Everyone else in my family is a xian of the pentecostal sect which is a big problem bcos i started believing in spiritual satanism bcos im a mute in a wheelchair and i started researching a bit of wicca when i was younger but that got me nowhere and then i found the joyofsatan.org website. ive tried convincing my immediate family that demons are really just a type of alien mentally though physically there are many species and they said no actually aliens are demons trying to decieve humankind. but i know better as ive heard about past life regression. but i need a cure to help me so i can speak ive tried oxygen therapy and a few other things but none made any difference to me. hail satan.