Does love worth it?

[DarkAries]

Dear Satanic Brothers and Sisters!

This will be a sensitive topic for me, so excuse me if I get radical(as usual). Also, I only meant romantic love.

I planned a lot, and as I see, in case of my love life I have 3 bigger way to choose from.

1. A hedonistic life. Spending much of my time meditating and advancing, but also just doing what feels right, either it be playig video games and having sex with girls I dont feel much emotionally. Trying out everything, experiencing everything and having fun while advancing spiritually.

2. A rather normal way, spending countless hours and energy to find an equal partner, forming family, raising kids, etc. But even if you feel love for someone, that doesnt mean it would work together, and I dont know how much time I would left for meditating and advancing myself in a life like that. Judging by my parents and grandparents, barely anything.

3. A hermit like life. That would mean I spend most of my time meditating, ideally 12-15 hours/day. Or even more. That way I would get stronger rapidly, and from all that is what I desire the most. Yet that would mean to give up a lot of comforting but time-wasting activity, and getting an insane self control over myself. And even I tried a lot, I cant meditate more than 2,5 hour at once. I feel like I might not be string enough for a life like that, and that frightens me.

Finding a Satanic girlfriend is not an option I suppose. Even if I would be lucky enough to meet one, there is the chance of rival, and there is no gurantee that we would love each other.

Wich one would be preferable? Just letting you live for enjoyments, sacrificing yourself for offsprings, or becoming almost a tyrant over your own mind? Is the pursue of the so called love really worth it?

Thank you for your answers?
(P.s. sorry for being sceptic, always the rough times makes me ask questions like this.)

 

[Lightningsnake]

You seem to be looking for drama. In these options, there's always a dramatic twist at the end that makes it bad.

Think about what would suit you perfectly in every way. It's not easy, but it's the only thing that makes sense.
It is not worth being afraid of the good. There is a good solution.
I know that we can be held back by the thought of losing the good.
But even so, it's better to have a part of life that's good than one that's completely bad and dramatically sour.

I see that none of the options really appeal to you.
Tailor it to your own person, don't be afraid.

 

[AFODO]

The hermit life doesn't work in any way and is not possible on our level.

As Lightningsnake said, it's individual. For me, I know for sure that I like to have meaningful sex with lust, and preferably find the love of my life. I have this kind of karma. But some like to have sex with girls for simply satisfying their needs. If you look at your chart, maybe Venus and I don't know from my top of my head what rules these things but look at these things and you'll se what life stile suits you.

 

[Havoc]

Having kids and a wife would be the most pleasurable enjoyable experience possible only spiritually dead people would consider spending time and care on loved ones a sacrifice, it’s a luxury. But if you want to play video games until you find the right one then that’s totally fine. You’re wife and kids will probably want to play games with you as well.

Casual sex has diminishing returns and with each partner you have your ability to enjoy sex and pare bond decreases. You better hope you don’t change your mind about love otherwise you’ll have to settle for someone you don’t particularly like.

Two and a half hours of meditation a day is a pretty good amount, if you can do that for the rest of your life you’ll make significant progress in this life. If you do want to up it to 8 hours a day it’s should come naturally, you could get to a point where meditation it like video games where the time just slippes away when you do it but you want it let that come on its own rather than forcing it.

My suggestion to you would be to cast spells to permanently enhance your beauty rather then a love spell, a spell has to work within your circumstance so love magic is just going to grab you a girl within your league and she might not even like you that much, but if you where beautiful you’d be able to get any girl you want and they’d treat you much better, and that would be permanent progress.