home I repeated my favorite quote - Hail Satan and the true Gods of this world! and a raspy voice in my head said to me "Satan doesn't want you".
Is it possible Satan does not want me? Is it possible that due to my lack of dedication that he no longer sees me as a Satanist? Or could it have been a rogue demon or prayers from family trying to discourage me? T

I have been scared to practice ever since out of fear.

Hail Father Satan and the true Gods of this world!
My Brother, Satan loves you, those thoughts of yours,that you think Satan doesn't want you, are the Jews trying to maniputlate your thought.Since the day I dedicated my soul to Satan in May 20th 2020 in the night around 12mid night! With hard work through studying the joy of Satan, I finally detached from Jews completely it's was in early February 2021.
Jews will send their Agent to me through Jehovah Witnesses, Come to Jesus, I just look at them, I just pretend to hear them but i don't even fucken hear what they say. "Satan" is the true king of planet Earth, He rules over us, His a Beautiful being, He gave me numerous Signals here in my Country Cameroon 🇨🇲.
Ave Satanas!!!!
 
This is clearly enemy entity was speaking.

But in other case if it is hard for you to believe that this is not our Gods,

You can use this then as a boost for your development and efforts:

Dedicate yourself more to the peactices, do more and steer yourself more to the path of becoming Godhood,

Make so that Gods would start to want you more.

When I fucked up in my early years as SS, I was so mad on myself that I have put myself on such big discipline for around 1 year, where Father Satan after this and after some important steps I took, forgived me.

Definetly this is not the case with you, but keep in mind anything can be used as a boost and stimulus for striving better and making outsell easy better even if it is our fault,

Everything can be put into positive use.
*making ourselves
 
Hello! I asked High King Abraxas to rip this program out of me. and it worked, I don't feel any effect. but I also had a meditation when "Jesus" appeared. I had a good laugh. 😅 especially when I listened to classical music: Handel, Bach, Beethoven
 
I used to suffer from the same thoughts, Satan is a very positive Being.

“There is a positive and negative side to all things to keep them in balance --to keep the Universe going. There are awful and terrible things that must happen, destructive deathly things, and there are good and miraculous things that must happen full of life and creative construction. It seems this would come to each randomly and it seems thus it should continue this way for eternity. This is not true. And this is the essence of Who I Am. The world is to evolve out of this. There is always another way to do a thing. That way is far away. But it is still a possible way. Destruction and terror will not always be the other way. But until the time comes when destruction and terror are removed the world you must work how the world works. Until that time, that will come in time, this is Me -- a Perfect Balance. This is necessary. Destruction and creation. Since the time is not yet, and you are in the time that is not yet, destruction and creation are in your hands as they are Mine. Do not be afraid to do these things. Until the time comes where these things have found more peaceable means you must keep the earth in balance. Do not be afraid to destroy. Do not be afraid to create. LISTEN to Me. Create with all of your being. Destroy with all of your being. You will not be more created by creating any more than you will be destroyed by destroying. Are you more created now? Are you here or are you destroyed? You are here. You will be here as long as I am here and that is forever. Listen to what I tell you. If I tell you to create-- do it. And do it with perfection and pleasure. And if I tell you to destroy, do it. D onot hesitate. Destroy with all of your might and pleasure; yes, I tell you to delight in what you have destroyed.”- Dictated by Satan/Lucifer" From the 6 Month Spiritual Warfare Training Manual by HP Maxine.

Satan helps and protects those who come to him. There mere fact that you wonder if Satan accepts you is an indication that you were called to the Left Hand Path. Inertia and fear is what the enemy uses to keep us in spiritual slavery. The hardest part is the first step, just take that first step into meditation and your soul will become stronger to the point these fears dont worry you anymore.
 
