Depression

[Amber]

Hey guys, so I've been depressed since about July a little before I dedicated myself to satanism and I haven't seemed to feel any better.
I've read from some of the topics that it's normal?
My friend who introduced me to satanism also said she dealt with depression when she first started but it lasted only a month.
It's been 3 months now and I feel like everything's just getting worse. I even started going to a therapist but even with that nothing seems to be making me happy anymore.
Any advice on what I could do or know why this has lasted so long?


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[ijustbelikerawr]

Hey guys, so I've been depressed since about July a little before I dedicated myself to satanism and I haven't seemed to feel any better.
I've read from some of the topics that it's normal?
My friend who introduced me to satanism also said she dealt with depression when she first started but it lasted only a month.
It's been 3 months now and I feel like everything's just getting worse. I even started going to a therapist but even with that nothing seems to be making me happy anymore.
Any advice on what I could do or know why this has lasted so long?

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Hello. I want to ask you an important question first: Do you meditate every day?
The reason I'm asking this because if you are dedicated doesn't matter if you are doing anything else. Nobody really said you will automatically improve if you just dedicate yourself and do nothing. The Dedication is your initial commitment to take action and start improving your soul.
Power meditation is very important especially if you are dealing with depression. It's important to raise your energies.

 

[talonjackman]

have you been meditating constantly?? I've replied to other's posts before about this. If you are doing the Power Meditations constantly, then that will help. I had been depressed when I first came into Satanism (I had severe depression for over 7 years non-stop) however, when I worked on raising my bioelectricity, I completely overcame it. Even my (xian) parents agree, I'm the happiest they've ever seen me

 

[fibrilink]

Pretty much everyone goes through this it's because you're actually dealing with your emotions rather than ignoring them and suppressing them. Have you been consistently meditating? It's really important to clean your chakras at least twice a day, strengthen your aura of protection, and spin your chakras. This will not only help you mentally but also keep you from physically getting sick (the faster your chakras are and the brighter, more vibrant they are the healthier you will be).
Hail Satan

 

[Inlovewithsatan1]

The amount of bioelectricity an individual has, determines the degree of their physical, psychological and spiritual health. People, who are ill or depressed, have lesser amounts of bioelectricity. Depression all by itself, is a symptom of too little bioelectricity.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... alini.html
Have you been doing power meditations consistently? If not then you should get started with 40day self empowerment program by HP hoodedcobra found in groups file section and on Satan's library website.

 

[centralforce6661]

Anybody who is experiencing depression should stop into the SS Health Yahoo E Group to get a look into the way in which the physical body affects the emotions and visa versa.. I might start a depression thread there for those who are interested.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Ivan.Folghera, I would be interested in reading your post about depression.


On Thursday, October 22, 2015 8:26 AM, "ivan.folghera@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Anybody who is experiencing depression should stop into the SS Health Yahoo E Group to get a look into the way in which the physical body affects the emotions and visa versa.. I might start a depression thread there for those who are interested.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Ivan, please post a thread on depression All those who are signed up to the health group can view when they can.You are very well versed in your health knowledge. Hail our Creator God Satan.
High Priestess Shannonhttps://groups.yahoo.com/BlacksforSatanhttps://groups.yahoo.com/SSHealth


On Sunday, October 25, 2015 8:53 PM, "Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Ivan.Folghera, I would be interested in reading your post about depression.


On Thursday, October 22, 2015 8:26 AM, "ivan.folghera@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Anybody who is experiencing depression should stop into the SS Health Yahoo E Group to get a look into the way in which the physical body affects the emotions and visa versa.. I might start a depression thread there for those who are interested.

 

[centralforce6661]

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/SSH ... ssages/476

 

[bm4o3oe2nv4gyvtsocibgc7rubtcbprltxensphk]

I am in a really dark and sadden depression about just life I want to end it I'm only 13. I have taken lots of pillls before as a suicide temp, I tried to poison myself to death, I cut myself. And now I just don't know I was molested at the age of 7 through 11. I'm not being bullied or anything like that I just want to end life. Will Satan accept that or no.

