Skull Knight
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- Aug 9, 2019
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I would like to preface this by saying that I'm relatively new, I dedicated about six months ago and have been on and off with my meditations. As of right now I can't feel energy, occasionally I'll get a sudden burst of energy while doing Hatha Yoga but that's it. I can also spin my chakras and feel them. I also have no experience with anything on the astral. Anyways, on with the story.
Today I messed up my sleeping schedule and woke up in the middle of the day, I was busy so I kept pushing off meditation till midnight. I decided to go to bed early to try and fix my schedule, so I ended up not meditating. For whatever reason I was nervous because my windows were open and it was dark, so I just said one repetition of the aura of protection meditation and fell asleep.
I can't remember the dream except towards the end when I had the incident. I saw some object hovering outside my window that I couldn't quite make out. But I was putting pillows in front of the window to block it from seeing me. But it or I still saw each other and I was put in a state of paralyzed fear. I said in the dream, " No, no... Satan help me" and envisioned fire around the thing. It was at this time that I woke up from the dream to me muttering, "No, no" and I tried moving but couldn't because I was in paralysis. I also felt an incredible burning sensation around my head and forearms that I had never felt before and all fear had vanished from me. The next few minute I just sat there calm, thinking about what just happened. Then I decided to come and post the story here.
On the one hand I feel like it might have just been a nightmare because I was afraid of the dark and the nightmare manifested my fear. Since I've become SS I occasionally look outside at night to make sure a dumb Grey isn't there, even though I know one isn't there. This thought process might have made the nightmare manifest because I was also self conscious about not meditating that day. But the burning sensation that I felt makes me believe it might have been an attack as I do not have the ability to feel energy on my own. I also couldn't actually see a Grey, it was more of a blob that I couldn't make out, despite it being like 5 feet in front of me...
Any insight by SS brothers and sisters would be appreciated. Regardless, this is motivation to be more consistent in my meditations and do more RTRS.
Hail Satan!
Today I messed up my sleeping schedule and woke up in the middle of the day, I was busy so I kept pushing off meditation till midnight. I decided to go to bed early to try and fix my schedule, so I ended up not meditating. For whatever reason I was nervous because my windows were open and it was dark, so I just said one repetition of the aura of protection meditation and fell asleep.
I can't remember the dream except towards the end when I had the incident. I saw some object hovering outside my window that I couldn't quite make out. But I was putting pillows in front of the window to block it from seeing me. But it or I still saw each other and I was put in a state of paralyzed fear. I said in the dream, " No, no... Satan help me" and envisioned fire around the thing. It was at this time that I woke up from the dream to me muttering, "No, no" and I tried moving but couldn't because I was in paralysis. I also felt an incredible burning sensation around my head and forearms that I had never felt before and all fear had vanished from me. The next few minute I just sat there calm, thinking about what just happened. Then I decided to come and post the story here.
On the one hand I feel like it might have just been a nightmare because I was afraid of the dark and the nightmare manifested my fear. Since I've become SS I occasionally look outside at night to make sure a dumb Grey isn't there, even though I know one isn't there. This thought process might have made the nightmare manifest because I was also self conscious about not meditating that day. But the burning sensation that I felt makes me believe it might have been an attack as I do not have the ability to feel energy on my own. I also couldn't actually see a Grey, it was more of a blob that I couldn't make out, despite it being like 5 feet in front of me...
Any insight by SS brothers and sisters would be appreciated. Regardless, this is motivation to be more consistent in my meditations and do more RTRS.
Hail Satan!