我也遇到过类似的问题。有一段时间,我很着急、很害怕,很担心撒但会不会抛弃我。现在,我已经把自己从那种非理性的情绪中解放出来了。

我的建议是你必须忘记这些想法。这些可怕的想法会让你感到非常痛苦。你必须忘记这些想法,并告诉自己它们都是错误的、虚假的。
众神都很忙,尤其是撒旦。他是猎户座帝国的国王,将承担许多公务。但他也关心他的孩子。你放心,他不会放弃每一个忠于他的孩子。
 
众神都很忙,尤其是撒旦。他是猎户座帝国的国王,将承担许多公务。但他也关心他的孩子。你放心,他不会放弃每一个忠于他的孩子。
我不知道为什么你用中文回复我,你忘记关闭网页自动翻译了吗?因为在你引用我的回复时,也把我的回复翻译成中文了。
(I don't know why you replied to me in Chinese. Did you forget to turn off the automatic translation of the web page? Because when you quoted my reply, you also translated my reply into Chinese.)

在几万年前,当众神离开这个世界时,“被抛弃”就已经成为一种恐惧。
有很多人这样告诉我:“他不会放弃你。”,但我不喜欢这种安慰式的回答,如果是我,我会问自己:“如果他放弃你,你会怎么做?”显然,抱头痛哭或乞求都是愚蠢的做法,唯一的答案是无视这些忧虑与恐惧,以坚定的意志证明自己的价值,因为只有金子般珍贵的灵魂才永远不用担忧被抛弃。

(Tens of thousands of years ago, when the Gods left this world, "being abandoned" has become a fear.
I've had many people tell me, "He won't give up on you." But I don't like this kind of comforting answer, if it were me, I would ask myself: "If he gave up on you, what would you do?" Obviously, crying or begging is foolish, the only answer is to ignore these worries and fears, with a strong will to prove your worth, because only the precious soul of gold never worry about being abandoned.)
 
Gods don't say things like that, don't worry. Meditate, do the rituals, when you can feel the energy of the Gods again, you will no longer have any doubts.
 
我不知道为什么你用中文回复我,你忘记关闭网页自动翻译了吗?因为在你引用我的回复时,也把我的回复翻译成中文了。
(I don't know why you replied to me in Chinese. Did you forget to turn off the automatic translation of the web page? Because when you quoted my reply, you also translated my reply into Chinese.)

在几万年前,当众神离开这个世界时,“被抛弃”就已经成为一种恐惧。
有很多人这样告诉我:“他不会放弃你。”,但我不喜欢这种安慰式的回答,如果是我,我会问自己:“如果他放弃你,你会怎么做?”显然,抱头痛哭或乞求都是愚蠢的做法,唯一的答案是无视这些忧虑与恐惧,以坚定的意志证明自己的价值,因为只有金子般珍贵的灵魂才永远不用担忧被抛弃。

(Tens of thousands of years ago, when the Gods left this world, "being abandoned" has become a fear.
I've had many people tell me, "He won't give up on you." But I don't like this kind of comforting answer, if it were me, I would ask myself: "If he gave up on you, what would you do?" Obviously, crying or begging is foolish, the only answer is to ignore these worries and fears, with a strong will to prove your worth, because only the precious soul of gold never worry about being abandoned.)
If Satan and the gods had abandoned mankind, mankind would not be alive now. Not all gods like humans, and many gods have always wanted to destroy humans. JOS also said that Satan chose to protect mankind against all odds. Many myths mention prehistoric floods. There is a fable in the Epic of Gilgamesh: Enki told Utnapishtim to build an ark to avoid the flood. The Medieval Battle of Nuremberg, World War II, Hitler's success, National Socialism, a safe 2012, the future international situation and the demise of Israel. Behind these events, we can all see the presence of the gods. So I think the idea that the gods have abandoned humans is wrong. Ten years ago, the founder of JOS performed rituals for the gods to liberate their energy. Some people who can successfully channel have successfully contacted the gods. Without the gods, Help, the Jewish New World Order might have wiped out humanity long ago. As you said, it is very correct to ignore these worries and fears and strengthen yourself to improve yourself. However, in the future we may find that these fears are spurious. Fear can destroy a person, and it can also make a person change. Be brave and fearless.
 
