I ask a lot about the ritual, but I think it's important to be informed.
Probably I will dedicate my soul to Satan, and as I have read, he will help me in the completion of my desires. I'm not going to give myself to Satan only for the wishes. What I really want is freedom, and I don't have greed inside my heart. The problem is what happens after the ritual. I will be protected by the father, I will be by his side, and all in the good way. That's good.
What leads me to write this, doesn't have a satanic explanation (maybe): I have spent a lot of time thinking about being an artist. I'm from Spain and I like to write (and I'm very good doing it), I like to sing, I like to film... And I've always been very introspective, I like to being it. I have some wishes, and many artistic purposes.
With Satan I will be happier, but maybe I will lose my original artistic purposes. That's because I don't know if with Satan I need to have a strictly spiritual life. I started to have a spiritual life since a year, maybe. After a while, I stopped meditating so often and I barely do it.
I mean, I would like to have a life that I really would love to have. Being spiritual is a method to be more natural, but it's not a lifestyle, in my opinion. I want to create and materialize what I really want. And well, maybe sounds weird, but I can't express sadness, rage and those feelings in a song if I'm happy, for example (I know it's weird...). But calm down, I'm ten times better since I started a spiritual life, I don't hate my life, I only just want to create
When I opened some chakras, I got a lot more motivation for my intentions. I'm still working with the chakras, and the opening of them it's the only spiritual work that I keep up until today. Thanks for the answers.
I'm sorry if my english is bad. As I said, I'm from Spain :mrgreen:
Probably I will dedicate my soul to Satan, and as I have read, he will help me in the completion of my desires. I'm not going to give myself to Satan only for the wishes. What I really want is freedom, and I don't have greed inside my heart. The problem is what happens after the ritual. I will be protected by the father, I will be by his side, and all in the good way. That's good.
What leads me to write this, doesn't have a satanic explanation (maybe): I have spent a lot of time thinking about being an artist. I'm from Spain and I like to write (and I'm very good doing it), I like to sing, I like to film... And I've always been very introspective, I like to being it. I have some wishes, and many artistic purposes.
With Satan I will be happier, but maybe I will lose my original artistic purposes. That's because I don't know if with Satan I need to have a strictly spiritual life. I started to have a spiritual life since a year, maybe. After a while, I stopped meditating so often and I barely do it.
I mean, I would like to have a life that I really would love to have. Being spiritual is a method to be more natural, but it's not a lifestyle, in my opinion. I want to create and materialize what I really want. And well, maybe sounds weird, but I can't express sadness, rage and those feelings in a song if I'm happy, for example (I know it's weird...). But calm down, I'm ten times better since I started a spiritual life, I don't hate my life, I only just want to create
When I opened some chakras, I got a lot more motivation for my intentions. I'm still working with the chakras, and the opening of them it's the only spiritual work that I keep up until today. Thanks for the answers.
I'm sorry if my english is bad. As I said, I'm from Spain :mrgreen: