On Sat, 9/6/14, Sadie Terry
batsadie@... [JoyofSatan666] <
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Dedication panic and fear of Satan, thoughts of leaving
To:
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Date: Saturday, September 6, 2014, 11:56 AM
I know things can be hard, Satanism IS hard. It
takes a strong person to stay and meditate while juggling
physical life too. But you have to see the big picture, the
big goal. Godhead. That's our purpose in this life to
reach Godhead, and to help enlighten the rest of the world.
There's so many times I've had experiences with
Demons, that seems to good to be true, like "this is so
amazing there's no way this could be happening right
now." Kinda stuff, but I'm always told to keep
believing. I dedicated the same night I found out about SS
years ago, I said, if this isn't the truth, than nothing
is. I was previously a Satanist, my first ever religion, and
then a Wiccan, I was never truly apart of it, mostly
researching the cultures and beliefs, and for the Magick
parts, and astral projection. I've come to realize over
time I WAS MEANT to be here. This is my place, here is where
I belong, nothing could ever be more true. And it's the
same for every Satanist! Whether you found us from a friend,
or all on your own, it's for a reason. To save yourself
from the horrible things others have to live through, and to
enlighten and be enlightened.
Ik that Satanism can be lonely and hard to do alone. But you
never are. Dedicated Satanists have Father Satan's
protection. Protection from all the horrible things in life
that I'd rather pretend never existed. And going back to
your old ways, is just proving your weakness, and maybe you
weren't meant to be a Satanist. But I don't believe
this, if nobody else does I believe in you! You have all
your brothers and sisters here to help you when you need it
most. Maybe some of us are a little more harsh, but maybe
you just need to talk to someone who is willing to put
themselves in your shoes
All you need to do is believe in yourself, never give up! I
wish I was as lucky as you to get such encouragement,
I've had to do everything alone. Now take this
encouragement say"I can fucking do this!" Lol and
believe. You WILL start seeing signs, your life WILL
improve, there's no doubt about that, whether the
physical aspects, or maybe you'll get peace of mind, you
must open your mind FULLY with the sincerest intention of
your heart, and ask Father Satan for signs, sometimes there
hidden but that's what makes it fun! In search for these
signs, you will open new doors in your mind, it will be
practice for the bigger things in store for you!
Sometimes you just need a little push! And you'll find
that you can fly, as freely and happily as you want. This
world is yours to enjoy, so get out into the astral world,
start building a relationship with Satan and other Demons,
and practice daily in your temple to strengthen it!
Even if it's slowly, your life will fall into place, you
just have to believe! Don't just give up like everyone
else! That's why they're so sad and miserable all
the time, they never believed in the strength they had, or
no one ever encouraged them to try!
Ik being hard on you won't help, you catch more flies
with honey!
There's a whole world waiting for you. And it's
right inside you! Get into it and start seeing the bright
side of suffering! I mean, you can only suffer if you let
yourself. And when you hear thoughts about how
"bad" Satan is, you say "listen here fuckers!
You don't control me! I can think for myself, and make
my own decisions, and I WILL NOT let you try and harm me!
There's NOTHING you can EVER do to control me! HAIL
SATAN!"
And you'll see all your troubles will fade away.
I hope I've encouraged you to see a reason to continue,
and never give up! You've gotta be strong! Satanist are
strong!
Good luck! <3
Hail Satan!
Hail Hades!
Hail Andras!
Hail Abraxas!
Hail all the Gods of Duat!
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