If Satan and the gods had abandoned mankind, mankind would not be alive now. Not all gods like humans, and many gods have always wanted to destroy humans. JOS also said that Satan chose to protect mankind against all odds. Many myths mention prehistoric floods. There is a fable in the Epic of Gilgamesh: Enki told Utnapishtim to build an ark to avoid the flood. The Medieval Battle of Nuremberg, World War II, Hitler's success, National Socialism, a safe 2012, the future international situation and the demise of Israel. Behind these events, we can all see the presence of the gods. So I think the idea that the gods have abandoned humans is wrong. Ten years ago, the founder of JOS performed rituals for the gods to liberate their energy. Some people who can successfully channel have successfully contacted the gods. Without the gods, Help, the Jewish New World Order might have wiped out humanity long ago. As you said, it is very correct to ignore these worries and fears and strengthen yourself to improve yourself. However, in the future we may find that these fears are spurious. Fear can destroy a person, and it can also make a person change. Be brave and fearless.
任何人都清楚你所说的道理,但是情感更细腻的人会懂得我的感受。嗯,你该不会觉得我在跟你争论“众神是否抛弃我们”的愚蠢问题吧?当然了,这里的所有人都知道众神没有抛弃我们的事实。更何况,我从来都没有讨论众神是否抛弃“全人类”的问题,因为这个问题的答案这么明显,根本不需要被讨论。我的问题从来都是众神是否抛弃“我”。我知道赛里斯人很喜欢“集体主义”,但也不必这样。

有时候,我们能强烈地感受到与众神的联系,并从中感受到快乐与温暖。有时候,因为一些原因,我们则感受不到这种联系。几万年的孤独让我们的内心产生了被抛弃的恐惧,我们与众神的联系也被阻断,因此,我想要表达的重点在情感体会上。

“我是否被抛弃”的问题无法用论证来解决,因为它的起因不是质疑,而是恐惧,单纯是存在于情感上。就像“我是否是犹太人”的问题——另一种著名的攻击那样。如果你没有经历过这种攻击,那么你大概率根本无法体会我的感受。

此外,那些想要“毁灭”人类的物种,怎么能被你称作“神”?我暂且认为你把“奴役”也定义为“毁灭”,不然我也不认为有什么物种是单纯想要人类灭绝的。

(Everyone knows what you mean, but someone with more sensitive feelings will understand how I feel. Well, you don't think I'm arguing with you about the silly question of "Have the Gods abandoned us?" Of course, everyone here is aware of the fact that the Gods have not abandoned us. Moreover, I have never discussed the question of whether the Gods have abandoned "all mankind" because the answer to this question is so obvious that it does not need to be discussed at all. My question has always been whether the Gods have abandoned "me". I know the Chinese love "collectivism", but it doesn't have to be that way.

Sometimes we can feel a strong connection to the Gods and feel joy and warmth from it. Sometimes, for some reason, we don't feel that connection. Tens of thousands of years of loneliness have produced the fear of abandonment in our hearts, and our connection with the gods has also been blocked, so I want to express the emphasis on emotional experience.

The question "Am I abandoned?" cannot be solved by argument, because it is not caused by doubt, but by fear, which is purely emotional. Like the "am I Jewish" problem, another famous attack. If you haven't experienced this kind of attack, chances are you don't even know how I feel.

Besides, how can you call a species that wants to "destroy" humanity "Gods"? I'll take it for a moment that you define "slavery" as "destruction," or else I don't think there are any species that simply want humanity to go extinct.)
 
任何人都清楚你所说的道理,但是情感更细腻的人会懂得我的感受。嗯,你该不会觉得我在跟你争论“众神是否抛弃我们”的愚蠢问题吧?当然了,这里的所有人都知道众神没有抛弃我们的事实。更何况,我从来都没有讨论众神是否抛弃“全人类”的问题,因为这个问题的答案这么明显,根本不需要被讨论。我的问题从来都是众神是否抛弃“我”。我知道赛里斯人很喜欢“集体主义”,但也不必这样。

有时候,我们能强烈地感受到与众神的联系,并从中感受到快乐与温暖。有时候,因为一些原因,我们则感受不到这种联系。几万年的孤独让我们的内心产生了被抛弃的恐惧,我们与众神的联系也被阻断,因此,我想要表达的重点在情感体会上。