 

[Sims336]

Father Satan would not accept that as a good thing at all! You can pull through this. You can come to a place
where you want to live, if you just give yourself a chance. Read, study, and learn the Joy of Satan Website.

Father Satan is the most wonderful God there ever was. Trust HIM!

And when you know beyond any doubt that you want to be one of Father Satan's children, then dedicate. I have
never regretted, even for a second, my dedication. I was scared a little, at first, but Father Satan told me to set
aside my fears and walk in the sunlight. I did. And love Him more than I would have ever dreamed of. Father
can do that for you too. You will grown to love yourself, and Father Satan, if you put your trust in HIm.

Hail Father Satan/Lucifer!

Sims

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On Tue, 8/8/17, bm4o3oe2nv4gyvtsocibgc7rubtcbprltxensphk@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Depression
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, August 8, 2017, 8:46 PM


 









I am in a really dark and sadden depression
about just life I want to end it I'm only 13. I have
taken lots of pillls before as a suicide temp, I tried to
poison myself to death, I cut myself. And now I just
don't know I was molested at the age of 7 through 11.
I'm not being bullied or anything like that I just want
to end life. Will Satan accept that or no.











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[Ron Brown]

Satan doesn't encourage suicide.He values life.plus you've had the previlege of knowing the truth at such a young age;ending this lifetime now may have some bad impacts on you.i'm really sorry to hear that some bastard has been raping you since 7.such are the people who deserve vengeance.most importantly,don't suicide.How much do you trust Satan to help you in such bad times?

On Aug 10, 2017 4:45 AM, "bm4o3oe2nv4gyvtsocibgc7rubtcbprltxensphk@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I am in a really dark and sadden depression about just life I want to end it I'm only 13. I have taken lots of pillls before as a suicide temp, I tried to poison myself to death, I cut myself. And now I just don't know I was molested at the age of 7 through 11. I'm not being bullied or anything like that I just want to end life. Will Satan accept that or no.

 

[hailodin6661]

I've been in some pretty dark places too, so while I've never been in your exact shoes, I can sympathize to an extent and hopefully offer guidence based on real world experience, which isn't what most people who try to help you have.

The reason people like yourself want to die is because two things.

 A: They cannot tolerate the suffering any longer. It's like holding onto a searing hot piece of metal. Who wants to do that?

B: They don't have anything to hope for. All they envision in the future is themselves still holding onto the hot metal. And they don't know hot to let go of the hot metal, they've tried. It's not for lack of effort on their part. They feel all avenues have been exhausted.

These two reasons occur consciously and subconsciously, but they are still there, not matter how aware you are of them. I'd say you probably are quite aware of it.

For A

You can alleviate suffering immediately. You can give yourself respite from all these thoughts, energies, feelings coming at you. You can actually detach your mind from stimulus temporarily.

Just breath in and out slowly. Eyes closed works best. And focus on air entering into your lungs, and leaving your lungs. Keep at it until you don't even realize that you have tuned everything else out. You will fade into a peaceful trance and give your mind a break. For a short time the hot metal is gone.

You can do this whenever you want, however much you want. Whenever you feel the heat too much.

For B

Really whatever you want can fulfill this. It's perfectly fine to keep going on solely to exact revenge, or to work so others don't go through what you have.  You can even continue another day for the sake of your dog, or because you never saw the mountains. Anything.

But if you tried the breathing, and it worked, realize there is more advanced meditations that can accomplish greater things, and make you feel even better.

So this becomes a self perpetuating cycle that meditations bring some relief and you look forward to even better meditations and bigger gains. You work towards this and some time later you get totally caught up in the momentum of this. One day you will find yourself in a really good place.

 

[zolaluckystar1]

BM4,
Don't you do it! Don't kill yourself! The Gods don't want that for you! I've been abused but you know what, life goes on and those bastards don't mean shit. Leave them by the wayside as you move on. And you WILL move on. I'm speaking from life experience here. What they do/did is not worth being upset by. That shit passes, and you are left standing.