Since early childhood I was victimized with many negative emotional experiences by the hands of the Christian mystical deity, so I know what you're going through. I believe I can offer some advice and hopefully it helps alleviate some of the pain and suffering. I was emotionally traumatized as a child, inflicted with unnecessary torment by this foolish deity until recently. For me, I asked Satan to reveal my deep "trapped hidden emotions" that was taunting me for years. Satan became my mentor and then revealed to me the anger I was suppressing for years unknowingly. The enemy (Christian deity) for years tried every tactic to suppress my emotions, and then inflict me with overwhelming fear, guilt and shame which caused me to sabotage myself, rendering me an emotional cripple. Satan is not built on fear, guilt or shame, and his influences will break the yokes of bondage, or spiritual assignments that will try to inflict negativity into our life. Satan opposes guilt and shame and welcomes self-indulgence that produces fulfillment w/in us. what does guilt and shame bring to us? Well it brings forth emotional destruction into our life, causing us to flagellate ourselves into submission of unnecessary emotional distress. First, ask Satan for his satanic wisdom, and to reveal the deception that has been placed upon you by this malevolent deity. Define guilt/shame? Dig deep inside yourself and ask why the guilt/shame is there, and then quickly write it down. Step by step ask Satan to reveal what happened in your life that caused this distress, and you just watch what he does. You will be absolutely amazed and grateful at the same time. This Christian deity is the true mastery of deception, but proclaims to be all righteous and truthful. This deity protected his malicious "hypocritical" cohorts and covered up their lies, but with me he put forth judgments, guilt and shame, when in all honesty I did absolutely nothing wrong. This Christian deity tries to subjugate "people like us" into submission by judgment, not because we did anything immoral or wrong, it's because he's trying to reduce our live of productivity and success. As a child I carried guilt into my adulthood, which was due to me being sexually assaulted as a child, which makes no sense that I blamed myself. As a teenager until adulthood I encountered another experience, and was molested by a Christian man. The Christian man's wife was malicious towards me for" his actions", and lives in complete denial. She knew deep down I did absolutely nothing wrong but blamed me for years instead of her perverted husband. She told someone I knew that she wanted to separate herself from me, but choose to forgive her husband for molesting me.She calls herself a evangelist deliverance minister and healer, and I say- you've got to be kidding.....Me and my friends just laugh, it's pathetic. I want to continue with the rest of my story, and hope you don't view me as a delusional nut because I'm not. Before I confronted the Christian man's wife, this deity said don't judge him, I said really? You judged me my entire life for things I never did, and now this Christian man molested me and you want me "bury the hatchet". In all reality that doesn't even make sense, because what I really wanted was closure and freedom from this emotional suffering that was wrongfully put upon me since childhood, and then again as an adult. No, I'm not nuts, but when I made my invocations known to Satan, he said to confront this mans wife, and than the mighty "deity" in defense said don't judge him in an attempt to stop me. I know this sounds completely insane but this really happened to me. Here it is, Satan said confront his wife and don't worry about the consequences, and you will be free from the bondage of manipulation. I also confronted several people from my childhood days, and a lying pastor which also gave me closure. I honestly can't expect anyone to believe I'm sane, but I truly am and this actually happened as I said it did. I hope this wasn't too much writing, but if anyone had this experience, know this that your not alone, and Satan has a special gift for each one of us. Good luck to us all. Hail Satan On Tue, Feb 17, 2015 at 04:34 PM, Autumn Torres autumnblossoms@... [JoS4adults] wrote:
The enemy is trying to make me hate myself, and telling me that I'm an unlovable shit. Sorry for being unclear.
On Tuesday, February 17, 2015 2:16 PM, "Ameixing Lyf lyf948@... [JoS4adults]" <
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Your Satanic family does not need to first be told to reply "positively" The positivity of our replies dear... largely depends on your post.
Now your post is not making much sense to me..."the enemy is trying to blame this situation on me"..wat situation exactly??? En then your capitalist dad?? En you dnt know "if this is the ryt place to post"??? Where exactly are you heading with all this??? Hail Satan
Hail all hell Bless the jos administration
On Feb 17, 2015 3:32 A[/IMG]autu[/IMG]
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I was recently disowned by my capitalist, greedy father and am horribly depressed about it. The enemy is trying to blame this situation on me, even though I know it isn't true. I will be meditatingat around 5 pm central time. I don't know if this is the right place to post this, but I need my satanic family now more than ever. :/ Please send me positivity.
Warmest regards,
Autumn