“我是否被抛弃”的问题无法用论证来解决,因为它的起因不是质疑,而是恐惧,单纯是存在于情感上。就像“我是否是犹太人”的问题——另一种著名的攻击那样。如果你没有经历过这种攻击,那么你大概率根本无法体会我的感受。

此外,那些想要“毁灭”人类的物种,怎么能被你称作“神”?我暂且认为你把“奴役”也定义为“毁灭”,不然我也不认为有什么物种是单纯想要人类灭绝的。

(Everyone knows what you mean, but someone with more sensitive feelings will understand how I feel. Well, you don't think I'm arguing with you about the silly question of "Have the Gods abandoned us?" Of course, everyone here is aware of the fact that the Gods have not abandoned us. Moreover, I have never discussed the question of whether the Gods have abandoned "all mankind" because the answer to this question is so obvious that it does not need to be discussed at all. My question has always been whether the Gods have abandoned "me". I know the Chinese love "collectivism", but it doesn't have to be that way.

Sometimes we can feel a strong connection to the Gods and feel joy and warmth from it. Sometimes, for some reason, we don't feel that connection. Tens of thousands of years of loneliness have produced the fear of abandonment in our hearts, and our connection with the gods has also been blocked, so I want to express the emphasis on emotional experience.

The question "Am I abandoned?" cannot be solved by argument, because it is not caused by doubt, but by fear, which is purely emotional. Like the "am I Jewish" problem, another famous attack. If you haven't experienced this kind of attack, chances are you don't even know how I feel.

Besides, how can you call a species that wants to "destroy" humanity "Gods"? I'll take it for a moment that you define "slavery" as "destruction," or else I don't think there are any species that simply want humanity to go extinct.)
关于”集体主义“这个东西,我希望你能理解下,我并不想用集体思想的方法去恶心你,我们都知道赛里斯特色的集体主义是非常不人道和下贱的,任何被这种主义伤害过的人都会嗤之以鼻。如果你觉得我前面的言论带有“集体主义”并伤害到了你,我向你道歉,我并非想伤害你朋友。
确实,群体的大爱只针对于群体。但是作为组成群体的单独个体,他们确实需要单独的关爱,人们往往高谈阔论伟人宏观的大爱,却在单独的小爱上支支吾吾。
我也曾经有过你的这种感受,我担心是否众神抛弃了我?后来我向撒旦祈祷,然后我就遇到几次超自然现象了,和大部分通灵者看到的差不多,撒旦和我交谈并向我展示了画面。还有几次和其他神明交谈的经历。
朋友,我建议你可以试试用仪式通灵的方法,按照魔法阵的方法去召唤。根据我的经验,在凌晨3点-4点,在这个时间段做仪式更能有非常清晰的效果,能量流动也是最畅通的。按照jos的说法,打开星体视觉和听觉后,应该能看到恶魔的轮廓,但前提是要召唤成功。如果你感到迷茫,请试试通灵吧。
关于你说的那种恐惧,我确实有过。那种攻击是直接用想法植入到你思想中去,且持续了一年,通常在攻击过程中会伴有着恐惧与无助,但是目前我康复并成功走出去了。虽然在这个过程中很无助和痛苦,没有人能帮到。但是当你能成功走出去后,你会豁然开朗。
期待你的早日康复,祝你健康!


Regarding "collectivism", I hope you can understand. I don't want to disgust you with groupthink. We all know that the collectivism featured by Chinese is very inhumane and despicable. Anyone who has been harmed by this kind of doctrine People will sneer at it. If you feel that my previous remarks are "collectivist" and have hurt you, I apologize to you. I didn't mean to hurt your friend.

Indeed, the great love of the group is only for the group. But as individual individuals who form a group, they do need individual care. People often talk about the macroscopic love of great men, but they falter on individual small loves.

I've been feeling the same way you are, I'm worried if the gods have abandoned me? Then I prayed to Satan and I had a few paranormal experiences, similar to what most psychics see, where Satan talked to me and showed me images. I also had several conversations with other gods.

