Hello there, i'm just gonna paste the answer i always give to every Satanist who seeks help here for this issue. But before i do that, in regard to your question if you do a ritual asking Satan to just push you a little bit to be able to start meditating that would be nice. But remember, it's not so nice to ask Satan without returning the favor, the best thing you can do to thank Satan is to keep meditating after you're done with the following working.
here's the answer;
"I personally suffered from depression for 4 years, i didn't take any medication for it. the only way i beat my depression was by meditating. it was so hard to just gather whatever left of my power and start meditating, but after few weeks it became easier and easier until it became the second best thing I've ever done right after dedicating my soul to Satan! it made happy again!
I was in this endless loop of depression, dead from the inside. no matter what i do i just don't feel good. when i realized that i'm stuck in this shitty loop i just knew i had to get out of it, i was already a Satanist and aware of how good meditating is, but i just never did it! that's how bad depression is! it makes you not want to advance or even do anything with your life!
I just knew i had to wake up from that nightmare, and i just fkin did it!! i didn't look back nor stopped and thought about it. And that's exactly what you should do!!
For curing depression, you can either do what i did which is just casual meditation and eventually it will go away, or you can try vibrating WUNJO rune with a rosary, two times a day with 12 hours in between (preferably at 00:00 / 12:00 or at 06:00 / 18:00 for maximum power);
Futhark/Odin Scroll down almost to the middle of the page and you'll find the WUNJO rune, imagine it while vibrating it, and imagine a white-gold energy filling your body and filling the rune and with each vibration it becomes brighter and brighter.
How to use a Satanic rosary;
Satanic Rosary
You can make a homemade one easily, i wouldn't recommend buying one as it can be made wrongly or it might have bad energy implanted to it (that's what i heard).
NOTE: If you're not sure how to make one i can show you my rosary and explain to you how i made one, just leave a message in the comments.
You should vibrate it for 40 days straight, NEVER STOP!! you might encounter problems that prevents you from stopping this working, and mostly the problems come from the enemy, whatever happen just be strong and keep working on it, don't you ever skip a day!
For every big pud in the rosary you should say an affirmation, depends on what you're working on. For your case you should affirm something like this; "The energies of WUNJO rune are permanently banishing all sorts of depression and negative/bad energies from my mind and soul." Just affirm what you find better, and make sure you're not just saying it, but you're WILLING it to happen!
How to vibrate the WUNJO rune:
Click here to download The Runic Kabalah mp3;
http://www.exposingchristianity.com/Run ... o%20CD.zip
There will be mp3 files in a zip file, after you extract the files there will be two folders inside, one is called Germanic and the other Icelandic , you'll find WUNJO rune in the Germanic folder.
NEVER start a working on the void of course moon!
The Void of Course Moon
When are the voids of course moon:
http://www.moontracks.com/void_of_cours ... dates.html
http://www.lunarium.co.uk/
Just be strong! you have the power in you, just reach to it and use it!
VERY IMPORTANT NOTE:
NEVER EVER SKIP A DAY!! == "When one is new to power meditation, one is in many ways vulnerable.Inconsistency can cause depression as the soul is one day on the up with the lifeenergy and the next, one experiences a drop, which causes depression, muchlike one working out in the gym and the next day"
Plus if you skip a day in the working, you probably have to reset the days to 0 and start all over again!
HAIL SATAN FOREVER!!!!"
Believe me, the Wunjo rune is extremely powerful and it will certainly cure your depression if the working was done right!
Good luck!
HAIL SATAN!!!!