My friend, I suggest you try ritual channeling and summon according to the magic circle method. According to my experience, doing rituals between 3 a.m. and 4 a.m. during this time can have a very clear effect, and the energy flow is the smoothest. According to Jos, after turning on astral vision and hearing, you should be able to see the outline of the devil, but only if the summoning is successful. If you feel lost, try channeling.

As for the fear you mentioned, I have definitely had it. That kind of attack directly implants thoughts into your mind and lasts for a year. The attack is usually accompanied by fear and helplessness, but now I have recovered and successfully walked out. Although it is very helpless and painful in this process, no one can help. But when you successfully step out, you will suddenly become enlightened.

I look forward to your speedy recovery and wish you good health!
 
关于”集体主义“这个东西,我希望你能理解下,我并不想用集体思想的方法去恶心你,我们都知道赛里斯特色的集体主义是非常不人道和下贱的,任何被这种主义伤害过的人都会嗤之以鼻。如果你觉得我前面的言论带有“集体主义”并伤害到了你,我向你道歉,我并非想伤害你朋友。
确实,群体的大爱只针对于群体。但是作为组成群体的单独个体,他们确实需要单独的关爱,人们往往高谈阔论伟人宏观的大爱,却在单独的小爱上支支吾吾。
我也曾经有过你的这种感受,我担心是否众神抛弃了我?后来我向撒旦祈祷,然后我就遇到几次超自然现象了,和大部分通灵者看到的差不多,撒旦和我交谈并向我展示了画面。还有几次和其他神明交谈的经历。
朋友,我建议你可以试试用仪式通灵的方法,按照魔法阵的方法去召唤。根据我的经验,在凌晨3点-4点,在这个时间段做仪式更能有非常清晰的效果,能量流动也是最畅通的。按照jos的说法,打开星体视觉和听觉后,应该能看到恶魔的轮廓,但前提是要召唤成功。如果你感到迷茫,请试试通灵吧。
关于你说的那种恐惧,我确实有过。那种攻击是直接用想法植入到你思想中去,且持续了一年,通常在攻击过程中会伴有着恐惧与无助,但是目前我康复并成功走出去了。虽然在这个过程中很无助和痛苦,没有人能帮到。但是当你能成功走出去后,你会豁然开朗。
期待你的早日康复,祝你健康!
你没有伤害我。我只是在开集体主义的玩笑,尽管这并不好笑。
“我被抛弃了吗?”这是我五年前的问题。“我是犹太人吗?”这是我六年前的问题。我几年前就解决了这些问题。我现在没有任何心理问题。我只是再次闲聊起这些事情,表达我的感想。
我不喜欢这么严肃的交流,让我感到不知所措。你不用这么礼貌和正式。我给你发邮件了。

You didn't hurt me. I was just joking about collectivism, even if it wasn't funny.
"Am I abandoned?" was the problem I had five years ago. "Am I Jewish?" was the problem I had six years ago. I solved those problems years ago. I don't have any psychological problems right now. I just bring those things up again and talk about how I felt.
I don't like such serious communication. It makes me feel overwhelmed. You don't have to be so polite and formal. I sent you an email.
 
Hello brothers and sisters.
I am newish to Satanism. I have practiced meditations before but for personal reasons I haven't practiced for a long time.
I have never renounced my belief in Satanism and the true Gods nor have I ever wanted to let "christ in my heart " but one night when I was home I repeated my favorite quote - Hail Satan and the true Gods of this world! and a raspy voice in my head said to me "Satan doesn't want you".
Is it possible Satan does not want me? Is it possible that due to my lack of dedication that he no longer sees me as a Satanist? Or could it have been a rogue demon or prayers from family trying to discourage me? T

I have been scared to practice ever since out of fear.

Hail Father Satan and the true Gods of this world!
If you want him, he will want you, if you seek him he will find you. The world "Christ" refers not to a person, but to a great cosmic intelligence at the roots of all life, the Christ is at the heart of every atom in the universe, and more importantly we need to comprehend that Christ is something deep within our own being. Satan loves you as you are his creation.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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